=/
well I was supposed to go to Coles last night n he was gunna call me back after he ate to say he was dont n I could come n he never called.. n I couldnt get aholnd of him all day so obviously he doesnt care







I was gunna break up with him but then I heard his voice n I just melted.......




Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
The Right Kind Of Wrong

( LeAnn Rimes )

Know all about
About your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it anymore
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
Might be a mistake
A mistake I'm making
But what you're giving I am happy to be taking
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say you're something I should do without
They dpn't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run
But I just can't seem to
Casue everything I run you're the on I run to
Can't do without, what you do to me
I don't care if I'm in too deep
Konw all about
About your reputation
And how its' boound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Everytime that I'm where you are
Oh I know I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Loving you isn't really something I should do
Shouldn't wanna spend myh time with you
That I shold try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Yeah baby you're the right kind of wrong









I think I am afraid o be alone.. but I really do love him n I dotn wanna break up with him.........












Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
But I Do Love You

( LeAnn Rimes )

I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoe
But I do love you, but I do love you
I don't like to see the sky painted gray
And I don't like when nothing's going my way
And I don't like to be the one with the blues
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
I don't like to turn the radio on
Just to find I missed my favorite song
And I don't like to be the last with the news
But I do love you, but I do love you
Love everything about the way you're loving me
The way you lay your head
Upon my shoulder when you sleep
And I love to kiss you in the rain
I love everything you do, oh I do
And I don't like to be alone in the night
And I don't like to hear I'm wrong when I'm right
And I don't like to have the rain on my shoes
But I do love you but I do love you
But I do love you but I do love you













I am gunna tho.. and I am gunna say if he really wants me back n loves me like he says he is gunna have to call me n ask me back out n apologise n promise to never do it again.... n if he doesnt I guess its over FOREVER...









Coyote Ugly ( Soundtrack ) Index
Please Remember

( LeAnn Rimes )

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time
I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, Please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
While we were wild and free
Then remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this heart was yours and mine
And how a dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I knew that you had me

Please remember, please remember











this is all just tooo much.. too confusing :'(

i wanna die!!!!
yeah so my bf told me he cheated on me but it was only a quickie cuz he knew it was wrong n stopped.. I sumhow doubt that n he is telling me that he loves me..but if he didn he wouldnt do that... and then he is saying he cant sleep n he cries but I doubt it... n it was an ugly chick too.. god.. n e ways im really upset I couldnt breathe last night n I passed out ont he floor at BH... I guess he told that girl he loves her n he was gunna break up with me.. n other girls say that he hits onb them.. but love him n its so hard to let him go but I have to I think.. I really dont want to... all my friends n his whole school knew about it b 4 me.. I bet he wouldnt even have told me if Leah or my friends werent gunna... it really pisses me off.. it digusts me.. but no 1 no's how much I ove him but I dont think I can do this to myself... he was saying that he wouldnt do it again.. but I dont think I can trust him... and thats waht love is about.. trust.. n I still love him but there isnt nay trust.. so yeah... anyways.. i am gunna see him tonight.. I really dont want to .. but I have to talk to him.. Its over I think ... he has hurt me many times before... n I cant do that to myself.. he will ALWAYS be in my heart though.. I am glad my friends r here for me... it makes me feel sumwhat better









See I don't know why
I liked you so much.
I gave ya all, of my trust.
I told you ,I loved you
Now that's all down the drain
you put me through pain .
I wanna let you know how I feel.

CHORUS
Fuck what I said
It dont' mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw e'm out.
Fuck all those kisses
they didn't mean jack
Fuck you you hoe
I don't want you back.
(Repeat)

You thought, You could
Keep this shit from me yeah
You burnt bitch
I heard the story
You played me.
You even gave him head, Now you're asking for me back
You're just another act.
Look elsewhere cuz you're done with me.

CHORUSx2

oh oh uhuh ya (x3)

You question
'Did I care'
You can ask anyone
I even said
You were my great one
Now it's over
But I do admit I'm sad
It hurts real bad
I can't sweat that
Cuz I loved a hoe.



















Beyonce Knowles Me, Myself And I lyrics
All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it now...

I can't believe I believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids
Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe I fell for four years
And I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now I moved on

Cuz I realized I got
Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing I know I'm dealing
With your three kids and my home
I've been so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
No need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now I am strong

Because I realized I got
Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
I know that I will never disappoint myself
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
Ya, you hurt me
But I learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again
I know that I will never disappoint myself




















SARAH CONNOR LYRICS


BOUNCE LYRICS

[verse 1]
Said you're going with your boys today and
"Don't worry cause I'll be home late"
But I know you're creepin' out there, cheatin',
You've been freakin' babe
So let me tell you how it's going to be
And you can run game but not on me boy
So who the hell are you trying to kid
You know this is what I did

(change)
I called your pager and your two-way boy but no response
Start looking and found you in some other women's arms
Don't try to front boy cause I saw you there with my own eyes
Just get your stuff boy cause I'm tired of hearing all your lies

[chorus]
Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gonna take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce

[verse 2]
Baby boy I know you'll never find
No stuff as good as mine
She can't work you like I did
You can look but you know I got that good shit
I know that you're hating it
But you better stay with the one you're with
You made your bed and now you have to sleep in it baby
(change)

[rap]
Wait a minute Sarah, give me a chance to explain
I was just talking to shorty, I don't even know her name
I ain't looking for no one to come and take your place
Ain't no one out there baby that can fill your space
No need to find a nickel got a dime at home
Plus I love every night the freaky way we bone
I ain't trying to get gone, ain't trying to roll
I'd rather stay and be a part of your green eyed soul

I can't wait!
Auto response from crazynluvwithim: cleaning... not in my t-shirt n e more... was too cole :-[ n yes I DID have underwear on Bri thank you for that observation

MyStErYbLoNdE88: hopefully not a thong, dont wanna be turning them neighbors on

no not in a thong... n I hope that wouldnt turn my neigbors on .. they r my cousins :-\ *skanky*

crazynluvwithim: oops I wroted cole.. not cold
crazynluvwithim: lol
crazynluvwithim: sumones on my mind ;-)
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah i just realized that
MyStErYbLoNdE88: lol
MyStErYbLoNdE88: hmm i wonder who ;-)
crazynluvwithim: couldnt tell ya :-P
crazynluvwithim: cole maybe?
crazynluvwithim: O:-)
MyStErYbLoNdE88: :-P good guess
MyStErYbLoNdE88: and who is on mine?
crazynluvwithim: Bryant
MyStErYbLoNdE88: wow
MyStErYbLoNdE88: your a smart one!
crazynluvwithim: lol..
crazynluvwithim: guess what?
MyStErYbLoNdE88: what!?!?
crazynluvwithim: one month on saturday!... lol we decided to not count the 3 hours of break-up :-P
MyStErYbLoNdE88: haha ours is on friday
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i go by the day of the week
MyStErYbLoNdE88: not the number
MyStErYbLoNdE88: its more technical
MyStErYbLoNdE88: 4 weeks = months
crazynluvwithim: ur surprosed to go by the #
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i know :-P
crazynluvwithim: no it doesnt
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i know
MyStErYbLoNdE88: hehe
crazynluvwithim: theres more then 4 weeks in some months
MyStErYbLoNdE88: umm well
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah i know
MyStErYbLoNdE88: thats why im confused
MyStErYbLoNdE88: maybe we should go by the day
crazynluvwithim: u go by the day
crazynluvwithim: yeah saturday!!!!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: its easier
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: lol
crazynluvwithim: lol exactly!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: ill change it











Happy birthday on thursday Jillian

Happy one month on saturday baby :-*

I can't wait!
Auto response from crazynluvwithim: cleaning... not in my t-shirt n e more... was too cole :-[ n yes I DID have underwear on Bri thank you for that observation

MyStErYbLoNdE88: hopefully not a thong, dont wanna be turning them neighbors on

no not in a thong... n I hope that wouldnt turn my neigbors on .. they r my cousins :-\ *skanky*

crazynluvwithim: oops I wroted cole.. not cold
crazynluvwithim: lol
crazynluvwithim: sumones on my mind ;-)
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah i just realized that
MyStErYbLoNdE88: lol
MyStErYbLoNdE88: hmm i wonder who ;-)
crazynluvwithim: couldnt tell ya :-P
crazynluvwithim: cole maybe?
crazynluvwithim: O:-)
MyStErYbLoNdE88: :-P good guess
MyStErYbLoNdE88: and who is on mine?
crazynluvwithim: Bryant
MyStErYbLoNdE88: wow
MyStErYbLoNdE88: your a smart one!
crazynluvwithim: lol..
crazynluvwithim: guess what?
MyStErYbLoNdE88: what!?!?
crazynluvwithim: one month on saturday!... lol we decided to not count the 3 hours of break-up :-P
MyStErYbLoNdE88: haha ours is on friday
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i go by the day of the week
MyStErYbLoNdE88: not the number
MyStErYbLoNdE88: its more technical
MyStErYbLoNdE88: 4 weeks = months
crazynluvwithim: ur surprosed to go by the #
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i know :-P
crazynluvwithim: no it doesnt
MyStErYbLoNdE88: i know
MyStErYbLoNdE88: hehe
crazynluvwithim: theres more then 4 weeks in some months
MyStErYbLoNdE88: umm well
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah i know
MyStErYbLoNdE88: thats why im confused
MyStErYbLoNdE88: maybe we should go by the day
crazynluvwithim: u go by the day
crazynluvwithim: yeah saturday!!!!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: its easier
MyStErYbLoNdE88: yeah!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: lol
crazynluvwithim: lol exactly!
MyStErYbLoNdE88: ill change it











Happy birthday on thursday Jillian

Happy one month on saturday baby :-*

whew!
sum convo's 4 da day:






SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: hey hunny
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: hey my bestest friend in the entire universe:-D
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: oh yesh sures :-P
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I gotted a new celli
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: its sooooo cute!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: awwe thats awesome!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: hehe seriosuly babes
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: you the best thing in my life
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: and i hope that neer changes
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: i would die for you
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: seriosuly ali jean ur the best person EVER!!
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: tehe :-[ I loooooooove you Jilly :-D
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: im serious tho!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: *stomps her feet*
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: tehe okay Jilly... ur da besterestestest!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: you believe me rite:-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: yesh I do's :-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: who couldnt believe da Jilly?
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: hehe thats rite bitch;-)
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: HAHAH WHOA JK!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: hahahaha:-P
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I lover u :-)
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: i luv you more
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: i luv you more than the sky is blue!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: :-D
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: beat taht:-P
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I love u more then anyone has ever loved anyone ever!
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: u cole n jade... u 3 r my life
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I live for u 3
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: awwe thanks babesO:-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: welcomes :-*
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: i luv you
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: you luv me
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: arent we sooo happppy!!:-D
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: tehe yesh yesh korse!
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: LALALALA:-D
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: im fuckin happy today srry:-P


SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: haha tonight at the game they took sumones purse n was looking through it in the middle of the floor (one of the rockets) n I was like.. wow Im glad they didnt take mine I got condom's n birth control in mine
Sammiebabee77: =-O
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: n they where throwing water on ppl... n I was like they better not on me cuz I got a white shirt n a black bra on ;-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: *shhhh*
Sammiebabee77: lol
Sammiebabee77: & wut would u be needin THOSE 4??;-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: we thought it;d b funny to buy out the condom machines O:-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: but they come in handy when my love is around;-)
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: * didnt say tat*
Sammiebabee77: :-X
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: *shhh*
Sammiebabee77: =-O
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: can u believe our school is selling ripped, flavore, colored, and glow in the dark condoms?
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: sum r ribbed & flavored
Sammiebabee77: really???
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: tehe
Sammiebabee77: thats weird
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I know it
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: I mean its the school LOL
Sammiebabee77: :-\i think the peepl there are smikin sum crack
Sammiebabee77: smokin*
Sammiebabee77: :-P
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: no they just know we will only use that kind.. or none
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: n they dont want us getting pregnant :-P
Sammiebabee77: yeah
Sammiebabee77: :-$
SwEeTaZsUgAkIsEz: :-P

Oo0oO0h boii
by baby is coming up here this weekend =D I'm so happy! he has accually been online lately so I accually get to talk to him =P it makes me so happy!....

that boii makes me so happy! I just love him o so much! I wish he knew just how much =D

WHEW!
lol .. the horny thing was a joke.. I'm not.. o=) I swear! not that I wouldnt mine "being with my boyfriend" I miss him alot... but yeah.. anyways .. just laying in his arms is enough to brighten my whole worls.. and forget about ANYTHING bad that has EVER happeened to me... just the thought of him makes me smile..

he said that he was going on a road trip with Zach to boston... so he had to go... well after he signed off Zach was still on.. then abouyt an hour later he went on away saying he was sleeping.. n now he is on away saying he is out for the night n to call if n e 1 wants to do anything so obviously he isnt in boston... but I trust my boyfriend... so maybe plans changed.. was just weird.. but I really do trust him!... I love him with all that I have... I would truly be heartbroken more then ever if I lost him.. he is my whole world.. my whole life... I can't wait to see him again... I'm just gunnna jump on him.. not my fault i get those *sudden urges* around him! no 1 was expecting that that night.. it was funnny.. I liked it tho.. I think they r great


lol yeah so anyways...

I am watching a movie and doingmy nails.. they were long n perty ... but they broke.. fuck A .. grrbles!...

last night Jade put my hair in 2 french braids n I thought I looked pretty for once in my whole life... I was watching a movie tonight and I realized that the girl was really pretty.. gorgeous... I wish I looked like her!... I wish I looked like Brianna 2... n sumother ppl... I dunno why Cole is with me.. he could find alot prettier... but I love him n he loves me ... its grewta.. I love him so much!



yeah well im gunna go.. prolly no 1 is even reading this but thats okay.. ttyl




Jillane! ur prolly theonly one reading htis! I love you so fuckin much baby g... hope u r doingokay.. I miss ya.. thanks for everythign homey *big hug*














I LOVE Cole M. Friant <3 with all my <3

=/ I miss my babii


I miss my baby so so much!
I am afraid of losing him
n I dont want to
I love him so so so much
n he makes me happier then I have ever been
n I would just die! if I lost him
I love him more then love itself
he is the reason I breathe
I wouldnt b afraid to take mylast breathe
as long as he was there with me
I never want to lose him
he is my everything
he means the world to me



last night I was sleepin
n Tori boo called n told me he was online
cuz my away message was
"I miss my babi" with sad faces
n I was so happy to talk to him
my aim was being gay so I had to restart
n I started crying htinking he wouldn't
be there when I got back
but he was
n I guess he wrote this big long thing to me
n he didnt copy it
n then he forgot what he said
but I wanna know so bad =P
I love that boi wif alla my heart <3



JILLANE- u gotta tell me how I can make
my journal as cool as yours
tehe I love u Jilly *kiss kiss*




today was really weird I suppose
well Ryan was pointing at me to Travis
I dunno wut about tho
but I was like... ok
n then we was in study hall
n Ryan got moved behind me
so I was talking quietly about Cole
so he wasnt like OMG!
cuz that would bug the livin shit out of me
none of them like me but it's okay
its weird that they dont like me
they dont hve any reason to
but I guess my friends dont like him
so.. yeah
but I dont care what ppl think
they can all go to hell n die!!!


Jade said me n Cole r beyond word
n just too cute =)
I love her!


n in study hall Walter was being so annoying
he wouldnt leave me alone
so I hit him over the head with a hard bottle
it was really funny I thought
yeah well anywasy...



I love Cole so much!
I cant wai to see him again
with those sudden urges n stuff *wink*
those r always great fun!!!
Cole had his 2
he threw me on his bed
then left..
I was like dude.. gimme sum action
I couldnt believe he just left
lol jk jk but still
come on just throw me on his bed n leave
it was strange, I mean he is a guy!
I love him so much.. It was cute!





Lissie, Jade, Caitlin, n me might go to bh tonight if it doesnt snow... but if it does we are staying home n watching movies... it will b great.. I was gunna come to York this weekend with my dad but I figure my bf is busy so I'll just let him do whatever.. I dont mind =)


well I am gunna go.. the fucking teacher is on to me... ttyl




~ love always n forever (sum more then others)



*.':'.* Ali Jean *.':'.*

Oo0oOoh lookie at this! =P

Which Rock Chick Are You?

I love yew!
OMG! I havnt writted in a while I know I know! I am the luckiest n the happiest girl n the world! I really am.. I am soooo happy.. I gotta see my baby this weekend n I had the best time just laying in his arms n talking to him… I am so glad that I can talk to him about things.. he makes me feel so good about myself .. I love him with all my heart.. n I am so lucky to get this chance… I am in love with him… I have been since I was 13!… I love him so much.. nobody will ever know the true extent to my love!

Cole, Jade , Jillane are the three ppl in my life that are closest to me.. they really love n care for me I love you 3!








xSwEetoXoKiSseS: hehe *hugs ali jean*:-D
xSwEetoXoKiSseS: your the besterest person ever babes!!
xSwEetoXoKiSseS: NEVER FORGET THAT OKAYS:-D

^^ u r the best friend ever Jilly really I could never eve have a better friend then u girlie :-* I love you so fuckin much!!






Things to my babii!



* I dunno how you do what you do*
* I am so in love with you*
* it just keeps getting better*
* every little thing that you do*
 baby I'm amazed by you*



One...your like a dream come true...
Two... jus wanna be with you...
Three... girl its plain to see...that your the only one for me...
Four...repeat steps one to three...
Five... make you fall in love with me...
If ever I believe our work is done....then I start Back at One.(yeah)

So Incrediable...the way things work themselves out...
And all emotional, once you know that its all about babe...
And undesirable...for us to be apart...
Never would of made it very far...
Cause you know that you got the keys to my heart



You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you dont know any different. It's the best until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love differently. You will love more carefully, more cautiously. Just know that there is so much more love waiting for you, but there will always only be one first, and that one will be forever.

I am really happy.. I am in love with my first yet again.. I must b the luckiest girl ever!!!!





In your life you'll meet one guy unlike any other. You can talk to him & neva get bored..tell him everything & neva be judged...smile and get butterflies everytime you see his face...hear his name or his voice. This person is a best friend, boyfriend, & a true love!




wHeN i'M aWaY fRoM hIm * i CoMpLaiN
WhEn I'm NeAr HiM * i SmiLe
wHeN i MiSs HiM * i CrY
BuT wHeN i SeE HiM i HaVe NoThInG tO saY
bEcAusE tHE uRgE tO kiSs hIm TaKeS mY bReAtH aWay..
No WoRdS cOuLd DeScRiBe iT . sOmEtHiN i CaNt iGnOrE
wHaT dId YoU dO . tO mAke Me FeEL tHiS wAy
HoW yOu CaUgHt My HeArT . wItH tHe LiL tHiNgS yOu SaY





What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me
Would you agree
So tell me that you dont think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now


A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming
But 'till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share







atOmiC gloWstiCk: ok, have u ever met a guy that makes you all nervous and blushy like just when he IMs you? or when he looks at u?

^^ yeah my boyfriend does that to me :-[







fRoM tHe MoMeNt i MeT u ThErE wAs SuMtHiN SpEciaL bOuT u
MaYbE iT WaS ThE wAy U sMiLeD aT mE oR tHe WaY u SaiD mY nAmE
Or MaYbE iT wAs JuSt An iNsTiNcT tHaT wE bELoNgEd 2GeThEr
WaTeVeR iT wAs, iM sO gLaD u CaMe iNtO mY LiFe


I'll be your dream, I'll be your
wish I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love
be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every
breath truly madly deeply do

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me





The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world, like I was super girl
The real me is to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded lifes got so complicated

I've been thinking about it almost forgot what it was like
Do you know what it feels like?
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me:-*




Everyday That Goez By It Seemz
Like I Discover Somethíng New
about U To Love. It'z Incredíble
To Me How 1 Per§on Can Make
Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe.
U Touch My Heart In A Way No One
Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So
Many Reasonz To Love U




*~If I had a star for everytime the thought
of U brightened my day...I'd be holding
the galaxy in my hands~*





I can't believe
That this is real
The way I feel
Baby I gone head over heels

And I'm in
So totally wrapped up
Emotionally attracted
So physically actin'
So recklessly I need you
So desperately sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I love you!








I love you Cole with all my heart baby =D

























QuIzZeS!







Congrats!




Thug Bear


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You are the blue moonlight. You are peaceful and
serene, kind and loving. Your heart never
stears you wrong. You let out uncertainess with
tears, and you let out fear with light. The
blue light means distance. You are afraid to
get to close to people. You have been betrayed
once before and can't do it again. Your dream
job could consist of a counsler or a traveler.
You love humanity and lonliness. You will have
love in your life and will never pass by
unnoticed. Your beauty attracts many, but your
personality is rare. The uniqness in your mind
will always separate you. You can always find
yourself lingering near the ocean, thinking
about life. Your head seema to be up in the
clouds, though you body is down omn Earth. You
change and each time come back a better person.
The blue moonliht will always guide to safety
in the darkest hour.


What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to
stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much
Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally
charged. You definitely love the person you're
with, and always want to know how they're
feeling so you can make sure they're happy.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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Five; the number of instability and imbalance,
indicating change and uncertainty. You're
drawn to many things at once and commit to
none. If it makes you feel any better, I'm a
five. And proud of it. Because Fives are
adventurous, energetic, and willing to take
risks. Fives enjoy travel and meeting new
people but may not stay in one place for very
long. Fives can be conceited, irresponsible,
quick-tempered, and impatient. Please rate my
quiz.


What does your name and arithmacy say about you? (some simple knowledge of adding is required on your part)
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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


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^^to my baby!!!!!!

happy
I havn't written in a while.. cuz my comp. Is a P.O.S. but yeah… n e ways

I went to york last weekend n saw cole n zach

Then this weekend I spent the night at joshie's… in york n I hung out with Cole n Zach.. n now me n Cole r back together.. n I couldn't b happier

None of my friends like him (the one's from York) so they don't like it n r saying all this stuff.. I could care less… I'm not listening to them…

I'm really happy for once.. so they should b glad for me but if not its okay .. I don't mind

I had a great time…



*.':'.* Cole *.':'.*

songs cuz what happened
Jilly I love u so much


thanks to everyone thats helping me with all this shit

todaywas pie eating lol. n beach day I wore my bikini over my shirt :-P



sum good lyrics 4 how I feel... only parts of the songs apply but some most










the trouble with love is- Kelly Clarkson



Ooooohhh…
Oooohhhh ya
Mmmmm

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Now I was a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all

Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up inside)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
It's stronger than your pride
(The trouble with love is) It's in your heart it's in your soul
(It doesn't care how fast you fall) You're losing all control
(And you can’t refuse the call)
So you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)












evenescence- my immortal


i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me




i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along













the first cut is the deepest- Sheryl Crow


I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest
When it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again...











I hope you dance- Lee Ann Womack


I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat, but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed

Chorus: I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give fate a fighting chance
and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances, but they're worth taking
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance (time is a wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance (rolling us along)
I hope you dance (tell me who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance (where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean.
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens.
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance.
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.

chorus

I hope you dance (time is wheel in constant motion always)
I hope you dance (rolling us along)
I hope you dance (tell me who wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance (where those years have gone)
repeat 1x
I hope you dance









SIMPLE PLAN SONGS



addicted-



I heard you're doing ok
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker... heartbreaker... heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still a Dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker... heartbreaker...

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
I'm trying to forget that
im addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
Im addicted to you
Now it's over
can't forget what you said
and I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker... heartbreaker..im addicted to you...

heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...

heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...
heartbreaker...
im addicted to you...
heartbreaker...









id do anything





Another day is goin' by
I'm thinkin' about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waitin'

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand, yeah

Chorus:

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droppin' out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fears
I'll be here
I'll be waitin'

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again, yeah

Repeat Chorus

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
(Na na na....)
And I'd do anything for you
(Na na na....)
Repeat Chorus












perfect- sorry i cant b perfect guys...







And do you think I'm wasting my time...
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect












maroon 5- harder to breathe





How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground that I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
















match box 20- real world



Well, I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
I wonder what it's like to know that I made the rain
I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
and you can come and see them when I'm...done, when I'm done

Well, I wonder what it's like to be a super hero
I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown
from some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun
boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned

(CHORUS)
Yeah, straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I were someone else, would this all fall apart?
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig?
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

Well, I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho
I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said
Well, I'd shout out an order,
"I think we're out of this man get me some
boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone"

(CHORUS)

Please don't change, please don't break
The only thing that seems to work at all is you
Please don't change, at all from me
To you, and you to me

Yeah, straight up, what did you hope to learn about here?
If I were someone else, would this all just fall apart?
Strange, where were you, when we started this gig?
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me
I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me
And you, and me

wew!
more winter carnaval.. yesterday was p.j day n bri said i looked perty (even tho i looked the same) hehe shes a q.t :-P lol n e ways today was hat n crazy hair dayhehe.. well pig tails is crazy enough for me.. n I wore my lil pink hat :-)... tehe cuuuuuuuuuuute! tehe... Im figuring out my super powers *dont ask* lol

for the activity today we watched ppl fall off sled n we slid down the hills on our shoes n asses.. n ran down n fell.. I won even tho i went real slow cuz they all felll.. then lisie pulled me down the hill by my feet.. mypants was falling down so I thre a snowball at her n hit her in the head... it was funny.. myass is wet as Ispeak.. im at school typin this cuzmy comps GAY yes.. GAY... lol hehe a crossdreeser 2 :-P *wink* haha *dont ask* lol n e ways yea.. today is ok so far... if it turn outbad ill tell u in tomorrows journal.. n yesterday there was the obsticle corse n we were saying things about sacks n balls cuz of the tooss throughthe holes... like "dont let ur sacks just lay around" "u can do better with ur balls" "come on b a man n get it in the whole" it was great..

TEACHER ALERT GTG


*.':'.* much love*.':'.*

~ LiL Ali Jean-o

life's blah
my life is blah.. i will always love him but I gotta move on right? wrong.. but I am gunna let him go.. but continue to love him =/



hey Jilly baby if ur reading this I LOVE U n i sent u 2 letters... tehe miss ya hunny! I will always be here

poems n stuff
This poem is how I feel sumtimes I feel alone

But if u take the last 6 lines off then It’s how I feel about my jilly

I love her oh so much!



Today I met a great new friend

Who got to know me right away

It was funny how she understood

All I had to say

She listened to my problems

She listened to my dreams

We talked about love and life

She’d been there, also, it seems

I never once felt judged by her

She knew just how I felt

She seemed to just accept me

And all the problems I’d been dealt

She didn’t interrupt me

Or need to have her say

She just listened very patiently

And didn’t go away

I wanted her to understand

How much this meant to me

But as I went to hug her

Sumthing starltled me

I put my arms infront of me

And went to pull her neer

And realized my new best friend

Was nothing but a mirror











Sad poem





I went to that birthday party

And I remembered just what you said

You told me not to drink at all

So I had sprite instead

I felt so proud of myself

The way you said I would

That I didn’t choose to drink and drive

Though some friends said I should

I knew I made a healthy choice

You advice to me was right

As the party finally ended

I watched the kids drive out of sight

I got into my own car

Sure to get home in one piece

Never knowing what was coming

Something I had expected least

Now I am lying on the pavement

I can hear the policeman say

"the kid that caused this was drunk"

his voice seems so far away

my own blood is all around me

as I try hard not to cry

I can hear the paramedic say

"this girl is going to die"

I’m sure the guy had no idea

While he was flying high

Because he chose to drink and drive

That I would have to die

So why do people do it?

Knowing that it ruins lives?

Now this pain is cutting me

Like a thousand stabbing knives

Tell my sister not to be afraid

Tell daddy to be brave

And when I go to heaven

Put "daddy’s girl" on my grave

Someone should have taught him

That it’s wrong to drink and drive

Maybe if his mom and dad had

I’d still be alive

My breath is getting shorter

I’m getting really scared

These are my final moment

And I am so unprepared

I wish you could hold me mom

As I lie here and die

I wish that I could at least say

I love you and goodbye.







2nd one







*Near to the door*

*he paused to stand*

*as he took his class ring*

*off her hand*

*all who were watching*

*did not speak* *as a silent tear*

*ran down his cheek*

*and through his mind*

*the memories ran*

*of the moments they walked*

*and ran in the sand hand and hand*

*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*

*for he would never again*

*have her to hold*

*they watched in silence*

*as he bent near*

*and whispered the words..*

*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*

*he touched her face and started to cry*

*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*

*and just then the wind began to blow*

*as they lowered her casket*

*into the snow....*

*this is what happens*

*to man alive.....*

*when friends let friends....*

*drink and drive.*











Lol…



practical application

he's teaching her arithmatic

he said it was his mission

he kissed her one then kisher twice and said "now thats addition"

as he added smack by smack, she sat there in quiet satisfaction, then sweetly gave him kisses back n said "now thats subtraction"

then he kissed he and she kissed him and with out explination they looked at eachother n smiled n said "now thats multiplication"

the daddy appeared apon the scene and made a quick decision.. he kicked that boy 3 blocks away n said "now thats long division.!

~tehe



















In Loving memory

Seth Micheal O'Brien R.I.P big bro I love you! I will never forget all you have done forme n I know that ull b living it up wherever you are... stay happy.. ull b forever missed and in my heart :-* luv ya lots bro

9.20.83 - 12.15.03

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...

but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.

Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.



Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.

Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,

God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."



It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.

As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.

I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.

There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."



God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.

And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.

God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.



When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years

because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.

Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.



I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.

But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.

I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.



There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;

but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...

that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.



If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,

then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."

And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,

knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.



So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,

just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;

I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.



And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,

remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

wew! good songs to dirrrty dance to .. tehe!
I'm sitting here alone up in my room
And thinking about the times that we've been through
(oh my love)
I'm looking at this bear in my hands

Trying my best to understand
I really want to know what we did wrong
with a love that felt so strong

If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

CHORUS
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'Cause you're the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
Always and forever you and me
That's the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd better give it up and carry on (oh my love)
'Cause living in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be

I don't want to cry a tear for you
So forgive me if I do
If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

CHORUS

I'd do anything, I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever, to be your girl
Just call out my name,
and I will be there
Just to show you how much I care

CHORUS (2x)




























* I miss him *

* I miss waking up every morning n accually wanting 2
go 2 school , cuz when I get home I can talk 2 him*
* I miss being able 2 tell him anything about me *
* I miss having a friend who cares about me like he did*
* I miss spending time with him*
* I miss just randomly calling him, even if its not
often, just to hear his voice*
* I miss looking into his gorgeous eyes*
* I miss being in his arms, because when I was,
everything was {[P-E-R-F-E-C-T]} *
* I miss feeling safe with him*
* I miss having ppl catching me smiling just because
I thought of him *
* I miss that glow about me, when I was o so happy *
* I miss the way he makes me feel *
* I miss everything about him, he's perfect to me *
* I miss having him in my life, he's everything to me*

britney spears- I was born to make you happy lyrics... thats how I feel bout *him*....

- Ali Jean


I <3 him wif alla my heart :-P

dooby dooby
me n jade wer being so dumb t night.. like in da middle of the night we was dancing hehe it was so hallarious i fell on da floor laughing




bai boi- beyonce knowls lyrics... *him*

Baby boy you stay on my mind
Fulfill my fantasies (Come on girl tell me how ya feel)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams(ya don know wut to do wit me)
Baby boy not a day goes by
Without my fantasies (Come on girl tell me wuts da deal)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams (You dance in da dark wit me)

Verse 1:
Just you and me in the West Indies feelin like royalty in the party
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture me sexy in a two peice layin on exotic beaches in the white sand,
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture us gettin served breakfast 5 star suites in the south of France,
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture this being rich shopping for expensive gifts imagine with them indasof thang,
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)

Rap:
Ya ready gimme da ting dat ya ready get ya live
And tell me all about da tings that you will fantasize
I know you dig da way me step da way me make my stride
Follow your feelings baby girl because they cannot be denied
Come check me in-a night and make we get it amplified
Me have da ting to run da ship cause I'm go slip and I'm go slide
And in the words of love I got ta get it certified
But I give you da toughest longest kinda ride – girl

Chorus:
Baby boy you stay on my mind
Fulfill my fantasies{fantisies} (Come on girl tell me how ya feel)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams{in my dreams}(ya don know wut to do wit me)
Baby boy not a day goes by
Without my fantasies{bye bye bye bye} (Come on girl tell me wuts da deal)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams (You dance in da dark wit me)

Verse 2:
Picture you an Afircan prince just looking at the water glisten off my body
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture me and Indian princess diamond necklace from the house of Cartier',
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture us laying on silk sheets looking at the sunset sipping champange
(Oooh, Na, Na, Na)
Picture this me and you doin what we wanna do imagine we could do this all day
Oooh, Na, Na, Na)

Chorus:
Baby boy you stay on my mind
Fulfill my fantasies{fantisies} (Come on girl tell me how ya feel)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams{in my dreams}(ya don know wut to do wit me)
Baby boy not a day goes by
Without my fantasies{bye bye bye bye} (Come on girl tell me wuts da deal)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams (You dance in da dark wit me)

Bridge:
Baby boy you stay on my mind(yo yo B)
Baby boy you are so damn fine(yea yea girl)
Baby boy won't you be mine(yo yo B)
Baby boy let’s conceive an angel(conceive an angel)
Baby boy you stay on my mind(yo yo B)
Baby boy you are so damn fine(yea yea girl)
Baby boy won't you be mine(yo yo B)
Baby boy let’s conceive an angel(conceive an angel)

Rap 2:
Top top – girl
Me and you together is a wrap – dat girl
Driving around da town in your drop top – girl
You no stop shock – girl
Little more da dutty, we'll rock dat world
Top top – girl
Me and you together is a wrap – dat girl
Driving around da town in your drop top – girl
You no stop shock – girl
Little more da dutty, we'll rock dat world

Chorus:
Baby boy you stay on my mind
Fulfill my fantasies{fantisies} (Come on girl tell me how ya feel)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams{in my dreams}(ya don know wut to do wit me)
Baby boy not a day goes by
Without my fantasies{bye bye bye bye} (Come on girl tell me wuts da deal)
I think about you all the time
I see you in my dreams (You dance in da dark wit me)

We steppin’ up outts this shit (Hotta, hotta on na yow!)
We steppin’ up outta this shit(Hotta, hotta on na yow!)
I know you gon’ like it!(I know you gon’ like it)
I know you gon’ like it!(I know you gon’ like it)
I’m steppin’ up outta this shit (Hotta, hotta on na yow!)
I’m steppin’ up outta this shit(Hotta, hotta on na yow!)
So don’t you fight it!(so dont you fight it)
So don’t you fight it!(so dont you fight it)

this songs how i feel about myself and my sitch
Mirror mirror, lie to me...
show me what I wanna see
Why don't I like the girl I see?
The one who's standing right in front me
Why don't I think before I speak?
I should have listened to that voice inside me

I must be stupid
Must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me
Who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And bring my baby back
Bring my baby back to me

Mirror mirror, lie to me
Show me what I wanna see(To me)
Mirror mirror, lie to me
Show me what I wanna see...

Why did I let you walk away?
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame

I must be stupid
Must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I realize

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me
Who's the biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me

tehe!
I'm worried about my Jillerz.. 3 days? thats not like her... I think I no wut might b happening.. but I cant discuzz it with the world *not right* I LOVE U JILLERZ

Zach IM'd me today.. that made me happy... its hard but I gotta remember that nothings gunna come of it.. not to get my hopes up.. cuz my life doesnt work in good ways...

Im listening to I'd do anything... n its so true!:










SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Id Do Anything"

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many thing were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you


So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting


I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you


















lol n e ways...


My pony got out today but I got her back in n then my other horse fell on his ass.. it was halarious!

well Im gunna go now

Ill continue to update!

thanks to alla my friends






- Ali Jean

2.5

*snifffle*
well wow Ali hasnt written in a while because my comps. been gay.. n as Jeff would say " I didnt know computers had sexual preferences" lol he says that about my cell to cuz its a lesbian :-P tehe jk.. well it was gay but they said it has to b lez cuz its pink :-)...


yeah ALOT has happened since I last wrote...

Zach and I broke up... wow that was loooooong ago! :'( I broke up with him because im stupid n we were supposed to get back together once he wanted a relationship again but instead of me being his friend I said " I dont wanna b ur friend I wanna be ur girlfriend" so i kinda drove him away n now he hates me n never wants me to talk to him again n it really breaks my heart cuz I love him wif alla my heart n If I could go back n time Id change it in a instant.. I love him OH SO MUCH, but he's forgotten about me... it really makes me sad.. ive been depressed lately...

for about a week n 1/2 I was all spunky but thats because i was on meds n it made me hyper.. but now I dont need them right now so im back to being depressed.. n everyone can tell...

I love muh Jillerz.. I dunno were id b without her.. I wonder where she is cuz she hasnt been on in a day or 2.. hope shes okay.. I would b lost without her.. n losing my bro n zach .. whom they n jill were the only ppl i could talk to about n e thing.. i would b completely devistated i could like never walk again if n e thing happened to muh jillerz, then i would have no 1 to talk to.. no one could ever take her place.. ima kid nap her n shes gunna live wif me :-)

congrats to Joshie n Bri on there LOVE hehe

congrats to Jeff he got his liscence

congrats to Kyle on the job


yeha.. hehe

dunno wut else to say..

I love Zach wif alla my heart.. I just wish things were different :-/

um yeah.. byez :-)

movies
Im watching movies at the moment with my friend Caitlin... I baked a cake today a double layer one... n got burnt 3 times by the oven... damn that hurt like hell...

Im talkin to muh jilly right now she got me started on this journal.. shes the best... shes a great friend n i dunno were id b without her

I also dunno where Id b without my boyfriend Zach.. hes great

well thats all im writing for now.. cuz i gotta figure out how to do the rest of the stuff on heres hehe