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denation

:: 2006 4 May :: 8.42am

New phone. Cool.

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denation

:: 2006 2 May :: 8.37pm

I feel inadequate.

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denation

:: 2006 2 May :: 5.44pm

EDIT: I'm an idiot...

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide - which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness, I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so I become
What you could never be

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Brand my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me
I dare you to


*cough* *cough* *sneeze* *cough* *sneeze* cough*
^imagine that for the last five hours...

ugh.

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denation

:: 2006 30 April :: 4.04pm

I think I'm catching a cold, which really sucks.

Oh well, I'll have a new phone to keep my mind off it.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

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denation

:: 2006 29 April :: 1.01pm

I was going insane without a cellphone.

So... I ordered a prepaid, but it doesn't seem like the regular prepaid I was dealing with. See, they take $50 a month out of my checking account. And with that, I get 400 anytime minutes, .10 text messaging, and unlimited nights and weekends. The only drawback is that I had to order a new phone. So, I should be getting that within the next week. Finally! I'll post my number when I get it, because I got a new number.

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denation

:: 2006 28 April :: 1.27pm

What a night.

And Joe is most definitely insane.

And check my xanga for a more in-depth post about last night, as soon as I write it.

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denation

:: 2006 25 April :: 8.58am

A little vocab for ya
Annetastic (adj.) : being cool, fun, and sexy without having to make any extra effort whatsoever. The annetastic girl made it known that she was smoking hot and in control of her man.

A to the K (n.) : a gorgeous girl who knows it and shows it. A to the K made her way down to Burger King flaunting her sexiness for everyone to see.

Denation (n.) : a group of persons who think Dennis Monroe is 'code pink' and respond to his very attractive flirting. The denation all squealed when Dennis walked in to BK and winked at them.

Code Pink (n.) : when there is a hot guy at Burger King. Ashley, Allison, and Anne all yelled 'code pink in the office' when Dennis went to count his deposit.

Code Brown (n.) : see Mike Kern.

Mike Kern (n.) : see Code Brown.

Michael Morris (n.) : see douche bag.

Douche bag (n.) n : a small syringe with detachable nozzles; used for vaginal lavage and enemas. Michael Morris is a douche bag.

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denation

:: 2006 23 April :: 4.36pm

;)

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 23 April :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: atreyu - x's and oh's

er.er.
wow lots of shit have been going on besides me being depressed all the time..

my friend selenas dad got shot do i had to bare with her and go with her to the hospital to see him; so therefor i missed jenas party.. ONCE AGAIN!.. :(
cousin is in rehab while the other had passed on.. ugh
i've lost alot of things, and alot of friends.
i have.. no job
i have.. NO money errr
i wanna be happy..

all i want is to be happily ever after; like asap!!!!!!!!


im such a complainer.

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denation

:: 2006 21 April :: 1.26am

Girls who's names start with "A" must be hot.

Oh wait, two "t" hott.

Well, maybe three "t" hottt.

Aside from the hottt A's, I feel like shit.

---------------------------------------------------

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Choose--me or your life.

Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do you anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

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TheEdgeofYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 17 April :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: DEPRESSED
:: Music: Twiztid- afraid of me

:(
i wish i could tell you how i feel.
but its so fucking hard; and it hurts like crazy
But i have developed a strong likeing to you....


i just wish u could see that i could do so much more what she can, and i would give you everything that i possibly could

BUT NOONE EVER SEES THAT

cause i never get a shot at anything!

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denation

:: 2006 17 April :: 8.10pm

Start at GRCC in the fall. Spend two years there and get my Associate in Arts degree for Pre-Secondary Education with empasis in speech, english, and theater. Transfer to either GVSU or WMU to complete my four-year degree seeking program to get my Bachelor of Arts degree with a major in Secondary Education and minors in English and Theater. Finally, take my Basic Skills Test for Teacher's Certification and my Michigan Content Test in English and Theater. Then finally, start applying for jobs as a high school English teacher who can also be a director for the school's plays and musicals. Sound good? I think so.

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denation

:: 2006 16 April :: 5.57pm

Shouting matches with your manager is never a good idea. Good thing he isn't the supervisor, or I'd be looking for a job.

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TheEdgeOfYourAtmosphere

:: 2006 15 April :: 4.51pm

nothing fucking matters anymore
fucking seriously....


im pretty sure theres something going on between my bestfriend and our one friend... and if so that is not good and its pretty low. UGH! its kinda sickening and its pathetic; but i have no room to talk.


and how about i love being used
its always going to happen to me
forever


i'll never be MOTHERFUCKING HAPPY.

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denation

:: 2006 14 April :: 10.36pm

Just watch. I'll change everything around. I'll be in college this fall. Or else...

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