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_iggy_ (profile) wrote,
on 2-5-2004 at 8:36pm
Current mood: aggravated
Music: Eraser - Smile Empty Soul
Subject: He's still ruining my life.
On February 1st i called my brother because it was his birhtday. We talked about what a lot of brothers and sisters talk about: what new rumors are going around school (him and i dont go to the same school anymore but just about everybody knows me and i like to hear what ppl are doing and saying), what hes been doing lately, what major events are happening soon, and what are the new dramas in the family (i am technically not a part anymore, the only person that i talk to on my dads side is my brother. i refuse to talk to anyone else). But this time it was a little different. He nearly came to tears while begging me to apologize to Dad for something that would be pointless for me to apologize about. He said that he knows that Dad wont apologize cuz ''Nothing is his fault." He said he knows that Dad had absolutly no right to do what he did to me, but Dads reason was because I Made Him do it. He said that he is tired of getting caught between all of my step moms and Dads arguments cuz of everything that Dad has to done to me.

Again, I feel that it would be pointless for me to apologize for something that i didnt do.

But I also feel that i have to save my little brother.
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chelsea_louise

02-06-04 7:59pm

i agree with you bud! dont appoligize...dont sink to your dads level...thats just what he wants you to do. you have no reason to appologize to him for what he did you to you! dont appologize now...or...NEVER!!! lol...yeah...didnt your brother want to live our there with you and your mom? i thought you told me that...or maybe i was just dreamin that...lol. i can never tell my dreams apart from real life so yeah...dont appologize lol. i love you! MUAH!!! later gater!

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_iggy_

02-07-04 10:28am

yeah, my brother wants to move back. but i dont think that i told you that. maybe you are PSYCHIC!!!! that would be so awesome!!! lol. but no worries, i dont plan on apologizing. its not my place to do that.

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EyesOfCrystal

Re:, 02-07-04 4:01pm

i dont see how appologizing would save your brother. he isnt in any danger if you dont is he? i would tell your dad that you know you didnt do anything wrong, but since he is being a stubborn jackass that your going to appologize for what he did to you. jsut tell him that if HE cant appologize for himself, you will just pretend he did and still not forgive him. but if your brother isnt in any major trouble....dont say shit to him. it will just make him feel more superior to you.

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