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Anytngbtordinary (profile) wrote,
on 9-20-2005 at 1:09pm
Well I broke.

I want to go home.

I don't even know why.

I'm too dumb for college.

I can't do things on my own...even going to the library to do a project scares me.

I failed my first exam. below average, and average was 62.

That means I'm failing a class already.

I'm that stupid.

I feel like sleeping all the time.

And thats scary because I guess a lot of people have mono in our dorm.


Just great.

Everyone has been home but me!

And why they hell did I choose zoology?!

Who was I kidding? I can't do this!

What a dumb career path!

What do I think I can do with this?

Everyone in zoology here is going into a medicine career.

I have a test at 2...its 1:14.

I'm going to fail again.

Why am I freaking out?

Everyones coming to me asking for help lately...and I want to help.

But now I'm flipping out.


This whole alone do I feel so alone?

People are so awesome here....

But I don't know why i feel so alone and freaked the whole doing things on my own maybe...


I dont get mitosis...and its on my test.


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09-21-05 12:19pm

Mitosis is a bitch, it took me like 2 years to understand it. Failing a test, well let me tell you my friend (freakin genius) just got a 0 out of 20 on her first test. And everyone at college wants to sleep, yea definatley in the Nap are Sweet in facebook group. school sucks but the peopel there rock.

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09-21-05 11:22pm

Jackie-oh. I failed my theatre quiz. now thats sad. and on top of that, it's at clc. Which takes my failure and makes it a billion times worse.

Feel better, and I think you're gonna be an awesome zoo-lady. I'm sure they're just trying to scare people out of the program, and as soon as they cut down, they'll be like...WOO HOO! PAR TAY!

So keep with it. Because, missy, you do rock.

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09-22-05 12:44am

hey i got 8 of 30 characters on my japanese quiz...definiatly a fail...

am having doubts about my major too. am not in any theatre classes and i think i'd be happy just being a student all my life because there are endless things at which to look.

just hang in there...home will come soon and you'll want to go back the moment you arrive...
you're in a period of transition now...i think its sort of going to happen.

not only is college loads harder than hs, but you're also away from home, and so entirely out of your comfort zone...

good luck on your next test and with papertowel boy

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