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mle (profile) wrote,
on 11-29-2005 at 8:19pm
Current mood: . rock bottom .
Music: . rufio . white lights .
Subject:
. shouldn't i be writing a paper? .


yup.

oh, and add to the pile: ry can't come to the big-little dinner. because the firm that he's interning at next semester has a christmas party.
break
my
heart
i'm not kidding - i teared up a bit.
i think he failed me big time as a big...

idk. maybe this plays into the realization that i had about myself and commitments. aside from the fact that my heart is bigger than my free time, i think i just get sick of things. like i throw myself into anything/one new and exciting... then quickly it burns out and i'm stuck in a committment i really have no interest in or desire to put effort into.
like, seriously. story of my life.
what is my fucking deal?


the funny thing is... this falls victim to this trend more often than not- i start an entry, skip around a bit, then stop halfway though what i really wanted to say. this entry is a perfect example.
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spud

11-29-05 10:14pm

hey kiddo, thanks for the note.

i'm definitely up for coffee sometime. my last day of class is the 10th, then it's finals week, so i might be slightly insane. but after the smoke clears, i'm in like flinn for sure.

not to sound too naive or anything, but what's a flake?

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mle

Re:, 12-01-05 11:00am

hmmm - depends slightly on context, but typically it means someone who says they'll do something and never does it, or gives up halfway. a lot of times people can interpret it in the context of being a flakey friend- like a halfass, insincere, fake kinda person.

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