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| c-ramon-otero (profile) wrote, on 5-1-2009 at 10:23am | |
| I know everyone has problems. We all do. I know this. I let my problems control my life. My past. I've let it ruin me. For far too long. I was let it depress me and scare me. I've been at a stand still for ages. I've always thought that actual happiness was out of my reach. I would try but fail. And something that's never happened before. I snapped. I was angry. At myself. My past. My life. It wasn't sadness. It was fury. Rage at myself. For being so weak. And someone I actually care about saw that. And for that I'm sorry. I decided that I had to leave the past behind me. But I started to think, "I am this way cause my past, so I can't change who I am." And I grew depressed. Like really. For the first time in years, I just thought of ending it. But, I got advice for a black guy and you know, it was actually good. I'm ready. I'm ready to fix myself. And to fix what I've done. |
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laurenleigh | 5uzv, 05-02-09 11:39am i like this :) |
c-ramon-otero | Re: 5uzv, 05-04-09 10:05pm Thank you. Much. |