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spinder (profile) wrote,
on 3-9-2013 at 1:01am
Generally, when people have stage four cancer they freak out a little bit. They emotion dump. Something.

Aside from beating it back as best as possible, my mother seems to be generally more concerned with other people freaking out. I think the fact that she has described chemo as "sort of fun" and stage IV cancer as "One of the worse ones, I'm not sure, I don't think it goes to V" kind of highlights why she's one of the few people in life I'd rather not have die of cancer right now.

She's always been intensely unconcerned with what the world thinks is important. She had kids, grew some gardens, and now she's likely dieing. Why the hell is everyone so concerned with this?

The way you act, the way you live, the way you die is all up for scrutiny. Its nice to see someone saying to hell with it and just enjoying the ride.

Its just not so nice when its your mother. I cant tell If I can pull off her particular brand of life philosophy right this instant.
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03-09-13 11:42pm

Oooh, I am so sorry to hear this. I liked your mom! Praying.

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03-10-13 3:10pm

ouch, that sucks. never got to meet your mom, but still sorry to hear. at least she's in a pretty good place about it. hope you can get around to that brand of life philosophy soon.

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