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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 6-13-2019 at 11:23pm
tomorrow is the big day... when I find out if I got the training job. I'm so nervous I can't sleep is like Christmas Eve when all you can think about is how your parents had to have gotten you that kitten this year is the year..... but deep down you know there is no kitten.

I am trying to remain optimistic. that my trip to Canada with emy will be a celebration vacation rather than that of defeat... I'm so excited getting pedicures then staying in a restort for a few days right on the ocean. I miss the ocean, I need the ocean again. I just hope this time I come back feeling better, because something has to give.

I just hope it isn't me.

now I just need to learn how to love someone again, and trust him, but it's just so damn hard to not be scared that I'm going to be hurt again




you make me cry sometimes baby and I wish ... I could move you like you move me sometimes ...

Oh, honey I'm worried 'bout you
You're too much to lose
You're all that I have
And, honey I'm worried 'bout you
Put yourself in my shoes
You're all that I have so please don't die
Wherever you are tonight

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koalalady

06-14-19 8:11am

Good luck with the potential new gig!! Let us know how it goes down. And your Canada trip sounds lovely.

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godessalthena

Re: , 06-19-19 9:37am

she set an "interview follow up" on Friday, but I don't work this Friday, SOOOO..... idk, but I'm not feeling confident :/

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koalalady

Re: Re: , 06-21-19 10:06am

Mmmmm, ok ok

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