~*DrOwN YoUr fEaRs In AlCoHoL EvErYbOdY SpIllS AnD FaLlS ChOkE On eVeRy DrEaM YoU EvEr HaD*~

 

home | profile | guestbook


~*it might not look like much,but hey, its better than a kick in the crotch

recent entries | past entries


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 29 January :: 10.20am
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: disturbed

wasn't too hard
ok, well im back from the italian midterm and to my surprise it was easier and i did better (i think) than i thought i would. i thought i would fail miserably and leave about 20 questions blank because in regular class i'd have a test handed to me, look over it and two seconds later hand it back with just my name on,completely empty because it was too hard. well, the midterm was nothing like that. of course it was nothing short of difficult BUT honestly it was nothing like I thought that it would be. im actually proud of myself for once! it was funny though, in the middle of the test my teacher comes up to me and goes, 'marissa you know you have extra time,right?' and i was like, 'no' lol, oh well i feel special and not stupid because i don't get extra time on anything else. OH WELL. hehehehe :)

well, when i got home i made myself a bagel and then got a phone call from amy. i talked on the phone with her and while she was in the halls before taking her midterm. she was nervous JUST LIKE ME about taking it. aw i hope you do well my love<3

anywayyyyys amy is coming over after she takes her midterm and i am dirty as hell and my hair looks like shit so i MUST go in the shower before she comes. ahhhh tomorrow is my freaking earth science midterm and my math midterm and im pretty scared for those too only because idk i just am. lol, i was student of the month in earth science in november and in math november and december. i feel so special, hehe.

well, tootles dahlings :)
odandrichie<3

he knows he could have my heart if he wanted to but still he refuses *

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 29 January :: 8.13am
:: Mood: erggggg
:: Music: NOTHINGFACE

i dont want to go in for my italian midterm. im going to fail it, i need some time to actually study! maybe if i tell my mom this she'll let me go in another day to take it even though im leaving east rockaway monday? no, i'll just go in and take it today even though im going to fail it. FUCK. i hate italian. my dad thinks im doing bad in school because im failing italian and shit which is wrong. i've been doing great in all my other classes. it's just for some reason this year i just cant get grasp italian. it sucks, i know but i dont know what else to do. in pace, they dont have italian so i dont have to worry about that but im still nervous to go to a different school.

samm called me yesterday and was mad idk why? she's soo fucking weird sometimes but i love her.

odandrichie<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 28 January :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: maroon5

soo today i was bored and amy was at brian's with kurtz soo i figured i might as well do something so i invited leigh and rob jenkins over. haha rob and leigh are the craziest people in the world. we hung around and did practically nothing because we were watching ryan and claire (the cutest twins ever. aww- ANYWAY rob was high and leigh was just a fuckin crazy mofo. haha amy jsut got pictures developed and OMG i look horrible in all of them. i have soo many pictures that i got developed and i just need to scan them so i can show eveyone how lovely me and my friends are,right? yeah!

comment please

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 28 January :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: maroon 5-this love

snow day
second snow day of the year and im pretty happy because i had my earth science and my math midterm today. it gives me an extra day to study.....NOT. when do i ever study? lol usually never..haha. well, im really bored. this morning i woke up and my mom made me turkey bacon and eggs, good right? yeah. now, im really freakin hungry and i dont know what i can eat...RAWRRRRRRRR well, last night i talked to OD. boy do i love him. he is the most amazing person i have ever met. well, him and richie <3. its funny how you always meet people who live far or who move far and then fall so deeply in love with them. but isn't that how life goes? well, i really dont know but thats the way it seems to me. it seems that guys around where i live just want shit from you. they use you. well, most guys. ack oh well :-/ bleh.

<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 27 January :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: jimmy eat world

phew!
ahhh phew, my global essays for the midterm were pretty easy. the DBQ was on the French Revolution and the thematic was on religions. for once i think i did better on the DBQ, hmm interesting. anywayy i got home and was really bored so i called jaymes and told him to come over. he was with tim so yeah idk jaymes and tim are over and all were missing is our other halves josh and sal. well, its all good i guess. im gonna go shop on urbanoutfitters or something so im going to go. bye everyone have a good day !!!

i.heart.richie.and.od.very.muchly.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

10 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 27 January :: 9.00am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: cradle of filth

global midterm :-/
well, i just woke up (at 10 to 8) and im going in for my global midterm from 9:30-11:30 hopefully it will be easy. well, i don't what else to say but wish me luck because we have to write a dbq and a thematic essay and im always so bad at those. GRRR i hate this school soo much 1 more normal day of erock and then im gone and off to pace .. <3

i <3 od and richie*

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

2 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 26 January :: 11.14am
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: nothingface

bored
aright, so yesterday was ok. i woke up at like 8 and went to my sisters birthday party at mcdonalds (she's 6) then after that i was supposed to go to my dads house to open presents and shit but my dad ended up thinking that me and amy weren't coming so he stopped at the store before going home so my mom,me and amy waited at his house for like 25 minutes and then we left because amy had to eat. we went to wendys and that was funny as hell. we got online ordered our food and the 3 funny things that happend where when i took like literally 15 straws,amy breaking 2 salt shakers and me throwing out the 2 pepper shakers that weren't even broken. haha funnyyyyy ass times. lol, ANYWAY when we got home we chilled around the house or whatever and then at 10:15 or so my mom went out and then i tried to get chris o. over my house and he said he would but idk i guess things didn't work out, OH WELL. well anyway, todays a new day and im not sure whats going to be happening. i have no midterm today but tomorrow i have my global midterm from 9:30-11:30, wednesday i have earth science from 9:30-11:30 and math at 12:30-2:00 and then thursday i have italian from 8:30-10:00. i still have no clue where i stand in taking the italian regents. friday is my last day of school in erock im SO excited. well, thats all for now !!!

i.heart.richie.and.od.very.very.much.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

2 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


loonygoth

:: 2004 25 January :: 11.37am

QUOTE OF THE MONTH:

what game is that?
-womble on the computer defragmenting.

1 random thourght | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 24 January :: 11.21am
:: Mood: alil hungover
:: Music: endo

wow, last night was crazy!
haha last night was fuckin insane. well, i called greg and he said he was gonna come over so i was like 'aright, cool.' so i was already with amy (i had my dance show before and it turned out good.) anywayy greg comes over with his friend armad or something like that and then he was like 'imma go see jake' so i was like 'aright' so, im waiting for greg and he doesn't come back to my house AT ALL so whatever. amy called brian and kurtz and they came over and brought vodka. amy had about 2 shots and i had 6 woww <3. i was soo fucked up and then whatever and whatever happend and i dont feel like explaining the rest of the night, lol. well, its 11:21 on saturday and im just a tad hungover but not really. oh well. my mom took amy to the hospital :-/

im going to my moms boyfriends ex wifes house today for kimberly (my moms boyfriends daughters) birthday party. that should be fun, i'll update later<3

od<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 23 January :: 6.31am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: sevendust

last day of school before midterms
well, you'll see that my mood says grateful and gd am i grateful that today is friday and all i come in for is midterms and then maybe the monday after that of east rockaway. i've had an eventful 8 1/2 months in this school and im sooo freaking happy to get out !! oy.

my midterm schedule goes like this:

monday 26th* 8:00-11:30..english (it's only supposed to be from 9:30-11:30 but since i missed so many days of english she's making me come in early so i can finish the rest of the test (ohh fun stuff biznitch)

tuesday 27th* 9:30-11:30..global (essays)?

wednesday 28th* 9:30-11:30..earth science with all my 9th grade retarded friends...hmm
12:30-2:00...math AE2 midterm :(

friday 29th* NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

saturday&sunday-probably nothing cuz im grounded and then monday idk if i have to go to school because its the last school day before i go to pace...alil excited alil nervous!!!

...timothy odonnell is my love <3...

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 22 January :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: sweet child of mine- guns and roses

aright...
ok well today was an OH SO FUN day. i went into school and was alittle late but whatever and as the day went on it was just a normal day in east rockaway. 9th period i get out of school and i thought that shawn was picking me up so i called him and ask him where he was - and he was all the way out east. i didnt have any money for a taxi so i walked home. it wasn't that bad, oh well. soooo i get home and just chill around the house. my mom comes home and i some chicken and whatever. around like 5:30/5:45 i got really tired so i layed down and went to sleep. its 8:45 now and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. my mom was afraid if i went to sleep so early i'd never be able to go in at 10:30 but im madd tired so i will be able to. aright so everything is going good with the plans that im making with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,josh,tim,and lauryn and marisa. i got a phone call from chris today. he called my phone and then just stayed on the phone like he had no clue he was calling anyone - haha. well, i dont know what else to say. tomorrow is friday which means i only have friday,mon-fri of midterms,and monday i might have to go in but im not sure. well, im almost done with erock- you will be missed... NOT!!!. well, tomorrow is my dance show and im alittle nervous cause im kinda shakey on the dance. ohhhh welll :-/

timothy.odonnell.i.heart.you.very.muchly.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

2 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 22 January :: 7.12am
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte

this is stupid...
im going into school at 7:20 to take a test that im gonna fail, is that stupid or is that stupid? i dont have my books because i lost my backpack so yeah that sucks. today i have to start taking my english midterm, i missed 3 days of it - oh well, i dont give a fuck.

[[ ...*theres no on left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 21 January :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: content

school is fucking bullshit
ugh, i hate school.. today my mom woke me up at 6:30 and was like 'get up' and blah blah blah i was like what are you crazy, im not getting up this early sooo i went back to sleep and then at 7:30 (cuz my alarm didn't go off) my mom wakes me up and i couldn't get ready for school so i just decided to go in late. i went in for 6th-9th and a lot of shit happend in school. i really cant stand all this crap but whatever i have a week and then im gone, finally. well, the rest of the day was fine i took a taxi home and shit and when my mom came home she took me to green acres to get something to wear for dance. who wants to come to my show friday at 4:30???

-timothy.i.heart.you.mucho.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 19 January :: 4.41am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: staind

yooo biotches im fucking drunk off my ass right now even though it doenst seem ist cuz im not typing THAT bad, i really need to fucking have someone in bed, HAHA im a fucking stupid drunk and kenny wont fucking talk to me and tell me he loves me (haha) i reall need to get to bed so fuck you journal, haha i'll write in you later biotchesssssssssss

TIMOTHY ODONNELL I FUCKING LOVE YOU DWITH ALL OF YNMY HEART BABY <3 xox

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 16 January :: 9.09am
:: Mood: COLD AS A MOTHA
:: Music: shadows fall

this sucks
ok, im fuckin freezing so im wearing 3 pairs of pants,3 sweatshirts,a long sleeve shirt,2 tanktops,2 pairs of socks,and slippers. my fingers are like frozen, its insane. all it is in this house is work, its ridiculous. last night was good. i stayed home all day and relaxed (it was nice to stay home) and then later at night i went to my moms boyfriends ex wifes to visit his daughter (who is sweet as pie). we ate KFC there and that shizzle and then we hung around and then shawn and his ex wifes husband i think went to get donuts and then we all sat down and ate donuts and coffee. it was a nice day with no fighting. mr. cracolici sent a letter to MY DAD and not my mom that i got a 0 on my italian test and im doing bad and blah blah blah all that shit. well, my dad wants to take away my cell phone and for WHAT? nothing, because im passing all my other classes with good grades so OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong with the way mr. cracolici teaches. maybe its because hes a BAD teacher? yeah, probably. well my dad cant punish me because he only has partial custody of me BUT he CAN take my phone away. oh well, i can live with a cell. i dont know all this shit is just really fuckin frusturating and its pissing me off.

guys honestly, please comment because i get really mad when only 1 or 2 or even nobody comments, it would make me feel A LOT better, thanks for listening to me bitch.

i.heart.y0u.tim0thy.0d0nnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

6 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 15 January :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: koRn

refacing,panchos,and snowdays
ok i refaced again if you can see. i like it.

i went out to dinner yesterday with my mom, my dad,his girlfriend,her 3 kids,and my sisters. we went to panchos for lexi's birthday. the food was alright and our waiter was HOT! lol. my dad asked me if i wanted to go on his honeymoon after he gets married and i said yeah, were probably going on a cruise (i love them there SO much fun!) well, if you obviously figured out by now my dad is getting married and im about the last one to find out figures right? yeah, whatever i just have to learn to live with the fact that my dad can be an asshole sometime right? yeah, i guess so....BLEHHH

sooo today i wake up and notice that it snowed A LOT and i was really angry because it was the ONLY day that i ever really wanted to go to school because we only had a half day. figures, a day when i wanna go to school i have a half day, oh well. i sat around talked on the computer and the phone and stuff ands thats really it. i tried installing the sims on my moms computer and its not working and its REALLY starting to piss me off, oh well what can ya do? tomorrow i have dance and im babysitting and then the rest of the weekend i dont know if i can go out because if the snow is still there my mom is gonna act really gay. well, shawn (my moms boyfriend) said that one day i can go after school with him and his friend can put like 20 ringtones of my choice on to my phone, i was like DUDE thats awesome!!! well, i talked to Richie today and he is officially one of the sweetest guys alive. seriously, when i told him i was probably going on a cruise over the summer he said come visit me instead and blah blah and then i asked if he's coming to visit me during the summer and he said yeah him and his friend were saving money. then i asked how much he had and he said $10 well, the cutest part of the story is he said he would use his birthday money to come see me. AWWWW how sweet is that? blah i love that kid 'mucho' even though he makes fun of how i say talk - hey s my ny accent.

blah,i.heart.richiefazenbaker.and.timodonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

1 random thourght | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 15 January :: 7.21am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: harder to breath- maroon 5

SNOW IS FUN- SOMETIMES
well, i woke up alittle while ago and no school for me or anyone else. the worst part is though that i cant go back to sleep because i can never fall asleep after im awake. oh well. i just fed my cat, BLAHHHH and i dont know what else rawr. im probably going to sit on my computer all day and try and download the sims (superstar) or just sit online talking to people. im going to ask my mommy if i can download the sims onto her computer, well that should be fun. i talked to OD on the phone last night for hours on end. boy do i love that kid <3

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.very.muchly.<33

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 13 January :: 10.38am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: listening to my cat cry

car accidents are splendid
HELLO anyone who reads my lovely woohu :) well, today i felt like shit so i woke up and stayed home half the day. i just got out of the shower and my moms boyfriend shawn is picking me up at 11:30 to bring me to school (fun stuff)

well, yesterday was nothing. i went to school, shawn picked me up,i got mcdonalds,went to my therapist and then on our way to staples to get my school supplies for pace (i start feb.2nd) were turning and this guy is backing up and doesnt see us so my mom honks and he kept backing up and then stops and hits my mom and i. we both got alittle whiplash but were ok (if you were wondering). well, after that we got the car towed and shawn is letting us use his nice nice jeep. we went to staples and got all my shit for school. THEN i went to eat at taco bell and they are really really stupid there :-/ after that i went home and did a buncha shit. oh yeah and i watched saved the last dance (aw sean patrick thomas is CUTE!)

soooo i just got out of the shower and then after this im going to school and then coming home and resting, rawrrrr boy am i tired!!!

i.heart.you.muchly.tim.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

countdown till i get out of erock: 2o days!

1 random thourght | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 12 January :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: killswitch engage

ok so today was a normal erock day, nothing special. shawn (my moms boyfriend) picked me up from school and got me mcdonalds. my mom called me while i was eating with shawn and told me about what she found out about school. my school starts at 8:00 and we get out at 2:05, thats 45 minutes earlier than i get out in east rockaway, COOL! well, i dont know what else to say. today i have a therapy appointment and then im going school shopping for supplies and then bjs and then pc richards with my mom and shawn. soon im going to get clothes for school, leave some comments and tell me where i should go school shopping. ughhh im bored and im waiting for my mommy to come home so i can look this fuckin italian regents book over which i have to take at the end of january, UGHHHH :( blah

i.heart.you.very.muchly.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

2 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 8 January :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: more to life- stacie orrico

aright yesterday was fun. i hung out with joe, who is as cool as fuck! i went on my pace interview and they seemed like they liked me. anywayyyyy today i went to school and came home, didnt do anything special. later my mom took me out to dinner with shawn and we went to outback and i got cheese fries :-P wellllll earlier today my mom told me that i got accepted, im sooo excited that i get to leave east rockaway feb. 2..blehh im really excited but alittle mad because in pace they dont have italian so i have to take the italian regents and im gonna fail , im SO not prepared :( a lot of bullshit is going on my life and i honeslty cant deal with it but whatever. joe is sweet as pie and would be REALLY good boyfriend material but he doesnt want a girlfriend, well see what happens. well, i dont give a fuck about any of this crap anymore. all i know is that everyone in erock needs to go kill themselves and then i would be really happy.

Your Opinion On
Cherries: cherries are yummy and fun to eat
Abortion: personally i think its disgusting...
Saddam Hussein: needs to die
Beaches: i work at the beach and i dont like them cuz i look bad in a bathing suit
Matchbox 20: dont listen to them
Labels: need to be stopped. there just so fucking stupid
Love: i wish i was in love
Family: i wish my family cared alil more
Hate: is a strong word...
Life: i hate mine, can i have a new one?
Toe Socks: can get really annoying
Moving: not fun
Winter: i hate winter
Grades: are really important to get into a good college
What Does This Word Make You Think Of?
radio: music
roller coaster: scary
sunflower: yellow
soda: diet coke
shaving cream: shaving my legs
nude: mmmm
socks: white.. ?!
the number twenty four: legal!!!!
v.i.p.: important, oh
prison: bad people
keyboard: letters
blow: a cock...
suck: a penis
whine: babies


i.heart.you.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 6 January :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ozzy osbourne

okkkk so today was fine. i woke up at 6 took a shower,did my hair,and woke amy up (she slept over my house) then i went to school and whatnot. during lunch my mommy picked me up and got me wendys and then she sent me back to school (oh what fun!) well whatever, anyway after school my mom picked me up and then we came home and i decided that i wanted to get my new nextel. ack soo we wait alittle or whatever and i went on the computer and then we left and i got the new i730 nextel. bleh its such a hot phone! tomorrow im only going to 1-4 and my moms picking me up 5th period because im going to pace for that interview or w/e. well, that should be fun, ACK my mom is sleeping in the city friday & saturday and coming home sunday night. me and amy have the house ALL TO OURSELVES. boy do i love my life. well, sometimes, haha........


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?


[[haha amy look, my life is rated nc-17 too]]

i.heart.you.muchly.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 6 January :: 6.42am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: headstrong- trapt

ok well today was the first day back to school from the long ass winter break, ugh. well, school was nothing i went in did my shit and came out then i went to mcdonalds, ate there and then went to pick amy up and then i chilled at my house with amy. her friend mario came over and we just hung around and shit. then mario went home and now its 12:44 and my mom went out alittle while ago and amy has been sleeping for about an hour. i need to go to sleep soon so i can get up to take a shower and get ready for school. well, today i found out that wednesday im going to visit pace for an interview at 12:30 and my mom is picking me up at 11:30 so im leaving during my lunch period. well, a lot of shit has happend lately idk i miss samm, she's coming home from italy tomorrow. ack im soo excited i missed her sooo sooo much. my mom is going out next weekend and staying in the city so i can yay have fun! omg im soo excited, xox.

i/heart/tim/odonnell/<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 5 January :: 1.31am
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: basketcase- greenday

well, yesterday (saturday) was one crazy mofriggin day. i woke up around 12 and i got ready for my hair appointment. i went to get my hair done around 1:30 and my hair looked mucho nice :) well, we got done kinda early and my mom took me and my sisters for dinner at subway..mmm. so after that we finish eating and then i got home get dressed and whatnot then amy comes over and gives me the shot glasses that she bought me on vacation (i collect them) and then we try and figure out what we were doing. well, i saw my ex on AIM and i decided to IM him and see if he wanted to hang out and he said yes and then right when we were about to finish the plans he signed off so i said 'fuck it lets go to bellmore and chill there.' ok, so we call a cab and go to the rockville center train station and buy the tickets to go to bellmore. while were there my ex calls me and was like 'wanna hang out' so i said sure, meet us in bellmore. we got on the train and amys blood sugar was low (my little diabetic) soo when we got off the train we went to the diner and she ordered a soda. while i went to the bathroom my ex called and said he was there so we walked to the train station to get him and shit then we hung out alittle and then he hadda go home. at 10 we thought anthony was going to come pick us up and he never showed up :-( so we took the train back to my house at 12:08 when we got back to my house my mom decided to go out so we invited anthony over and he came over and brought us mikes. amy got drunk but i didnt,and i talked to nick for sooo long on the phone. that was my CrAzZy night. soon, when i get my pictures online from last night i'll post a link for you to get them :) well, have a nice day and end of vacation....BLAHHHHH

timothy.odonnell.has.my.heart.<3

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

3 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 3 January :: 2.04am
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: fuck it dont want you back -eaman or however you spell it

aright well today was aright. i got ready and shit and i went to charlie browns with my mom,my sisters,her friend lonnie,and this kid richy. well, after that we went to see the lights at jones beach. after that i came home and chilled. tomorrow i might hang out with sherri but idk if she can. im def. hanging out with amy though and were hopefully were drinking. i might hang out with emilio. right now im babysitting and my sister is screaming at the top of her lungs and im like dying cuz shes pissing me off really bad.

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.with.all.my.heart.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 2 January :: 3.37pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: korn- i did my time

well, i woke up today and cara,danielle, marissa,and hannah were already awake - go figure, lol. well, we hung around the house for alittle and then they left (well, not hannah) i looked for pictures of OD on my computer and i found them and i cried. i just thought about how much i missed him and how much im going to miss him when he goes back to college. ugh i think i love him :/ he has been there for me through thick and thin and i really have no clue what i would do without him. OMG he is thinking about going to college out of the country which means he wouldn't be a phone call away anymore. i got soo mad when he told me that and i told him that i hated him, i cant believe i could ever say that to him but we made up. well, i got ready and im waiting for my mom to do my hair because im going out with her,my sisters,her friend lonnie,and this kid richy. i made somewhat plans for tomorrow. sherri is coming on the train at somewhere around 12:00 and then at like 1:30 i have a hair appointment. after that i wanna go to kohls and FYE because i have gift cards for there. well, after that im going to hopefully be with sherri and amy and i really wanna drink. we'll find someone to drink with hopefully. well, my mom is finally going to do my hair. i hope that everyone has a fun last weekend of vacation !!!

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 2 January :: 3.50am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: anything from taking back sunday

wow its 3:51 in the fuckin morning and i am awake as i'll ever be. i went to be around 5:00 in the morning yesterday and i woke up at 2:00pm to find that my mom had not come home till 10:00am, lol. well i hung around then talked on the phone with brandon and whatever and then fell asleep because my neck was killing me. alittle while after that i invited [[dani,caz,riss,and hann]] over and they came over and we chilled. alittle while after that we got bored of eachother and we decided to invite some guys [[steve,od,ryan,jared,and rob,and jaymes]]. of course being the alchys that we all are our boys brought over some liquor for us. we all took about 6 shots of bacardi o and we were drunk, haha like always. we all chilled for a while and then about 2:30 maybe the boys went home. now its 3:54 and dani,caz,and hannah are sleeping and now its the 2 marissas that are up and were not even tired. well, im still drunk and if you cant tell lol then im just TOO GOOD! well, marissa is tired so she is going to sleep and leaving me awake all by myself. i think that im going to go to sleep in a few so i can wake up at a regular hour so i can make plans for something to do tomorrow, rawrr.

i.heart.tim.odonnell.<3

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 1 January :: 3.33am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: clay aiken- invisible

haha another great night due to my GREAT FRIENDS. well, the ball dropped and caz,dani,aggie,nikk,val,and heather were still here and we all spayed eachother with silly string and by this time we were all drunk :) im typihng really good and i dont knwo how. my love and my baby timmy odonnell came and i hooked up with ahim and hie is tha best and i dont know what i would do withotu him in my life. well, after that they all left and i was by myself and guess who stpped bye? jaymes,tim,josh,and juli. yeahhhhhhhhhh i drank alittle more and then yeah that ahppend. thennn i talked on the phone with nikck and now im good.

i.heart.tim.odonnell.<3

[[ ..*theres no one left thats real*.. ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 31 December :: 11.05pm

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 30 December :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: castle on a cloud- les miserables

Your hook up with Jesse Lacey by smurdlad
Your livejournal username
Where you meetbackstage at his concert
How you meetyou are snowed in
What happensyou become another groupie
What resultsmarriage
This happens onDecember 9, 2018
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


well today was pretty sucky. i was supposed to go to chuck e. cheese with my mom, my sisters,my moms best friend,and her 3 sons and marisa buttt it turned out my mom was a bitch today so when i woke up at like 9:00 i went back to sleep until the phone woke me up at 1:00 and it was marisa then we decided we'd hang out later and then i woke up again at like 4:15 soo today was a wash but then i called and called people and it ended up being lauryn,marisa,and jess m came over and then we invited krystyn,chris, perri,jess r,grums,caz,and dani...were having a jolly old time and we decorated my house for new years and stuff. well, this should be fun because were all freakin crazy psychos. have a fun day everyone! xox !

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?


LOSERxDORK

:: 2003 30 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: anything from atreyu

well, as you can see i refaced again.

its time people, if you want to be added as a friend just comment and i'll add you, im looking forward to get hmm lets try maybe 10 comments on this entry? pleaseeeeee?

[[ *..theres no one left thats real..* ]]

4 random thourghts | what do you have 2 say 4 yourself?

Woohu.com | Random Journal