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:: 2004 14 June :: 8.08 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: from autumn to ashes

finally shopping!
i finally went to the mall.

i love you all <33

pictures when the digi gets fixed! :-P

29 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 29 May :: 10.08 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: death cab for cutie


give LOSERxDORK more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

going out on a limb here by not making this friends only but yeah comment and click and give me hugs! [=

36 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 22 April :: 9.57 pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: nothingface

more stuff for sale :)
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[[cute shirt - tight fitting large]] paid:$30 selling for:$15

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[[express black tie up shirt]] paid:$25 selling for: $10

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[[tanktop says *spoiled* w/ number 5 on back, small large?]] paid: $15 selling for: $5

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[[green 'army jacket' - i love it 'L']] paid:$50
selling for:$35

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[[small large]] paid:$20 selling for:$7

winter coats for sale coming: soon...

15 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 22 April :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: ice cream truck music

SELLING MY CLOTHES - see below if you want anything! stuff is cheap
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[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30 (negotiable)

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[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30

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[[size 7 short DKNY jeans barely worn]]
paid: $40 selling for: $20

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[[corduroy pants size 11/13 never worn and in good condition]] paid:$30 selling for:$15

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[[abercrombie navy blue sweatshirt is XL but runs small. worn maybe once or twice]] paid:$35 selling for:$15

[[express tricot black cardigan *NEVER WORN* womens XS]] paid:$40 selling for:$10

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[[DKNY petite md black sweater]] paid:$45
selling for:$20

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[[denim miniskirt size 11/13 worn once or twice]] paid:$25 selling for:$10

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[[XL harlem globetrotters FUBU sweatshirt - barely worn in good condition]] paid:$108 selling for:$75

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[[ny giants vintage jacket - good condition]]
paid:$100 selling for:$70

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[[steve madden jacket barely worn]] paid:$85 selling for:$70

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[[MADE hat. never worn & good condition]]
paid:$20 selling for:$7

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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$15 selling for:$10

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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$13
selling for:$7

more stuff to come....

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.50 am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: kiss me deadly

daniellie says fuck you this is friends only bitch

comment to be added - if you even care :(

18 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.03 am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: biohazard- shades of grey

quiz thingy & 4/18
Pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles:

1. Are you male or female?
daughters of the queen

2. Describe yourself:
fucking hostile

3. How do some people feel about you?:
proud to be loud

4. How do you feel about yourself?:
im broken

5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:
we'll grind that axe for a long time

6. Where would you rather be?:
the southern trendkill

7. Describe what you want to be:
regular people

8. Describe how you live:
good friends and a bottle of pills

9. Describe how you love:
13 steps to nowhere

10. Share a few words of wisdom:
strength beyond strength

->soo last night was nothing really. my mom went to a party so i had the house to myself (besides my sisters) but they didn't care what the hell went on. so i invited a bunch of people over [[leigh,cassidy,paris,leslie,val, kristi,tom,rob,andrew,greg,mark,mike,and john]] and we hung out. thennnn we called my beloved casey kaylin (who is like an older brother to me) to get us alcohol so casey went out and bought us 151 and O and we took shots. we were all drunk off our asses. everyone went home around 1:30? and then leigh,cassidy,and val slept over. we were calling people and fucking with their heads - haha it was soooo funny. soo val was being a slut and telling guys to come over so that she can give them head *VAL YOUR NOT A FUCKING SLUTBAG* - stop. soo then i called emilio and told him im not a virgin anymore and he told me he had to fuck me now - lolll. even though he has a girlfriend , wtf? now i know he probably did cheat on me. oh well. well, today im going to visit my grandma in the nursing home. she is coming home tuesday!<3 ahhh im sooo happy :) well, i hope everyone has a good day.


6 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 17 April :: 7.14 pm
:: Mood: yucky
:: Music: korn

i _____ Marissa.
Marissa is _____.
when i think of Marissa, i think of _____.
if i were alone in a room with Marissa, i would _____.
i think Marissa should _____.
Marissa needs _____.
when I see Marissa I_____.
without Marissa i(d) _____.
i want to _____ Marissa.
the worst thing about Marissa is _____.
the best thing about Marissa is _____.
i am _____ with Marissa.
the one and only word to describe Marissa is ______.

fill it out please.

->leigh and cassidy are here and we're babysitting my sisters. we are going out later if someone calls us! we're bored :-/

::edit:: THIS is how bored i am!
I adopted a cute lil' monkey fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 17 April :: 10.22 am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: none

i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: marissa
2. single or taken: single but i want him <3
3. sex: female
4. birthday: november 16th
5. sign: scorpio
6. siblings: nikki and alexis
7. hair color: brown with blonde highlights
8. eye color: hazel i guess
9. shoe size: anywhere from a - and 8 and a half
10. height: 4'11" and lovin it
11. favorite foods: fries,buffalo pizza,toaster strudel
12. hometown: im from bellmore but i live in east rockaway now

r e l a t i o n s h i p
1. who are your best friends?: sammi,jaymes,jenn,timmy
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope :(
3. did you send this to your crush?: nope, but im putting it in my journals
4. did your crush send this to you?: nah im stealing it from cristans journal
5. longest relationship?: a year, with bacci (on and off)
6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: 5 or 6
7. how many people have you kissed?: none of your freakin business
8. are you shy around your crush?: not at all
9. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: i have in the past but im done with that
10. still have feelings for any person you were in a relationhip with?: yeah, joey
11. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: yes i do
12. would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your
best friends?: duh

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: um pac sun & thrift stores
2. have any tattoos or piercings?: 1 in each ear
3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: jeans,pyramid and skull belt,any red shirt
4. what is a must have accessory?: nothing
5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: $95 dollars for shoes $60 dollars on a steve madden jacket
7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: ummm samm
8. who is the least fashionable person you know?:i'd have to say dina
9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: uh no
10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: hmm idk
11. what are you wearing right now?: black pants,wife beater,black tanktop,blue and green striped thong
13.what is the worst trend you see today?: i don't like the 'so lows' or however you spell it

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: i have
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: dandruff shampoo-just in case
3. what are you most scared of?: heights and bugs
4. what are you listening to right now?: nothing
5. who is the last person that called you?: sherri
6. where do you want to get married?: no clue
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 58
8. what would you change about yourself?: nothing
9. what are essentials in your life?: friends,music,pretty thrift shop clothes,antique stores
10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? see through clothes :-P
11. what nationality are you?: russian baby
12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: nahh

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given someone a bath? i gave my cat a shower
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: yup
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha guilty
7. cried when someone died?: yes
8. fallen for your best friend?: no no, never
9. been rejected?: um no
10. rejected someone?:yupp
11. used someone?: yeah :(

c u r r e n t
1. hair: down and straight
2. music: none
3. make-up: none
4. annoyance: my sisters
5. scent: nadaa
6. favorite artist: idk
8. desktop picture: it says 'shorty' hah
9. book you're reading: frank mccourt
10. cd in player: coheed and cambria -- no clue
11. dvd in player: none
12. color of toenails: regular?

im bored. leigh and cassidy are here...rawr

I think im broken

:: 2004 16 April :: 8.50 pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: story of the year

bunch of things cause im bored
What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Sexy Body Part IsEverything
Special Talents AreLooking Innocent
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Classic Rocker
Your Favorite Band/SongBritney Spears - Slave 4 U
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Nudity
Everyone Thinks You Are:An easy fuck
You Were Conceived:On accident
You Will Marry:A street-corner pimp
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Your Secret Kink ThingYou spank with a wooden spoon
Your Sexual StrengthYou break beds. Often. *grin*
Your Sexual WeaknessYour freaky noises during sex
Your Likely STDGenital Herpes
How Many Partners in Crime?3
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

can you tell im bored? i need to do something!

I think im broken

:: 2004 14 April :: 11.52 pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: led zepplin

fun day
well, today was good after i got out of school. i gave nicole a ride home and then my mom took my to ruby tuesdays to get something to eat since i hadnt eaten all day. after that we went to pet smart and got my cat some catnip and then we went to bed bath and beyond. i got :

1.a whole new bed set
2.a box of the jelly belly chocolate candys and
3.2 boxes of sour apple altoids.

after that we went over to marshalls and i got:

1.a pretty skirt
2.a short slutty skirt
3.this adorable tube top
4.a fubu zip up sweatshirt that was normally $108 dollars but reduced to $18.
and thats basically it.

THEN i went to see my mentor and we talked and blah blah and then i went to national wholesale liquidators. there i got:

1.3 thongs & 1 pair of boy shorts sheets and teddy grahmn sheets :-P
3.a hamper

i got soo much stuff today and i had fun :)

derek got his phone and computer taken away :-/

7 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 14 April :: 11.47 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: bleeding through

in school
im in school and im bored, its lunch and i feel like shit

2 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 13 April :: 12.32 pm
:: Mood: loserish
:: Music: eh, nothing.

i cant believe myself!
i can't believe that i actually forgot to tell everyone that i picked up daniellie too when i picked up leigh! aww i looove her

3 broke me | I think im broken

:: 2004 13 April :: 12.16 pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: the ramones

not a bad night
soo last night i went to fridays to dinner with my mom and then she took me to sherri's and sherris dad took me,sherri,and doug to the club. we stood out in the rain for like 5 minutes and my hair got SO MESSED UP! well, we got in the club and guess who i saw? emilio! lol, he ignored me and i got really really pissed. THEN i saw sam who i haven't seen in a longgg ass time because she went to kellenberg :-/ aww. i also saw some girl who i go to school with. then when i was standing on a speaker some kid tapped me on the shoulder and was like 'my friends wants to dance with you' and i was like 'nahh' and they were really annoying! ughhh. then they opened the VIP room and it was really cool. they had a hot tub filled with pillows and me doug and sherri sat in there. we started getting bored so we left and walked to the gas station where i proceded to call [brian & rich and leave derek a message]. the guy started staring at us so we walked over to some closed nail place and stood there. i called [matt] because i was bored. my mom came and picked us up and while we were going to drop sherri & doug off derek<3 called me back. we talked for a while. after i dropped sherri & doug off we picked up leigh and i hung out with her. now im with leigh and we are going to get ready and then wait for rob & tom.


I think im broken

:: 2004 13 April :: 9.23 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: fallout boy

im not a sexual person after all!
My outercourse activity is snuggling!

Which Sexual Outercourse Act Are You? (with pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

exactly, i'd rather cuddle than anything

I think im broken

:: 2004 12 April :: 2.46 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: bleeding through

just when i thought he couldn't get more amazing
he surprises me...YET AGAIN.

x silver skullz: well, thats just the way i feel...idk i feel so unsuperior
x silver skullz: like a piece of shit
dmbmustang8766: inferior?
dmbmustang8766: dont feel that way
dmbmustang8766: cuz ur not
x silver skullz: well, i do
dmbmustang8766: u shuldnt
x silver skullz: i dont know why i do
dmbmustang8766: :-\
x silver skullz: your just amazing, you really are
dmbmustang8766: aww
dmbmustang8766: im really not though
x silver skullz: more than any guy i've ever met...
x silver skullz: no you really are
dmbmustang8766: :-\
x silver skullz: i mean please, i've gone out with SO MANY guys and none of them have EVER asked to kiss me
x silver skullz: your just...amazing, really.
dmbmustang8766: egh, i just didnt wana get slapped or somethin
dmbmustang8766: i dont think so, but thanx
x silver skullz: whatever, thats what i think
dmbmustang8766: u still shuldnt feel that way though
x silver skullz: but i do, and i was just scared that you were never going to talk to me again
x silver skullz: or hang out with me for that matter
dmbmustang8766: no,
dmbmustang8766: actually
dmbmustang8766: i was worried bout u on the train
dmbmustang8766: cuz u didnt come online
dmbmustang8766: n u didnt cal bak
x silver skullz: and to be completely honest i like you ... a lot
dmbmustang8766: <3
x silver skullz: :-[
dmbmustang8766: aw
x silver skullz: :-'
x silver skullz: *:-\
dmbmustang8766: dont make that face lol, i <3 u
x silver skullz: and honestly, i know its not what you want right now but i could picture myself being with no one but you.
dmbmustang8766: awwww
x silver skullz: :-X
dmbmustang8766: awww. nonono i like u. . . hunn i rele gota get off though, il def ttu 2moro
dmbmustang8766: 2moro
dmbmustang8766: i mean later
dmbmustang8766: lol
dmbmustang8766: <333 mwaaa ilu
x silver skullz: ok ttyl xo mwa <3

...he is the most amazing thing in the world

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