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:: 2016 8 October :: 11.05pm

Anna is always going to be my friend. She is always there for me. She may hurt my feelings sometimes unintentionally, but I know she would never do it with any malice. She always makes the effort to text when I'm away or see me when I'm home. She is fine going out or staying in or spending money or doing whatever, so long as it's with me. She only wants the best for me. She only wants my happiness.

She is what friendship means to me. I have been very fortunate to have her in my life. Best friends, the people you really want to love, will sometimes disagree with you and get into arguments with you, but they will always be there at the end of the day, in your corner, cheering you on. I have 6 of those. But she's that for me, most of all.

Friends are family you choose.

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goodbye

:: 2016 7 October :: 11.03pm

Gotta let go.

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:: 2016 31 August :: 2.09pm

Bye, Felicia.

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:: 2016 2 August :: 1.36pm

Holy shit. Uh oh.

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:: 2016 20 July :: 11.26pm

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:: 2016 16 July :: 9.16am

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:: 2016 5 July :: 9.00pm

"Non, je ne suis la belette de personne."

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:: 2016 19 May :: 6.43pm

I haven't been in a rainstorm for a long time.
It's beautiful. It's nice to be in my car for these so I have the tin-roof sound. So calming and refreshing.

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:: 2016 15 May :: 1.22pm

People are garbage.

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:: 2016 17 March :: 8.18am
:: Music: Smashing Pumpkins

Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage.

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:: 2015 2 November :: 8.13pm

My world is a terrible place when I think of where it's lead to.

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:: 2015 23 August :: 12.01pm

Today marks 4 years of James and I being a couple.

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:: 2015 14 May :: 2.50pm

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:: 2014 12 August :: 3.02pm

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:: 2014 12 March :: 12.21pm

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poisonedheart

:: 2013 6 October :: 10.25am

I have not posted on here in an exceptionally long time. I think I'm finally really happy with my life though. I enjoy my job, I get to see so many amazing, beautiful places and meet interesting people everyday. In a lot of ways it feels like I'm on vacation all the time, always going places people dream about seeing when they retire or something. Instead those places are where I get to go everyday.

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allyson

:: 2012 16 September :: 12.15am

Still can't believe I'm pregnant. Again....

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allyson

:: 2012 11 July :: 12.48am

I wish....

I wasn't me
I didn't look like me especially.

Just want to feel pretty and sexy once in my life.

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poisonedheart

:: 2012 23 June :: 5.46pm

Interviewing for my first "real" job on monday, full range of insurance, paid vacation, sick leave, "competitive salary" (the average in this job is $65k a year around here).

I am so excited, but terrified that all of a sudden I'll have to be a real adult.

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allyson

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.21pm

I'm cheating on you!

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