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pinkicing11

:: 2005 8 June :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: excited

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT OLD NAVY TOMMOROW! YAY! Wish me luck! hehe!

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 30 May :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: bored

So how's everyone doing? I'm pretty dandy, i've actually done stuff this weekend. LoL. Yesterday, my mom and dad went out on the boat with Aaron & Kelly and I stayed home for a lil while then Cody called and we decided to go to the hospital and see Becky's new baby. He is soooo adorable! He's so tiny. I had to put on scrubs and stuff to go back and see him and JD was back there holding him when I went back. It was awesome to see JD holdin him and such, I wanted to cry just looking at it, he's so proud. He's gonna be a good dad...any guy is cute holdin a baby =] I want one so bad. I can't wait until i'm old enough, and ready....lol. I got some pics of him while I was there so I will hafta show everyone how adorable he is. They finally got to bring him home today, so that's good. I can't wait to go see him in his lil room...haha. Can you tell that I absolutely LOVE babies?! I feel really bad for Becky, she's like so sore and swelled and she has to sit on a blow-up ring...lol. I can't even imagine!! Anyway, today we went to my Grandpas grave and to Wendy's and Jazzie went with us so we went to the park and let her play with her ball...lol. Fun! On the way back we ran into an accident. We had to wait awhile for them to get the truck pulled out, we talked to Alan for awhile and well, I found out that there was two guys in it, Josh Hutchinson & Jason Smith...I belive Josh is in critical condition and Jason died, he is my cousins husbands brother. Mom called them when she got home to see if they knew about it yet and they were all really upset. I can't picture him right off the top of my head but it's still really sad that he died. He wasn't very old...well I gotta go so my dad can use the phone. Talk to y'all later!

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 28 May :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: lazy

Welp, school has been pretty lazy lately. We haven't really done much of anything. Friday was pretty interesting, lol...In first period we watched The Day After Tommorow and played Family Feud and in second period we had lots of good food and we watched The Notebook. We didn't quite finish it but, we'll get that done one day this week. We did our final in Theatre which was really stupid, lol. Mrs.Sayre made us to a skit and it was Me, Sarah, TJ, Troy and Alan. We were at a poker tournament (GO FIGURE, Alan was involved, lol) and Sarah and I were waitresses. After that, we went over to the library to finish up the senior slideshow for Grauduation because Amber had to leave. I can't wait to do ours next year! Mrs.Buchanan told us the smart thing would be to start on it soon. We didn't have all the pics we needed, so Me, Bobbi & Jenn ended up skipping school with Mrs.Shaw to go get some pictures from her house lol it was great! After we got back from her house we went back to the library and added those pictures and then we were done with about 30 minutes left of class. We decided to play Family Feud and let's just say Mr.Grady said something pretty funny. LoL, I won't go any further on that. Today was Graduation. It was pretty nice, other than the speakers messing up on a few of them. I felt really bad for em, but other than that, it all ran pretty smoothly. I got a little teary but I never cried. Thank the Lord...lol. =] We stayed at the school for about 30 minutes, and then Me & Sarah went out to Mrs.Shaw's house for Petter's party. It was pretty fun. Petter is so nice i'm really gonna miss him. He told me to write him a letter when he goes back to Norway, and he would write me back =] I'm definetly gonna do that! He's so cute you just wanna pinch his cheeks off. I tried like 2 or 3 different kinds of Norwegian candy and LET ME TELL YOU, it's naaasty. All the foreigners were going on and on about how good it was but, no. LoL. There was a good number of people there. The Bowcott's, Shawn & Joe and their moms...and Wesley, Dustin, Lindsay, My mom and dad, all the foreigners except for Yuliya. Bobbi, JR & Sarah were there for a lil bit, and a few others. Everyone was playin baseball and such and Ziko almost broke a window so the parents made us migrate. LoL! We ended up leaving around 3:30. Lukas was really quiet all day, he kinda just stared off into space. I feel so bad for him, I hate to see him go...especially knowing that he doesn't wanna go home the least bit. I guess it's pretty tough life over there in Denmark. He says he's gonna come back over here for College though, so we'll see. When I got home I watched Bubble Boy then I went to sleep...lol. I always sleep. I am so anxious for next year, we can officially say we're seniors now, and the next Graduation is ours! I hope I don't lose touch with too many people. I love you guys! Well most of ya...haha. I'm not gonna mention any other problems right now. Well I don't guess i'm gonna call it a problem because you know what? I don't really give a crap. I'm sick of it and that's that. Trying to forget it. Okay on a happier note, i'm gonna go eat supper....we're havin hamburgers & steaks! uhuhuhuhuhuh! I'm out.
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 24 May :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: discontent
:: Music: [Mariah Carey ... We Belong Together]

I haven't actually updated lately so I guess now would be a good time to do it cause i'm not busy. Nothing good has been happening lately, just been countin down the days til i'm a senior. I can't wait to get out of Hannan! Been there wayyyy too long, lol. I didn't go to school today, I had a dentist appointment at 10 and then we went and ate. I actually thought about going back to school around one but in spite of some things that happened I decided against it. In my case I am always wrong about certain things. I swear, nothing I do makes anyone in the world happy. Someone always bitches. I just wanna be happy! If YOU care so much, wouldn't it make you happy just knowing that I am? Guess not, I don't know WHAT you want me to do, just tell me! PLEASE! Anyway, it's really flipped up. At the dentist today I found out there's something wrong with one of my teeth and I have to go back to get it fixed. I get ta miss another day of school! lol. I know, i'm such a slacker. Well I know I didn't really say much but oh well, i'll try to update if something good happens.

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 22 May :: 10.19pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie - All is full of Love

Important dates
Graduation Practice - May 24th, 25th and 27th at 10 to 11:30am
Snake guy out to Hannan- May 26th
Wahama's Graduation- May 25th (I think not sure tho)
Hannan's Graduation - May 8th at 11am
Points Graduation - May 29th at 4pm
Huntinton Highs Graduation June 4th at 11am ( i think)
Saunders' family reunion -June 4th at noon
Band Banquet -June 5th
Last day of School - June 7th ( I think)
4-H meeting- June 13th at 7pm

Those are the only things I really know is going on with in the end of this month and start of the next month

Much Love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 18 May :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: [Gavin Degraw ... Chariot]

Hey everyone...it's been a few days! Nothin much has happened, i've been prettybored lately! Sunday was the athletic banquet, it was yummy! Well I don't really have much to say and TRLs bout to come on and Gavin Degraw's on today and I have GOT to watch it hehe =] I loves him!!! Hottness! I'll add more later if I can think of it!
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 11 May :: 6.05pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: [Sugarland ... Something More]

I had a really hard night last night...it pretty much sucked. I'll be okay tho I guess. Just gotta give it time. Everything is kinda crazy around here right now. We are lookin around everywhere for a pig for the fair. I have to have it by Saturday for tagging...and we're tryin to figure out how everythings gonna work out with the camper and such. Dad's not too fond of having to drive up here every day for football practice but...there's no other way to do it. I guess he'll carpool with Mark. Also, I applied for a job at Old Navy and Jenn referred me so i'm praying I get it...cause I really need money, and I need something to do with my time this summer. I am always so bored...on top of that, we haven't decided if we're going on vacation/where we're going! So! I gots Nashville in June. I'm gonna have to take alotta days off of work if I do get it....
Kenny Chesney & Gretchen Wilson are coming here August 10 but I can't go...cause Billy Currington will be at the fair the same night! I can't miss him, lol. Oh well I saw Kenny last year, and Billy's still single so! haha. I can't believe Kenny got married to Renee Zellweger. They soooo don't make a good couple. Oh well, I guess if it makes him happy...i'm happy for him, lol. Angie's not too happy bout it either haha. I believe she's plotting out ways to steal him =] she came today and brought us pizza. Got us outta 4th period! YAY!
Well i'm outta here! <3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 9 May :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ryan Cabrera - True (Ben's journals got me listenin!)

So...PROM was awesome. I had a really good time. It was much better than i'd anticipated. A few parts of the night sucked but I made it through that...lol. Mosta us girls danced the whole time. It was kinda hard with the dress, but I managed...lol. Funness =] Took loooots of pictures, but I didn't really mind. It's not all the time you see me dressed up all pretty like that. haha. Everyone looked sooo amazingly gorgeous! We all left prom at like 10:30 even though it was 'jumpin' lol. Lotsa people was leavin so we thought we'd better so that we wouldn't have to wait forever for a lane at the bowling alley. Once we got there it was fun for a bit, but got boring cause we paid for three games and there was like 8 people in our lane...so we only really played 2 games. We left from there at about 1:30 and was on our way to Tabi's. Tab and Brad went to sleep at bout 3:30 and Cody and I were up til like 5....I was so flippin tired. The next day we came home at like 11 and I basically slept all day. We were gonna go out to eat for Mothers Day but mom was kinda sick so she didn't wanna go. I had a not so good day at school after lunch today. I soooo wanted to hurt someone. I got home and got my bitchin' done, then I was gonna go with Sarah, Ben & Alan to town but we ended up not bein able to go so I was screwed. I just went with Cody to get prom pics developed. We left at like 5 and got back at bout 8. It didn't make things better or worse, i'm still pissed...I just tried to keep my cool, so things would go good.
I dunno....well i'm gonna get outta here, I might add prom pics if I can get photobucket to work for me, it never wants to cooperate.
<3~SHAMARIE

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 7 May :: 12.04pm
:: Mood: anxious/nervous

Today is prom! YAY! Less than 8 hours away. That is flippin awesome =] Got my nails done Thursday, Me, Tabi, Brad & Cody went out to eat at The Outback last nite. Bradley bout had an orgasm cuz he got a 20 oz. steak. When I say that i'm not jokin the least bit, lol. I got a 12 oz. Tabi got a 9 oz. and Cody got a 16 I think. They were really good! Other than that I had to pick up some last minute stuff so...glad that's all done. I didn't get up till 11:30 and I just got outa the shower. I'm leavin at 12:30-1ish to go get my hair done. I am soooooo excited to see everyone lookin all pretty. I'm praying prom isn't boring! I hope we have some VERY good DJ's! Well I gotta get outta here and go dry my hair. See y'all tonight!
<3~Shamarie

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 5 May :: 4.39pm
:: Music: sublime - wrongway

thingy
>>Basics<<
>Name: Kimberly Saunders
>Gender: female
>Age: 16
>Location: WV
>Mood: Tired
>Height: 5'9 or 5’10
>Status: single
>Job: no job at the moment

>>Love and Crap<<
>Are you single? yes
>Do you want to be single? It don’t really matter
>If your single, do you have a crush? Not really
>Do you think he/she likes you? I don’t know
>Ever been in love?: I think
>Ever thought u were in love: sure have
>Your sexuality?: straight
>Believe in soul mates?: no
>you believe in love at first sight?: not really

>>Friends<<
>best friend: I cant pick just one
>known longest: known all of them just as long but been friends with Keshia Price the longest
>Smartest: well Tabi and Jenn are both pretty much the same smartness
>Tallest: Daniel (f.e.s. from Norway)
>Shortest: either Allison or Tabby not sure
>Most Random: can I pick myself? lol
>Weirdest Conversations: don’t know I have weird conversations with all of them
>Prettiest: cant answer
>Hottest: not sure cause there’s a few
>Funniest: All of them are funny
>All around best: not to sure about that

>>Fill in the blanks<<
>I am ... The Pope
>I need... a nap
>I can't ... spell
>I'm SO ... tired
>I will never ... bit the duck
>One thing you should know about me is .. I’m very random
>I wish I had more…. animals
>One thing I would change about myself is ... me being soo tall

>>>Music<<
>In your CD player: a mix from Keshia
>Favorite Band: have way to many to pick just one.
>Favorite Type of music: I love any type of music
>Favorite song: i have a lot of favorites
>Play any instruments?: yeah (baritone, trumpet, drums and learning then guitar and somewhat play piano)
>In the school band?: sure am (field commander)
>Do you wish you were a band geek?: I’m fine with being a band geek J
>Do you like to dance? Yeah only the retard dances tho

>>Favorites<<
>Color: Baby blue and orange
>Kitchen Utensil: Sporks (does that count?)
>Animal: Piggies
>Breath mint: I don’t know what they are called
>Gum: I like all gum
>TV show: Gilmore Girls
>Radio station: 106.3 or 107.3(oldies) or just 100.5 depends on how I’m feeling that day
>Word: BAM
>Number: 84
>Greeting: Hi-ya
>favorite food: pizza or Chicken
>School Subject: music
>Thing: not sure

I'll actually update later... even tho it will tell you i didnt update till tomorrow cause im dumb and like to wait till after midnight cause thats when people stop talking to me lol.. Much Love and God Bless

Kimmy!

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 5 May :: 12.33am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Big and Rich - Deadwood Mountain

today
today (wednesday) got up and went to school even tho i didnt wanna at all i felt awful this moring... then in 1st Mrs Shaw left and was crying for some reason......... and then came back and didnt wasnt herself she said she was just having a bad day........... but yeah i worked all of 1st i did like 30 vocab and wrote down 8 questions..... be proud cause i know i am lol..... then in 2nd i slept. to much working in 1st lol....... but Mrs Shaw let me sleep cause i told her i didnt feel well.. cause i didnt...... but then at lunch i was with Keshia T. Most of the time and we was laughing and such and she was makin fun of me cause i wanted to Poke Dan in the head lol.........then in 3rd me Shaina and Kesha was talking all funny it was Great.... then we had clubs and i directed the band.. made me feel special lol.......... Jeff was in there too and i thought he quit the band....... oh well tho............. then after clubs i was looking for Kesha cause i walk with her to 4th every day and Shaina told me they had already left so i walked with Shaina and like after we got out of the main building here comes Keshia Keshia and Melody lol....... 4th was GAY like always Mama Pyles is being a big Jerk lately.............well then after school i had band practice which i directed most of lol and i felt special once more lol....... and i hung out with patty on the breaks and went and petted the donkeys lol.............. then i called Mel to get out to the school at like 6 for the DONKEY BASKETBALL GAME it was sooooooooo much fun i loved it.i sat with Mel on one side and Bobby on the other it was fun im telling ya........ seeing Andy and Billy on the "broken" donkey was worth it all lol and Mrs Shaw talking to hers...... Petter going over the neck of his............ Mr Wallace running with his after halftime.... and doodles with the tiny one haha..... all great stuff... if you didnt go you REALLY missed out on some fun lol....... then i drove home and mom yelled pretty much the whole way home cause shes GAY and told me ive been very grouchy lately....... and i havent been grouchy I've just been thinkint about stuff since monday and she dont want to deal with me not wanting to talk to her.... and she askes soo many questions and 90% of them are about Robert and i dont want to talk about it with her............... i mean its been one week and it seems like everyone has already forgotten oh well theres nothing i can do about how everyone else acts.......... welps now im gonna go shower and go to bed......Much Love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 4 May :: 12.14am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lynyrd Skynyrd- Mississippi Queen

well sunday night i stayed the night at Keshia's home and so did Shaina and Tabby but tabby dont like us to well cause she went to bed really early.... then we got up the next day (monday) and went to Roberts viewing it was really sad.... and i felt like i was gonna cry the whole but it was like i dont have any tears left anymore... if that makes any since at all.... well then we went to the truck stop after the veiwing and got some chips cause i was really hungery and so was Keshia so basically we just ate Chips..... but yeah at the truck stop Aaron (my cousin) attacked my shiny shoes and said he could cause hes always mean to me anyways..... Mean ol Aaron lol.... well then we droped Tabby off and then went back to Keshia's and Shaina left shortly after we got there....... then me and Keshia ate beans........ and was watching some gay movie with Kenny.. then we went to Keshia's room and was watching the same gay movie and i was trying to sleep while she was talking to Jacob but it didnt work out to well cause mom came to get me..... so then mom tryed talking to me on the way home but i still didnt really want to talk about it.... so i was quiet most of the time and she talked.... then when i got home all i wanted to do was go to my room and think..... so i did and i ended up going to sleep... and woke up at like 11 and was really hungry so i ate something Grace had fixed which wasnt as nasty as it looked lol.... then i got on here for a while a fought with Chris cause he is Gay and feels the need to lie to me about dating Rae Rae..... i mean it dont bug me that he is dating her so he dont have to lie and say they are "just talking" cause i know better......... im guessing he dont care about her all to much or he would have actually told me they was still dating... but hey what do i know......... well then he got mad at me so i went to bed cause i was tired of it......... welped i ended up sleeping in moms room cause i was bored and wasnt tired yet so i figured i could wake her up and talk for a bit lol.......well then as i was talking i feel asleep..... Then this morning i didnt want to get up at all........ even tho i slept all day monday i was still tired lol......... but yeah i ended up getin up and going to school and in 1st we did nothing really a Test which i got a 100% on by the way i was proud lol..... then in 2nd we didnt do much..... we got told to stop talking about Robert that we should move on or something like that..... ticked me off Cause Mrs Shaw had no right to say it........ wel then at lunch we all had to stand outside and Keshia Price made a new friend lol cause i thru her shoe cause she tryed to Kick me and her friend brought it back to her lol then asked Mel for gum later.......... hes gonna be a life long friend.............. then in 3rd i actually did my work.... once again i was proud of myself today lol.... then in 4th Mama Pyles yelled at me and told me she was calling mom .... she never did but oh she said she was lol......... welps then after i got home i watched some tv and took a small nap and got up at like 4:30 or so cause mom called and i had to talk to her and then i almost was comfy and Grace called so i said screw it and got up and went down to the pigs and they was being as lazy as ever........ welps then i came back up to the home and got back to the couch and mom walked in the door and then Grace came.... and Grace sat on me.. Mean grace.... and she was yelling at me cause i was touching her... it was funny cuase i was just touching her cause it was getin on her nerves welps then i went out on the 4wheeler to help mom with a fire thing which didnt burn i might add..... then me and her went for a walk to that old house and she STOLE some flowers from there and coal on the way back........ shes a theif lol......... then i watched a movie on lifetime called "A mothers worse fear" or something like that it was pretty good.... then i came in here and talked to Meat and now i actually know what im doing on the day of prom YAY lol and then i went to shower and now here i am updating at 12:14am lol..... but now im going to bed so Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 3 May :: 1.33am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You

Sad!!!!
friday after i updated i went to church cause i had to be around someone i couldnt stand staying at the home no more cause all i was doing was crying....... so i went down to the church and hung out with patty and tater tot..... and tater tot made me braclet (spelled wrong) thing that says in memory of Robert J. 4/27/05 but i think im gonna go have actual braclets made that say........... in loving memory of Robert A. Jeffers 4/27/05.......... if anyone wants one you have to tell me so i can know how many to order...... after i find out how much they will be i will put that on here too.................. anyhoo..... me and Patty left the church at like 9 something and came to my home cause i needed cheering up.... he actually made me a little happy till he left..........then after he left i looked at the paper... it made me soo mad........... later i tryed going to sleep in my room but with it dark it made me soo scared..... i have never been scared of the dark but like now my heart starts racing and i feel like someone is there.... please tell me there is others thats feeling that way? and im having the worse dreams of my life it makes me not want to sleep at all...................today nothing really happend i cryed alot and mom yelled at me for not feeding the dogs and then Grace went off on her.... she took up for me i was soo proud ...... then Grace came in my room and i made her cry cause i was talking about the good times with Robert and everything...... i broke down i couldnt take it anymore it was soo bad..... then mom came in my room adn told me she was sorry and told me she knew what i was going thru...... even tho she has no clue no one does Cept the 10th graders finally i left with Grace and went to point thinking i could get all this off my mind... it didnt work i went to Walmart and started crying while talking to Reane cause she asked me how school was................ i really cant take this anymore............... welps thats all i can say.... Much love and God Bless!!

Eric- thanks soooooo much for always being there for me you always seem to help you dont even know how much it means to me for you to be there.......love ya lots!


has anyone even noticed in life when you are extreemly sad it rains?...... or at least in my life it does... anytime i am like really really depressed it rains


Kimmy!!




Friday, April 29, 2005
monday nothing besides taking Grace to the ER in the middle of the night.... tuesday slept cause i didnt get home from the ER till like noon or so... Wendsday Went to Marshall and toured it .. it was dumb but at least we all had fun..... then i had band and then went to Church with Tater tot... then stayed the night at her home....... Thursday i had to get up way to early cause she has to get on the buss at 6:30. and things was boring as usual at Hannan then at lunch there was the biggest Shock of my life...... i didnt believe it till about 3rd sometime.... i was told Robert Jeffers Died.. i really didnt want to believe it at all i wanted to think it was just people saying Horable things..... but then i realized it was true........ im not going in to details of what happend but i will say him and lucy are both gone............ in 3rd and 4th all i could do was cry... cause our graduating class is soo close i mean we will not even date anyone in our class cause we are like brothers and sisters....... we would do anything for any of us....... and Robert was one of the nicest i knew..... he was always there for you no matter what.......... me and robert didnt talk alot this year but we always have b4........... its not only we lost a friend yesterday but we also lost a brother... one of the best there was too.............. it was just soo unreal the way things happened..... big will showed up and told some people and then it was just awful after that.......... ....... i seen the CSI crew go down the road during 4th and i lost it i couldnt take it anymore..... last night all i did was Cry and Cry i couldnt help it.... i didnt want to talk to anyone i just couldnt do it..... i would much rather be with friends but i couldnt go.............. last night i had the worst dream of my life..... i dreamed i was there it was soo scary i woke up screaming at like 3:30 this morning.... today at school was just as bad..... i couldnt take it i was fine till Mr hughes talked to us.. hes not good at talking about it at all...... there was alot of conclers there too.......... well i cant talk no more im going to church ill update later maybe..... Much love and God Bless!!!!!

Kimberly Dawn

R.I.P Robert & Lucy Jeffers!!!!!!!!!

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Kimmay2007

:: 2005 3 May :: 1.31am

01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

What Would You Do If:

I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?


What Do You Think of My:

Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Voice?
Humor?
Choice of Music?
Mannerisms?
Family?

Would You:

Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 2 May :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: [Diamond Rio ... One Believer]

In Loving Memory - Robert Allen Jeffers
So....today was the viewing and funeral. It was pretty harsh. I cried much worse than I thought I would. There were sooo may people there and everyone was just soo emotionally torn. It was terrible to see everyone like that. It went the same way most do, he didn't look anything like himself. They didn't even put his glasses on him. Ugh...I just keep thinking of the way he looked walking down the hallways and the smile on his face when he would laugh. I had Art and Health with him last year and when I think hard about things I can hear his voice and his laugh. That cheers me up a little. When we were drawing the big house in Art, he always got mad cause I begged him to help me cause him and Lance were just about the only ones who could do it half way right...lol. Alotta people cheered me up today, so i'm really thankful to have friends and family who are there for me through the good and bad times. I have had a headache all evening, I suppose from thinking about all this so much. I guess you never know how much you will miss someone until they're gone. We were gonna go to the cemetery after the funeral but we got mixed up in traffic and couldn't find it.
A little advice for everyone - Love with all your heart, don't hold grudges, and live life for all it's worth because it can be gone in the blink of an eye.......He was only sixteen.....

There are some roads you must walk yourself,
Just you and your own Faith: nothing else.
And on those dark days you're bound to go through,
Here's something to hold on to.


You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.


This world's gonna try to bring you down,
But don't you let it: you just stand your ground.

Whatever happens, never forget:
Wherever you are, as long as I live.


You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.


When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.


One
Believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,

One believer is all you need.

Oh One
Believer.

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 30 April :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: amused

Hey everyone...i'm sittin here in the office at Embassy Suites with Jenn. It's pretty awkward...lol. Weird people keep comin in and out usin the phones. We have been at the mall almost all afternoon...all mom would let me buy was 2 shirts. It was pretty depressing!!! Oh well...some funny things have happened since we've been here. Literally, lmbo. Yeah...my butt fell off. haha. Jenn lost her cell for a minute, she spilled garlic for pizza all over her shirt and PJ pants and had to sleep in jeans, and then the elevator incident. If you wanna kno, just ask. LoL. There have been two different proms here since we got here and it's cool to see everyone all dressed up and pretty =] I can't wait till next weekend! Hopefully it'll be fun.
This weekend I was just really happy to get away from Ashton. Something really bad happened last week (Murder/Suicide) and it really upset and caused a big uproar for our community. I feel really bad for their family. Ugh..they lived on my dads property and rented his trailer, and that's where it happened. That's really freaky...I dunno. I have done really good at trying to get it off my mind this weekend, so. Hopefully I keep at it. RIP Robert...
Also, some bad things happened at school yesterday with my friends. It's really upsetting and I wish I wasn't in the middle of it. Blah!!
Well I think i'm gonna go get some h'ordervs, or however you spell it. LoL.
<3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 24 April :: 5.11pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: J. Geils Band - Angel In The Centerfold

a few days
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Why Women Cry

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."


I'll actually update later after the day is over lol Love you guys!!!

Kimmy



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Saturday, April 23, 2005
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

What Would You Do If:

I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?


What Do You Think of My:

Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Voice?
Humor?
Choice of Music?
Mannerisms?
Family?

Would You:

Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?




and also read my entry for the day and comment lol Love you guys

Kimmy!


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welps once again its time to update....... Friday (yesterday) school was GAYand i wanted to go to 6 flags all day lol well 1st and 2nd we didnt really do anything cept look at my Cosmo lol i felt like a pervet but thats ok lol then in 3rd i almost got kicked out cause Mr. Grady was being a JERK i really cant stand him anymore he treats the guys soo much better then he treats me and Shaina..... Grrrr........ So what hes gonna love it when he goes home one day and he dont have a HOUSE .... aint that right shaina? lol welps then 4th Mrs pyles was being the biggest bitch in the world i dont know what the crap was wrong with her but she needs to stop lol........ welps then after school was theBEST ever.. Mrs Schoon took....Me Tater Tot Sarah Amber Brooke and Rachel to Billy Bobs and to Glow golf..... it was GREAT im telling ya......... at billy bob's Rachel kept on hiting the button and it made me feel like a little kid cause we was siting there eating pizza and the show was starting all the time lol.... we was the only ones there over the age of 8 lol but it was still fun..... we played lazer tag too but Mrs Schoon and Carla wouldnt play cause they was with the Aria so Steve played with us lol it was fun cept there was only 7 so one of the people that worked there had to play with us lol.... there was Me Tater tot and Sarah and the girl that worked there on one team and Brooke Rachel Amber and Steve on a team........ befor we went in there there was a sign that said no running..... all me and Tater tot did was run lol i was laughing the Whole time it was Great......... the green team (me tater tot and Sarah) won the first game and the red team won the other one......... welps after that we went over to the mall to play glow golf hehe fun fun there... me and steve was the last ones to put and like the only hole we kept track on was the first one and i hit it like 8 times b4 it went in and Steve looks at me and was like so that was 2 right lol it was funny and like me Sarah and Steve would like monster hit it and it would like go bouncing off out of the thing it was funny....... like if i hit it more then 5 time i just picked it up and put it in the hole lol........ well after we got done playing.. Amber and sarah went home but we stayed at the mall a while longer it was just as fun as anything else we did lol.. like tater tot said she couldnt walk anymore and was like Tater carry me! so me being the nice person i am i did lol..... and like once she fall off and so i was puting her back on my back and this guy walks by and she kicks him hard in the back and he just keeps on walking like its normal lol.... and everytime we seen him after that he like shook his head and curved around us lol and there was this big ol blow up slide in the middle of the mall and i wanted to go down it soo bad but mrs schoon told us we was too old it was sad stuff......... and like we was suppost to leave at 8 and it was 15 till and me and tater tot wanted to walk around more so we told them we would be back by 8 if not leave with out us........ so we went skipping away lol..... and was goofin off you know just bein me lol and there was this boy sitin on a bench and Allison looks at me and goes " i want to kick him" well i told her no cause i wasnt gonna carry her anymore and so she ran over to the bench and like got down behind it..... he didnt pay any attention to the gayness..... and so she knocks his hat off and runs away going ahhh hes gonna get me haha it was fun...... well then after we got done having some fun we went back to dicks where we was suppost to meet and we still had 5 mins so we went to $ store and got those new skittles and then went back and was like that was so fast we still have 2 mins... even tho neither one of us had a watch lol and turns out we was right lol........ welps then we walked out to the car and of course i had to carry the Lazy one named Tater tot lol and i was turning around and jumping and acting dumb and she almost fell it was great........ then we had to go home so we droped off Rachel and Brooke then droped off Steve at the farm to get the car and then we had some fun talks on the way to Tater tots to dropp her off but no one was home so we had to go down to Billy Steals house to dropp her off and well we went inside for a while and mrs schoon didnt want to go in cause she didnt know anyone..... well turns out she knew everyone lol she was talk to litterly everyone and i was the one that didnt know a soul in there lol besides like Tater tot and the family of tater tot lol....... well then we finally left there and went to drop me off and Grace was here which is very unusual on a weekend for Grace to be here lol...... but yeah then i got online at like 10 to talks to people cause yeah thats the thing to do lol..... then Rich called me and i talked to him till his phone hung up on me lol...........so i got on here and talked to him some more and he said "brb" but he never came back to talk to me which i liked alot dont get me wrong lol........welps then at like 1:30 i went to bed cause i didnt have anyone to talks to lol............ then Today i got up at 5pm cause i was hungery and plus i couldnt lay there anymore.... oh well tho lol i needed to get out of bed anyways thats about it that has happend today lol i have been VERY bored all evening... cause it was raining and mom told me i couldnt go play mean ol mom lol........... welps im gonna get a going maybe find something to do.......Much love and God Bless Kimberly Dawn

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Friday, April 22, 2005
nothing happend i was sick and stayed at home and was bored most of the day... now im waiting for Todd but my guess is hes not getin online or calling cause he just knows im gonna bitch at him for not getin online or calling today or yesterday... he makes me laugh so much... oh well tho i like it when everyone hates me whats new.... Grr im just in a all around bad mood


Kim


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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
welps tuesday (yesterday) nothing happend it was gay to start off with i had to go to school which i always hate..... then in 2nd we got out to go to a meet the players or something like that well we seen 2 of the baseball players for the WV Power team..... then in 3rd it was gay and 4th also gay..... Oh yeah Kesha wasnt there cause she was gay and stayed at home lol......then i got online at like ehh 5 something and tabi-lu came over and played with my babies it was fun then at lets say 8:50 i got online and talked to TODD!!! hehe it was great cause i was laughing and such the whole time i was talking to him..... i loved we ended up talking till about 4 and i loved every min of it lol..... welps then he had to get off line cause he was tired and plus i needed to go to bed so i could actually get up this morning lol........ welps got up went to school... then it was off to the Baseball game and i didnt understand a lick of it lol i was looking at the players more then i was paying attention to the game(SORRY) welps i hung out with Keshia P Melody Shaina and Keshia T most of the day and some i would talks to Tater tot and Jason and that group......... oh yeah and my arms look like a lobster .... cause i got BURNED so bad... the sun hates me i tell you what lol......... welps b4 we left to go back to the school i made sure Jason was still coming over to go to church and such with me after band practice and he said he was............ welps on the buss ride back to school i felt Sooooooo bad from where he was gonna come over and such........... cause of me and Todd and such........... so i was trying to get reasurance from my FRIENDS that i was gonna be a good kid and such..... and Melody and shaina both laughed at me and told me i was far from a good kid...... but my good pal Keshia tackett said she didnt think i would do anything cause I am a good girl and such THANKS KESHA! and i didnt get to ask Keshia price cause she was asleep lol she would have probably told me i was a bad kid to tho cause everyone else did ....... welps then finally we got back to the school and i went to a Volleyball meeting and there was little freakin 8th graders that was running their mouths to me and calling me every name in the book and thought it hurt my feelings but all it did was piss me off cause i dont like 7th or 8th graders anyways and plus they was the drugie ones which also puts them on my bad list lol and one of them wrote down my number and i reckon shes gonna call and bitch at me but i mean more power to her... i dont care lol shes just a little kid not like theres much she can actually do to me unless she gets 5 of her oh so drugie friends after me or something...... oh wait they are gonna kick me ass... im soo freakin scared........ wow that made me laugh....... i mean i was already in a badish mood and they jusy ticked me off even more.. it was awful......then there was band.. and from where my mind was else where i kept on hiting wrong notes and that ticked me off so i went back to my original job and directing lol not to great at that yet either cause it gets to boring so i start dancing lol... oppz should do that...... welps i finally got to leave Hannan at like 6 cause i was talking to the Tater tot while Mrs Schoon was talking to Mama Kelli........ then i came home and there was strange little kids at my home and i didnt know who they was at all but i went inside and ate my pizza and was fine lol........ then i went to church and about died from itching then Pattys grandma had itching stuff in her purse so me and Tater tot used some of it........ and man did it burn lol it was awful........ so basically we didnt learn alot cause everyone was amused with me and the Tater tot.... it wasnt funny tho it hurt and itched welps then we was leaving and I asked them to pray for what happened at school and such so then we prayed and went home..... and i watched Viva La Bam and then watched that Revelations show.. its good so far i like it.......... and now here i am talking to Keshia and waiting for Todd to get online or call or something lol........ but i think im gonna go shower so yeah Bye! comment Keshia and Shaina....Much love and God Bless


Kimberly Dawn Saunders

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 24 April :: 12.24am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: [Emerson Drive ... Rescued]

-Long Day-
I had to get up at 6:45 this morning....that sucked. I hung around with Tabi, Jenn & Kevin mosta the day. Ben and Alan were snobs and only said like two words to us until we were ready to leave. I got to tour a lil bit of Marshall. Woulda been more enjoyable if the weather wouldn't have been so nasty. It was like 40 degrees and pourin the rain. Thank God for umbrellas! Let me jus say we had a wonderful trip home. HA! yeah, okay. Kinda awkward. I didn't like it too well. When I got home I ate supper and pretty much slept til' about 10, got up...got on the net for like 45 minutes then went back to sleep til' Midnight. I'm pretty ticked right now cause all week i've been looking for Drake and Josh to be on, and well it finally came on and I was half asleep and I happened to hear his wonderful voice singing the theme song =] Well i'm dandily watching and, when a commercial came on I decided to close my eyes and I ended up keeping them closed through all of it....lol. I was mad when I woke up and saw that I missed it =[ I love Drake, I wanna see him! hehe. It should be on tommorow night though, hopefully I can watch it then so I can stare. hahaha. Well i'm outta here, I think i'm gonna go back to bed! C-Y'all.
<3~Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 22 April :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Queen ... Bohemian Rhapsody]

It's Friday.....woooohuu!!!
So everyone...how's it going. This week kinda went by fast, but just cause we didn't do much in class. Today was awful...it was all rainy and stormy and I didn't have an umbrella. My sandals, jeans and shirt was soaked just from going building to building, which took me like 30 seconds. It sucked. I found out some intresting stuff today...I can't stand people. Just so you know, Tabi...I luff you!<3 Yeah, also i'm a little mad at Cody. Nothing big but it aggravates me. Oh well...when I got home I went to the tanning bed and layed 25 minutes. It got so hot in there today. Yea....Dad just left to take my car to get it checked out. That's great! Hopefully it'll be driveable soon! We're all gonna go eat at Applebee's when he gets back. I don't think I really wanna go but they want me to, so i'm gonna. Yea. Tommorow is the Student Tour thingy and music workshop. It starts at freakin 8:15! That means I gotta get up at 7 like a normal school day! TEARS! I'm not sure how Me, Jenn and Tabi are getting there yet. May be riding with Ben in his little pimpin car =] haha. Tabi or Jenn, if you read this call my cell phone cause I gotta talk to you - urgently - bout tommorow!
Onto other matters...I have reports due and I really need to work on them. I always forget my 'materials' at school. Blah. My Freddie Mercury report is really sad. It depresses me, like when I read about his funeral and all that. I just wonder why he had to get aids. I wish he was still alive. I keep thinking about it. Ughh...it's really really pitiful. I wanna post my report on here when I get it done. I hope I can make it really good!
Well i'm gonna get offa here and get ready to leave! Have a jolly evening =]

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 21 April :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none

Boring Day!

*EDIT* I added a new music list for your enjoyment...although I haven't mastered it yet so most of the songs are messed up. Under Pressure, Only God, and the last four are the ones. Until then, there's a couple you can listen to if ya wanna =] I will try and fix it this evening! <3

Today was that! I can't even explain. I complained all day long...lol. I'm sure Sarah was sicka hearin it. Oh well!
In 1st we took a LoAd of notes, in 2nd we worked on our research papers which i'm now doing on Farookh Bulsara (AKA - Freddie Mercury) lol. I found out a lot of inteesting stuff...yeah. It's good. In third we did 1 stupid worksheet on Hamlet and that was all. Then in 4th Mrs.Shaw went over vocbulary the WHOLE class and I already had it done so I slept a little. The play people were late gettin back, I was a lil worried until we got the down low from the walkie talkie at about 3. I've nothin to do all evening. I thought about goin to the Buddy League games cause it's the last ones but I guess I decided against that. Oh yea...my arm has a huge black and purple bruise on it...just thought i'd let you know. lol. I can't even count all the people who walked by me and was like HEY! and hit it (not purposely) they either didn't know, or forgot about it. It's sore from my elbow up to my shoulder. Puttin on deodorant hurts and I had to have my mom dry my hair after I got outta the shower cause I couldn't lift the arm =[ tears!
Anyway, i'm watchin Dr.Phil...there's this lil boy on there that has lukemia. Last time he was on the show he was bald then it showed a tape from now and he was like tellin his story then he's like guess what? And he pulled off his hat and he had a buncha hair. That is sooo happy! Yea, it jus really makes me wanna cry. I know, i'm sucha softie...lol. Ohhh yeah speakin of TV, Anwar left Idol last night. I felt bad for him. I don't care much for him but he is soo much better than Scott! O well, I think he will make it =]
I need to get outta here. I think i'll take a nap!
<3~Shamarie

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