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losttt

:: 2004 24 June :: 12.08am

so i still am a little burnt on my back from blizzard beach. fuckin sun burnt us and then ran off so we couldnt go on the big slide. gotta have the escapes.

its a strange passing of time in this summer. daybreak delirium hits every hour. the digits on the clock hit me like a pillow case packed with.....clocks? haha. flocks. flock YOU! but in all seriousness. i would say to someone to just enjoy your fuckin life and thats about it, i wouldnt give em any stupid shit. and about drugs? man, weeds been here for alot of fuckin years, maybe longer than we've been here, and goddamn the man if hes gonna tell me i cant smoke it. im a fuckin lunatic. so in conclusion, when somethings fuckin stupid, just say fuck it. haha i dont know what the fuck to write in these things. gravirtons hold no mass and can thus travel at the speed of light, therefore allowing them to extend into dimensions that of which other than our own. this ability makes them that much more important then a much stronger force like electro-magnetism. gravity is so weak that the entire mass of the earth pulling on a tiny magentic strip of metal on your refridgerator will not overpower the magnetic attraction of the tiny metals. and calabi-yau manifolds? shit's crazzzzzy. just like my THC infested brain.

downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 22 June :: 8.33am

College in 2 months; moving out before then. Europe in 3 weeks; Pittsburgh in 5. Life's a changin.

1 going | downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 17 June :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: excited

tomorrow - just another day.
Almost six hours until my 17th birthday. And to think I almost forgot. Also Saturday is a 'Grease' performance in Miami and I'm going. I love grease, I love cake, I love surprises, I love you. 8D

3 going | downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2004 16 June :: 7.18pm

blah.. finally cut my friends list down, getting rid of the people who didn't pay to keep their journals and the people who i have not talked to in over a year. Its funny, it seems as if the only two people who still regularly write in their journals are Lauren and Amanda.

i need college to be here now :0/

6 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 31 May :: 11.51pm

i am mother fucking tired. summer's a blast

2 going | downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2004 31 May :: 2.58pm

its funny how time and time again everything repeats itself.

i leave August 17th.

i still feel as if there are some holes that need patching up. things shouldn't ever be left this long unresolved... really, thats how you lose the people that you care about the most.

to end an old life, to start a new.

downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 24 May :: 2.02am

graduation was nice. when the flowers fell. the end appeared. I hate the fact that i'm going to miss high school. content is not a permenant visitor.

i'm sick of hearing stupid lectures from flapping mouths. school can only get you so far. meaning can be the most meaningless. pursuits are just staves in boredom's path.

Anything you say, think, or feel can be contradicted. Never forget you are not the only opinion in town. And "right and wrong?" It's just a fairy tale, baby.

downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 24 May :: 12.23am
:: Mood: surprised

the perfect date with the perfect guy
you.
wonderful you. my hero. my knight in shining armor. who saved me from all of my bad luck. from all of our bad luck. after the worst night in my life. i can't speak of how much it meant to me. a hidden side of you that fought its way out. just one more time. and the way you looked at me. the way i always want you to look at me. a smile every second. and all my favorites. surprises. flowers. the beach. quiznos. melting pot dessert. my happy ending.
you.

downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 23 May :: 12.23am
:: Mood: thrilled

so... I graduated!
Today was a long day. A really good day. It was THEE day. My first breath all over again. Helloooo world!

downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 19 May :: 3.13pm
:: Mood: weird

what now
how is this world to be filled with sweet nothings when there arn't any? how can someone forgive when no one asks to be forgiven? how can we go on in a world that seems to be fading? maybe i'm going blind. maybe you're covering my eyes to surprise me. maybe i'm a dreamer stuck in a nightmare. where art thou? when i need thee most?
thy lips taste so sweet, but thy tounge is bitter in thy mouth. i don't know your language. i don't want to speak silence anymore. show me through mine.
if this is love,
why don't you run after me?
why are you a stranger?

downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 12 May :: 11.13am

The end.
It's over. I've learned so much. About people; about life. I cherish the experience. Though I wish some things never did come to an end. I'm relieved. Excited where I will go from here. It's time to forgive, remember, but don't regret. And start new. Just enjoy the ride.
Summer starts now.

downtown.


whenthesunsets

:: 2004 2 May :: 11.27pm

this marks a new beginning.

thy heart will always beat for thee.
mark my words.

1 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 2 May :: 2.48am

skirted by shadows
two birds fly through
a world full of gray
on into the blue

2 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 29 April :: 1.04am

your tounge be not coiled on that silo of less use
for to the bear tounge sweet is the honey, while the bee grows numb

downtown.


losttt

:: 2004 22 April :: 11.17pm

your sticks. your stones. touch not. my bones.

snap snap snap

love not. live not.

downtown.

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