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aaron (profile) wrote,
on 5-25-2005 at 9:22pm
Current mood: doubtful
Music: Epiphany, Staind
I don't think I can do this...I really don't. I'm too damn weak. Greg's turning into a man though. He stood up to me today. I'm proud of him. But then again, why would he think I'd want someone like Kendra? sure she's nice, but she is a little dull. Though I feel for her. She's been through so much shit It's unbelievable how depressed she is. SHe's totally apathetic...Just like me.

"gray would be the color, if I had a heart..."

"I thought you were the one, I thought you were perfect for me, But you're infected, just like them.

I wanna kill it,
I wanna burn it all,
I wanna skin it,
I wanna watch it all fall

You can stop respecting because I the infection that'll tear down these walls from the inside out.
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independenttruckergrl

05-28-05 12:25am

Yeah, you totally need someone not apathetic. They'd make you happier..

Oh... by the way.. before you tell someone "Fuck you!" and whatever else.. take a moment to step into their shoes and maybe try and figure out what's up in their life.

Because for all you know.. they could have something bad going on.

Anyways, that's all I have to say.

I'll see you later.

Bye.

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-nightsloth-

Re:, 05-28-05 12:31am

. . . good

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 05-28-05 12:35am

yeha. i thought so too.


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makhan

Re:, 06-26-05 9:37pm

CALL ME PAUL

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independenttruckergrl

06-01-05 7:59pm

Happy Birthday!

I would call you.. but you totally hate me.

Maybe I'll call you anyway...

Hmmmm.

-thinks-

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fallingflowers

06-02-05 6:20pm

Its your birthday? Or... was?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAUL!!!
^^
-teh vegas

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independenttruckergrl

06-07-05 7:25pm

paul, this is really hard..

really really hard.

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 06-11-05 10:24pm

...

i broke it...


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bleeding

06-23-05 11:27pm

I found a line and then it grew
I found myself still thinking of you
I felt so empty and now I'm fine
But still it's burning, when will you be mine?

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
(I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside
Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside

Look at me still in your mind
Our memories so intertwined
Well you broke through and found your way
And so did I no need to stay
The same old picture, tried and true
Been through there, let's look for something new

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
(I think it's time for us to walk away from here)

Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night
Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night
Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you,
All the songs that I have wrote for you
(For you)

I remember,the way you made me feel when I was with you
I remember,the smile that always brought me back to you
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue
That look in your eyes, I never thought that this could be untrue
(Untrue)

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
(I think it's time for us to walk away from here)



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rorin

Re:, 06-23-05 11:28pm

(that would be my comment)

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fallingflowers

06-25-05 6:11pm

Dearest Paul:

HAVE A PARTY ON JULY 2 OR ELSE!!!

Because thats pretty much the only day I can. Going to a wedding and such... so yes.
I'm coming to Spokane in six days!!!!!!!!!!

~vegas


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independenttruckergrl

06-26-05 11:46am

You. Are. In. Trouble.

From me.

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makhan

06-26-05 9:36pm

PAUL CALL ME CALL ME! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU! Do it. do it. CALL ME DAMNIT. GET INTO TOWN, AND CALL ME>

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independenttruckergrl

07-03-05 1:44am

get your computer out of its damn box!

bah!

loves,
teh kalie and teh lauren.

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 07-03-05 1:27pm

HSBS!

haha!

umm.. laurne got snapped in the eye wuth a rubberband..

heh. i love you laureN!
=D



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-nightsloth-

Re: Re:, 07-08-05 5:10pm

GAH FALLING FLOWERS!!
I NEED YOUR PIC!
*foams at mouth*
its a lemon. . .
strapped to wheels. . .

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fallingflowers

Re: Re: Re:, 07-09-05 7:05pm

yay! mines cooler.. its.. two people from final fantasy I think.

and paul and i decided that.. we're going to drive to moses lake and come vist you when i get my license.

=D

love you!

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 07-09-05 7:06pm

CRAP! that was kalie logged in as lauren!

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chocolatemilk

07-11-05 12:35am

Paullll i saw jooooooo...on my birthdayy..

I'm so leeet...


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-nightsloth-

Re:, 07-12-05 4:17pm

AHH!
You're coming to moses lake? When youget your license?
But. . .
. . .
who are you . . . o.O
hahahhaMANDY!
I
NEED
THAT
PIC!
ITS EVEN COOLER THAN THE LEMON STRAPPED TO WHEELS!
I OWN YOUR ASS!

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 07-12-05 7:35pm

that was lauren.. and this is kalie.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 07-12-05 10:47pm

Kalie is coming to moses lake with paul when she gets her license.. so there.

the other person was lauren.



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independenttruckergrl

07-26-05 4:55pm

If you don't answer your phone, I'll just have to bug you at VBS all week..

Answer it!

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shroudofrain

08-05-05 10:25am

Paul,

Your journal looks dead...
update it!

<3 teh kalie who isn't patrick.

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independenttruckergrl

08-06-05 1:07pm

It's over. Finally.

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 08-07-05 1:54am

and aaron.. go kill yourself.. stupid fuck.


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rorin

08-07-05 12:14pm

Paul... I can't seem to get ahold of you. Everytime I call your house, no one answers. How come you won't talk to me? Email me at rorinh@hotmail.com.
<3

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independenttruckergrl

Re:, 08-07-05 12:28pm

I bet you he's on vaction to somewheres.

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independenttruckergrl

08-15-05 12:28am

You are so mia.

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independenttruckergrl

08-26-05 2:19pm

you taught patrick how to be emo.

way to go.

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independenttruckergrl

08-28-05 5:36pm

go to chruch.. stupidhead..................................


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and unlock your message machine!


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independenttruckergrl

09-01-05 8:18pm



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independenttruckergrl

09-13-05 8:43am

you are a preppie!

so you cant say im one anymore. =P

(except you look good as one, so dont worry)
(even though punk/emo guitar man is more your thing)

<3

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Aaron

Re:, 09-21-05 4:51pm

I don't give you crap for being a prep. I give you crap for wearing abercrombie. and though abercrombie is indusive of prep, prep is not necissarilly inducive of abercrombie. God, I feel like I have to spell everything our for you... it's pathetic.

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 09-21-05 10:05pm

you never reply to my comments with anything nice.

it always has to be with what i did wrong, what i dont understand, etc, etc, etc.

and we are done with the abercrombie thing. i dont care if i wear it, i wear what i wear, get over it.

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