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2003 16 November :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: sublime - ball and chain
andy motherfucking c . + ak1200 + five minutes of alex amoretti > ak1200 . definitely worth entry + gas . anybody want to come to orlando tomorrow to see ak1200 and andy c. ? find a place to stay and throw in for gas . haha . <3 peace
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2003 11 November :: 5.54pm
i had an oober good *extended* weekend :0)
man. i sure do hate him and still wish he'd die a slow, torturing death.
anyone? think of someone from the past year of my life (not gregory) who i like ohhh so much.
my twins i highly disapprove.
poor.
history internal assessment here i come.
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2003 10 November :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: descendents - silly girl
36 ounces to freedom .
27 days until the end of the semester ( for me ) .
12 days until i am complete again .
4 hours until i get to see the kids that are practically my own .
1 1/2 hours until class .
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2003 9 November :: 8.10pm
okay okay.
FRIDAY.
~ saw Gregory Luke right after school <3
~ senior recognition night SEE!
~ game vs. Boca we WON! exciting game, 41-37 was the final score, it was supeeerr close. scary.
okay. this is when it begins to suck.
*after the game, Greg and I went to Dennys on Linton & Federal. i ordered a cherry coke and buffalo chicken strips. I get the stuff, cut up a piece, feed it to greg & take a bite myself. I took a bite and was all like "man, this doesn't have the same consistancy of chicken" I begin to analyze the chicken only to find that its completely raw! i spit it out and got the waiter. He went to take it back or whatever and I told Greg i wasn't in the mood for chicken anymore so he went and told the guy to get us a caramel apple crisp. It was okay. the guy brought our check and what they did was subtracted the apple crisp from the price of the chicken (which was more then the crisp was alone) and i was like "wtf." wouldn't you think that i should get it for free i mean they tried to kill me w/salmanila for Gods sake. So i ask to see the manager and hes a total douche bag and this fucking big ass black bitch next to me is all obnoxious so greg was all pissed off and was like "fuck it, lets go" and we just walked out. ANGRY!
will never go back to dennys on Federal & Linton or Federal & Woolbright ever again.
SATURDAY
ummmm woke up around 10, ate breakfast, practiced bassoon & went over to Gregs.
We made cookies & chilled. Went to the mall & he got a haircut (its okay... a little short for my taste but its all Elvis-y now.) Went to Petsmart and saw kitties for adoption, got bitched out by the lady "young adopters are the worst, they have babies and return the cats". alright. um. gregs dad made an oober good meal & we just chilled. I ended up staying the night so that was cool.
oh man. we went to see TIMB at One Cup at a Time last night! it rocked. It was some girls sweet 16 so it was kinda improv like a jam session but mad props to us!! MINI BLUM was there! that made me mucho happy :0)
SUNDAY
woke up early & stared at Gregory sleep kissing him all over till he woke up. went to church con his padres & his dad made us kick ass pancakes. after church we hit up the boynton ale house and greg lost $10 in pool. oh. and his removed uncles girlfriend (ditzy blonde bitch) said that i looked like i was 12. i wanted to tell her to eat shit and dig her stupid blonde head up her ass. went back to his house, watched tv and his dad made kick ass home made pepperoni balls and pizza. i went home then.
gregorys coming over in a couple hours to bring me cake :0) thats all for now.
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2003 5 November :: 7.01pm
| ** basics ** | | Name:: | Vivi | | Nickname:: | um... Vi-ster, Giraffe!, Kitty(not to be confused with MY kitty haha), sweet girl | | Location:: | mouth of the friggin MOUSE, Florida | | Gender:: | sweet sweet lady :0P | | Birthplace:: | Concord, Massachusetts | | Birthstone:: | ummm i think turquoise | | Birthday:: | 12.20.85 | | Sign:: | ummm Sagitarrius & OX on the chinese zodiac | | Righty or Lefty:: | righty | | Screenname:: | picsxstarsxdream | | ** your looks ** | | Height:: | 4'11 & a half :0P | | Weight:: | um too much. | | Shoe size:: | 7-8 depends | | Hair Color:: | black although i've been told many times its not really black but dark brown.. sorry. | | Hair Length:: | its all crazy, getting long | | Eye Color:: | dark brown | | Size:: | size of what? | | Glasses:: | only the emo kind :0P | | Braces:: | no sir | | Piercings:: | ummmm belly button and ears i guess | | Tattoos:: | i'm pending | | ** fashion ** | | Where do you shop:: | whereever i have free money :0) | | What do you usually wear:: | t-shirt and jeans | | What kind of shoes do you wear:: | i have over 50 pairs of shoes... i <3 my tie dye chucks though | | Do you wear a watch:: | used to. (Official time keeper :0p) | | Color you never wear:: | i'll wear anything really... i'm not too fond of like senior citizen grey though | | Color you wear at least once a week:: | probably green or pink or blue or everycolor | | Something you wear everyday:: | my necklace | | Do you wear make up everyday:: | generally | | Make up essential:: | depends when and how early i wake up :0P | | Most cherished piece of clothing:: | my turtlesaur shirt. <3 twins <3 | | You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: | biker shorts. | | Do you wear belts:: | no | | Do you wear hats:: | no | | How many pairs of shoes do you have:: | a bazillion ... over 50 | | ** music ** | | Favorite kind of music:: | i like everything i guess more emo/indie stuff | | Least Favorite:: | i really can't take "gangsta rap" | | How many CD's do you have:: | not too many that i've bought, many that i've made | | Last CD you bought:: | oh dear... i'm trying to remember but its not coming to me... maybe Hail to the Thief? | | Whats in your CD player right now:: | ummmm the Postal Service | | Do you download music:: | i used to until Kazaa went crazy | | ** Favorites ** | | Color:: | all of them... purple, turtlesaur green, orange, pink, red etc. | | Number:: | 1,7,8,9,11,12,20 | | Season:: | winter or spring | | Ice cream:: | oh dear. i can feel the fat already... mint chocolate chip i suppose | | Website:: | yo no se | | Quote:: | "Go directly in the direction of your dreams, live the life you've always imagined" - Thoreau | | Store:: | i probably spend most of my $$ at Express | | Band:: | Beck :0P ... any many many others | | Singer:: | Jolie from the Rocking Horse Winner | | Rapper:: | Outkast | | Group:: | um... Simon and Garfunkel :0P | | Song:: | Smashing Pumpkin's version of Landslide | | Movie:: | not fair. Being John Malkovich, Secretary, Amelie, American Beauty, Donnie Darko, Empire Records, Vanillla Sky, Sliding Doors, and a bazillion more | | Actor:: | Johnny Depp | | Actress:: | Liv Tyler | | Kind of movies:: | movies that you come out of thinking "WTF just happened!" | | Place to be:: | laying in bed with Greggy poo | | Time of day:: | 9pm :0P | | Clothing Brand:: | whats with all the clothes! | | Animal:: | kitty <3 puppy & baby kitty & elvis & Miss.Kitty aka Princy & gatito | | Food:: | i really like food like a fatty. | | Holiday:: | no preference i don't think | | Shape:: | star, heart, circle | | Restaraunt:: | i have lots of these too... the french place on Federal & Yamato, Melting Pot, La Casita etc. | | Fast food place:: | Taco Bell, Checkers, KFC | | Boy's name:: | Shane, Keith, Luke | | Girl's name:: | Elsa, Rainer like Rainer Maria lol i duno, others | | Word:: | wow. | | Month:: | December, June | | Candy:: | twizzlers, gummi bears | | ** love and relationships ** | | Sexual Preference:: | i admit it. i like the cock :0P | | Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: | boyfriend. | | Crush:: | like i'll crush you up | | Do you believe in love at first sight:: | i don't know | | What do you look for in a guy/girl:: | the whole package, looks, personality, smile, compassion, chemistry | | Best physical feature:: | HAIR! heh , eyes, lips, smile | | Best hair color:: | i like darker colors i suppose | | Best eye color:: | anything thats not shit brown like mine :0P | | ** randoms ** | | Do you paint your nails:: | ummm toenails | | What color is your tooth brush:: | silver i think | | What's on your desktop:: | nothing special, haven't set preferences on new computer yet :0) | | Do you like roller coasters:: | absofreakinglutely love them! | | Do you do drugs:: | ummm i'm taking a prescription for a sinus infection? | | Are you a virgin:: | a girl unblossomed me didn't she? oh wait.. that was Jessica :0P haha | | Do you have any pets:: | my love, Miss Princy Kitty Elvis & Baby Kitty ;0P | | What time do you go to sleep:: | probably earlier then you. |
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2003 5 November :: 12.35pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: lauryn hill - nothing even matters
susanis a winner (12:17:16 PM): do you listen to death cab for cutie ?
xXQuidamXx (12:17:29 PM): never heard of em
susanis a winner (12:18:16 PM): mm okay
xXQuidamXx (12:20:42 PM): what kinda name is that tho..
xXQuidamXx (12:21:20 PM): it's one of those fucked up names.... from a small local band outta the middle of nowhere
susanis a winner (12:21:28 PM): how insightful .
xXQuidamXx (12:21:52 PM): like voluntary odor neutralizer
xXQuidamXx (12:21:56 PM): come on.....
xXQuidamXx (12:22:06 PM): i dunno how they sound...
xXQuidamXx (12:22:10 PM): might be good...
xXQuidamXx (12:22:23 PM): but i dont like the name.... it's too long...
susanis a winner (12:23:21 PM): ...
susanis a winner (12:23:24 PM): okay
xXQuidamXx (12:23:30 PM): like my friend's band...... CPM ..... they're alright.... but they have a gay name...
xXQuidamXx (12:23:36 PM): C.P.M.
xXQuidamXx (12:23:51 PM): christian porn machine...
susanis a winner (12:25:58 PM): that definitely compares to death cab for cutie .
xXQuidamXx (12:26:09 PM): yeah..... dumb name...
xXQuidamXx (12:26:24 PM): but oh well ....
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2003 3 November :: 12.00am
Happy 20th Birthday my love.
<3
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2003 2 November :: 11.30pm
despite being horribly sick, i had the most wonderful weekend <3
*Gainesville was fun.
*Orlando was better.
*Laying in his arms was the best <3
Happy 20th Birthday Benjamin John Garbarino for another 30min.
Happy 20th Birthday Gregory Luke Pishko in 30 min. <3<3<3
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2003 2 November :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: destiny's child - if you leave
after getting nothing but good-byes every weekend after too-short weekend , for you to walk away without even a backwards glance was every one of those sundays combined without the hope of another friday afternoon , and i can't handle the sundays with hope . i grabbed your arm and i begged and i cried and it was all i could do to look you in the eyes for the second you allowed me to . ( when you look somebody in the eyes , it's easier for them to read what's inside yours , and most of the time i'd rather avoid that - that's why ) . the sun highlighted the paved sidewalk and determination that lasted long past lyons road ( the second time ) and i shielded my eyes from your blinding glances cast so nonchalantly upon me . a million thoughts were running though my head faster than i could even process them , but i knew it wasn't going to be anything i said , so i ignored them and studied the sidewalk and kept walking . if only it was as simple as an apology . if only it hadn't come to that . but hey ... all's well that end's well . but i'm still left wondering what's going to happen when the day comes that your arm doesn't fall so naturally around me after three quarters of a mile , and you're a little more set on escaping my badly driven car . you can't sit there and tell me not to question that , because you have all the right in the world to question it yourself . but when i throw my dignity out the window and go sprinting after you with my hair tangled and eyeliner dripping down to my chin , you mean a little more to me than the average person . and when i walk three quarters of a mile in the florida sun in equally unattractive conditions , it would indicate that you mean quite a bit more . so , i love you . don't ever fucking leave me like that .
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2003 27 October :: 5.17pm
on site admissions rock.
definately got into FIU today.
definately got offered scholarship money.
sweet ass, i'm going to college haha.
i guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens w/everything else... keeping my fingers crossed.
I think i need to actually take a trip down to Miami and see this school now that I can go there :0)
hmmmmm i think UCF is next on the reply list then Nov 25th is onsite FAU visit (you know how they like the IB folk)
then FSU & UF and thats all folks.
I think i'm going to apply to USF ... i'm not sure yet.
bother.
this sucks.
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2003 26 October :: 6.29pm
this weekend was GRANDE x a bagillion!
FRIDAY~
Homecoming game vs. Dwyer. we lost. great.
we marched better on Friday then we'd ever & we got a pseudo drum war!!
Greg stayed over <3
SATURDAY~
* got to school around 1.. loved seeing everyone run around, cleaning instruments, getting uniforms.. quite refreshing
* senior speeches... made me remember how much I really do love that crazy dysfunctional organization. A lot of people said that my speech was really good and it really touched me when a lot of people who I didn't know too well came up and just gave me a hug telling me "it was a pleasure marching with you" or "i liked your speech the best"... i can't believe its almost over...
* got to FBA @ Sanataluces and warmed up... we marched out to the waiting area and what do you know, it starts raining sooo the woodwinds run for cover under the concession stand overhang and we wait. It lightens up so we went back out. Marched out and started our show. Once we started playing our first notes, the rain just started pouring down... thankfully after our first song it kind of lightened up. Our performance wasn't as good as it had been the night before but thinking optimistically as we ALWAYS do ::sarcasm:: we just figured it was the festival we wouldn't forget :0P
Finished marching and ran for cover. no pictures :0(. Mr. Lerner got the results.
we got a SUPERIOR! as he announced it I just burst into tears, I don't know if I had ever been happier in my life.. it was such a good feeling... a superior for something i'd worked so hard at and something I definately wasn't expecting. We got through it, Atlantic Community high school band is on its way back to the great band it used to be. Great goodbye present :0)
* afterward we left and Gregory picked me up and we went out for his bday dinner @ Dean Anthonys (great fettucini!!) it was nice.
* Gregory carved me a pumpkin. i love it (almost as much as i love him :0))
* picked up the boys & Cyndi from Ericas house... I said fuck in front of her mom (twice!) POOR.
SUNDAY~
* woke up early and went to church with Gregory & his padres.
* realized how much Catholic church really sucks in comparison to other denominations.
* hung out with my lovey all day and now hes gone :0(
::sigh:: i really do love him sooooo much... 5 months in a week!
TOK essay due tomorrow... i haven't started. go me. oh yeah. i heard homecoming was fun but i wouldn't have given up my weekend for anything.
<3
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2003 23 October :: 1.16am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: destiny's child - amazing grace
i think on chilly autumn( or is it winter yet ?) nights , people start feeling a little more emotional and think a little less straight . conversations get started that are regretted almost immediately afterwards , at the first sign of hesitant responses and purposefully slow questions . the x clicks you out like nothing ever happened , but in reality , it's not that simple . you lie down and close your eyes and videos play in your head that you have trained yourself to ignore , and that conversation you clicked out of runs painfully short and repeatedly in your mind . the fifty dollars bills lying on the floor next to you are a sign that that conversation never would have succeeded to begin with , and a reminder of how fickle friendships are , and to not let it happen again . but at least they'll help you get your mind off of things and stop the neverending parade of suppressed thoughts and memories .
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2003 22 October :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: lucky boys confusion - lbc
only 39 more ounces to freedom ...
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2003 21 October :: 1.13am
:: Mood: period.
:: Music: bouncing souls - ole !
OKAY.
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2003 20 October :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: eve 6 - here's to the night
i don't think i should be this lonely because technically , you're still mine , but sometimes it feels like you're slipping out of my grasp through a series of unfortunate coincidences that keep causing miscommunications or no communication at all . okay, i knew what i was getting myself into , and i knew it would be worth it . i just didn't think it would be so damn difficult every time . and yea , maybe i'm getting a little more quality time with my other best friend or my calculus homework , but you're better than either of those and i'd rather fail calculus and talk to other people only before 9 than go for weeks at a time without hearing your voice . when the only thing i have to hold on to of you is my computer background , and i guess the occasional polite conversation transmitted electronically in 10 point typeface , it starts to feel like it'll be forever before i can look into your eyes or let you "just look at me" . i'll buy you a new phone . i'll fedex it to you with my letter that contains nothing i haven't already told you . and i'll start counting down until 2:50 p.m. , because i never get out of stupid calculus even one minute early . but at least i'll be well-prepared for class .
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