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Jaganshi

:: 2005 28 March :: 12.48am

Lithaladhwen: For those who backlog chat.... apparently dragons could breathe fire because THEY ATE PLATINUM. Or something. And then there was fire. And hydrogen and stuff. The guy behind Animal Planet's Dragons special said so. That's how it wa
Lithaladhwen: s done.
Lithaladhwen: There's a chat transcript to prove it beyond any shadow of a doubt.
DeathRaySpleen: ...you're aware this was about 24 hours ago, right?
Lithaladhwen: The special?
Lithaladhwen: Yes.
Lithaladhwen: My parents watched it, but I am only now able to see the light. And the importance of platinum.
Lithaladhwen: Brian thinks they may have gone extinct because they ran out of platinum. ^_^
Lithaladhwen: That's why it's rare now.
Lithaladhwen: Dragons ate it.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 26 March :: 11.17pm

Recent news.... sorry I haven't updated.

First of all... remember how my roomate moved out at the beginning of the year because she 'wanted a room to herself'? Turns out she thought I was a lesbian.
Awesome. Fucking brilliant and awesome. But at the same time.... why am I always the last to know? First, no one told me I was pregnant (my mother thought I was because strep throat was not the obvious answer... pregnancy was), and now this??


Also, the girls in the room directly below mine were singing all fancy-like. They were being jokingly operatic and it was cool. I replied and we had a sort of bizarre duel. This escalated beyond their Disney medlies and ended in me singing Der Holle Rache (the aria of The Queen of the Night in Die Zauberflote).

If any of you have heard that song... you know what happened.




Yeah. It was a lot like that.

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jaganshi

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.55pm
:: Music: Katamari Damacy OST

Oh yeah. *points to self* That's right.
Professional Assassin
PROFESSIONAL ASSASSIN: You're a pro. A soldier of
death. You have a job to do, and you do it.
Killing is your business, and business is good.


Which Type of Assassin Are You? (With Anime pics!)
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jaganshi

:: 2005 19 March :: 3.23pm

Sore wa... himitsu desu.
Brian and I talk about my icon


He thinks my icon is.... something. All I know is I enjoy it and he hasn't told me to stop using it. =^.^=

Arch mage144: How would you feel if I did something like that with a picture of you?
Lithaladhwen: Depends.
Lithaladhwen: which picture would you use?
Arch mage144: ...I don't know, this is hypothetical. One that looks good.
Lithaladhwen: Would I be topless?
Arch mage144: I wouldn't share those photos.
Lithaladhwen: As long as you couldn't see anything.... and the photo was flattering... Hell I'd probably use it.
Arch mage144: *thud*
Lithaladhwen: *sparkle*
Arch mage144: You sparkle alright.
Lithaladhwen: If I had a digital camera.....
Lithaladhwen: you'd see.
Arch mage144: ...
Lithaladhwen: I would make such icons..........
Arch mage144: ...is that all you'd do with it?
Lithaladhwen: What I'd do with the camera...
Lithaladhwen: is...
Lithaladhwen: a secret.
Arch mage144: *thud*

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 19 March :: 1.17pm

I had a conversation with my Korean cab driver today about how capitalist societies like America leave poor people behind. Also about teen pregnancy, but mainly about the cost of education being overlooked in favor of faulty economic plans.

I ranted about the Establishment with a cabbie. ^_^

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jaganshi

:: 2005 18 March :: 4.16pm

Well, done with my interview now.
I don't know hot it went; I can never tell. We got along fine, but then I can get along with anyone if I really try.
So...
I guess I'll find out at the middle/end of May when I have my final interview. (This is probably why they won't hire me. My interview process is not as smooth and sexy and we would all like. They insist it's no problem, however, so I'll go with that.)

Board RP continues! I'm still excited!

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 18 March :: 12.55am

Yay! My career as a board RPer begins!

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jaganshi

:: 2005 17 March :: 12.00am

YOU PEOPLE NEED TO USE WOOHU CHAT!!!!

THE CHAT IS LONELY!!

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jaganshi

:: 2005 16 March :: 3.21pm

You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people are good at heart.

Chaotic Good

75%

Chaotic Evil

65%

Neutral Evil

60%

Neutral Good

60%

True Neutral

55%

Lawful Neutral

45%

Chaotic Neutral

40%

Lawful Evil

40%

Lawful Good

30%

What is your Alignment?
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jaganshi

:: 2005 14 March :: 11.40pm

Well, I'm feeling a lot better about this break than I was a few days ago. Friday night I was really torn up about it. But, as Spock teaches... pain is a thing of the mind. The mind can be controlled.

I applied for several summer jobs today, and will canvass the local mall tomorrow. Friday I have two more to handle. This should put me where I want to be goal-wise for apps.

I also have a new gmail account, and I do think I like it.

In RPish news, I'm finally getting around to a sketch of my latest character. (Latest to RP, but she's one of the characters I made over Christmas break, so she's been around a little while.) It's a little more anime-style than most of my other drawings, simply because it's too small to work in the amount of detail I prefer to include. At any rate, when she's finished, I'll let you guys know. It will be on my DeviantART with the others.

I'm proud of my characters. I've neatly avoided the angsty bishounen stereotype as best I can. My characters do not brood or angst if there's any way around it. Usually there is.
I'm trying to cover as many D&D alignments as possible and still roleplay the characters well. It's a little difficult to roleplay a chaotic neutral character, but once you've done lawful evil, chaotic good and true neutral, it's the logical next step.
I'm considering getting involved in at least one board RP this summer. RPGWW (my choice forum of consistent awe-inspiring RP) has pretty high standards, and I'll be interested to see where my characters fit in with the existing population.

Anyway, enough rambling about my characters I suppose. You probably don't want to hear any of the specifics. Just thought it had been a while since I'd rambled for you fine folk.

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jaganshi

:: 2005 11 March :: 10.06pm

The time before I have to go up to my parents' house is always the hardest. All I can think about is how tired I am of being lonely and separated from everything I care about. I hate that I have no choice. I have to go because I need a place to stay this summer.

But I hate it. This is the time before I've resigned myself to it, when I feel most separated from Brian... like a child locked out.


I'll sleep in our bed alone tonight. Then I won't see him tomorrow. Or the day after. I won't be able to call him either, since I don't have a calling card. I technically can't use IM.

I'm tired of being alone. I don't want it anymore. I know once I get up there I'll realize how stupid this all is, how little it all matters. Once I get home I won't be capable of hating anything.

Suffice it to say, I miss Brian and it's only been a few hours. I've gone longer without seeing him when I'm working. But at least then I knew I could go back to my room with him and that everything would be okay as long as he was there to make me happy. Now... I can't see the reason why. I'm leaving him for a week and I don't feel like I have a good reason to be so unhappy again. I don't want to go back.



Could you on this fair mountain leave to feed,
And batten on this moor?




I hate it. I hate being there, and I hate the person I have to be just so that I can stay here. I hate myself when I'm there, and there's nothing anyone can do about it. It doesn't do me any good to care.
For the next week, consider me as good as dead.
Have a lovely spring break everyone. I'll see you next Sunday. I'm leaving someone else in my place until then. She can deal with all this foolishness.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 11 March :: 9.42pm

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
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jaganshi

:: 2005 9 March :: 10.44pm

Senki is a genius.

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Jaganshi

:: 2005 8 March :: 1.38pm

I might foam at the mouth, but just present me with some little toy, give me a cup of tea with sugar in it, and I shouldn't be at all surprised if I calmed down completely, even be deeply touched, though afterwards I should most certainly snarl at myself and be overcome with shame and suffer from insomnia for months. That's the sort of man I am.

You see, people who know how to avenge themselves and, generally, how to stand up for themselves--how do they, do you think, do it? They are, let us assume, so seized by the feeling of revenge that while that feeling lasts there is nothing but that feeling left in them. Such a man goes straight to his goal, like a mad bull, with lowerd horns, and only a stone wall perhaps will stop him. (Incidentally, before such a stone wall such people, that is to say, plain men and men of action, as a rule capitulate at once. To them a stone wall is not a challenge as it is, for instance, to us thinking men who, because we are thinking men, do nothing; it is not an excuse for turning aside, an excuse in which one of our sort does not believe himself, but of which he is always very glad. No, they capitulate in all sincerity. A stone wall exerts a sort of calming influence on them, a sort of final and morally decisive influence, and perhaps even a mystic one. . . . But of the stone wall later.) Well, that sort of plain man I consider to be the real, normal man, such as his tender mother nature herself wanted to see him when she so lovingly brought him forth upon the earth. I envy such a man with all the forces of my embittered heart. He is stupid--I am not disputing that. But perhaps the normal man should be stupid. How are you to know?

-Dostoevsky "Notes From The Underground"

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jaganshi

:: 2005 6 March :: 11.55pm

I need to sink my teeth into this spicy chicken sandwich before they turn around and devour my brain.

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