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2005 13 April :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: american idol
lately..
lately i have been having a hard time.. i dont really want to talk about it.. but there seems to be noone else to tell.. i fell like the 2 people i thought i could tell anything to are the ones that are drifting away the quickest... :/
i dont really want to talk..
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2005 13 April :: 6.36pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: almost: bowling for soup
im really that bored...
yeah....
| The Generic Teenager Stereotype | | Do you drink [alcohol]?: | not regularly | | Do you party a lot? How often?: | lol yes i have so many friends to party with in merrimack lol | | Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: | nope | | How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: | prolly around 20 | | Do you skip classes? How often?: | no im a good kid | | Do you have casual sex? Protected?: | not me lol | | Do you steal?: | noo | | Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: | i dont think so | | Do you drool over celebrities?: | like physically drool? no lol | | Do you watch a lot of TV?: | yes i do | | Do you ever watch the News?: | when im wathcing for a snowday lol | | Do you even care about world issues?: | some | | Do you read books often?: | sometimes | | Are you failing a lot of your classes?: | nope | | Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: | i used to :( | | Do you smoke cigarettes?: | nope | | Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: | i used to | | Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: | i guess so | | Do you cuss a lot?: | no...i think it makes you look ignorant and dying for attention or soemthing | | Are you desperate to fit in?: | ...not really | | Are you intelligent?: | at times | | The Goth Stereotype | | Black lipstick?: | oh everyday lol | | Black eyeliner?: | yeah | | Black eyeshadow?: | no | | Black trenchcoat?: | no | | Black boots?: | no | | Black fishnets?: | no | | Black nail polish?: | i have some | | Cigarettes?: | lol no | | Heavy metal music?: | nohpe | | Marilyn Manson?: | lol wow im sucha loser no | | Kittie?: | nope | | Cradle of Filth?: | nope | | Constant frown and perpetual angst?: | lol no? | | Do you like to be seen as: | ?? | | Are you an intellectual?: | not so much | | An atheist?: | agnostic | | Horrible home life?: | lol no | | Hopelessly depressed?: | nope not me | | Suffering with suicidal idealations?: | yeah no... | | Self-mutilation?: | no | | The Punk Stereotype | | Plaid?: | lol no | | Big black boots?: | no | | Mohawk?: | not lately lol | | Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: | no | | Loud, confident and opinionated?: | that i am | | Wild hair colors?: | no | | NOFX?: | no | | Rancid?: | no | | Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: | not many | | A: | A to u too | | The Jock Sterotype | | What's your IQ?: | it was 142 in eighth grade | | Do you watch a lot of sports?: | i hate wathcing em | | Play a lot of sports?: | no im lazy | | Talk a lot about sports?: | lol no | | Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: | i prefer sitting on my ass | | Are you arrogant?: | whos gunna admit to that? | | Are you a male or female whore?: | lol both..no... | | Are you homophobic?: | no! | | Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: | noo | | But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: | o yes ofcourse | | Boobs = yes?: | YES! lol wtf? | | Parties = yes?: | why not | | Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: | no | | The Girl Stereotype | | Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: | i guess on makeup...not too much tho | | Have you ever been on a diet?: | sort of...i started running | | How much did you lose?: | 5 pounds... | | Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: | no...i couldnt not eat | | Make yourself throw up?: | ive done it before when i was sick | | Make-up?: | yep | | Low-cut tops?: | not many | | How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: | full A small B (its sad) | | Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: | i wouldnt know if i didnt realize it | | Giggle a lot?: | i laugh...not giggle | | What's the deal with boys?: | im not sure what the deal is lol | | Thongs?: | no one wnats to see that on me | | Pretty bras?: | sure | | YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: | i like cosmo | | Who's the weaker sex?: | hermaphrodites | | Are you a feminist?: | not really lol | | Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: | yes i do | | How often do you shave your legs?: | like every other day in the winter and everyday in the warmer seasons | | How about your armpits?: | i have like 3 and ahalf hairs but i shave them | | Are you emotional?: | noo | | Especially when on your period?: | noo | | This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] | | Originality or Acceptance?: | somewhere in between | | Independence or Companionship?: | companionship i guess | | Stability or Freedom?: | or those eveb opposites? | | Personal or Interpersonal?: | i dont get it | | Introvert or Extrovert?: | extrovert | | Popularity or Isolation?: | in between | | Unique or Loved?: | u can be unique and loved | | Understood or Individual?: | both | | You or Them?: | you? lol |
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2005 10 April :: 9.03pm
:: Music: hollerback girl x gwen stefani
wicked good weekend
well i had a really good weekend.. me trace, and jan were supposed ot sleep at ashleys last night, but she got in trouble so we slept over janets.. we decided to be the cool kids that we are and went to CHUCKIE CHEESE! woot woot.. lol erik met us there and we all played in the tubes until we got yelled at! lol it was hilarious.. then we just ate pizza and went back to janets.. we took soooo many random pictures.. nd we watched my FAVORITE lifetime movie! (odd girl out)
ya so anyways it was really really fun.. then today we went to papa ginos for lunch.. and then east school to play at the playground, because again. we're just that fucking cool.. ! lol
ya so anyways i have picutes at http://worldisround.com/home/xonixieox/index.html
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Boy:
I remember every little thing
As if it happened only yesterday
Parking by the lake
And there was not another car in sight
And I never had a girl
Looking any better than you did
And all the kids at school
They were wishing they were me that night
And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And we’re glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
C’mon! hold on tight!
C’mon! hold on tight!
Though it’s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light
Girl:
Ain’t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed
Ain’t no doubt about it
Baby got to go and shout it
Ain’t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Boy:
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed
Baby doncha hear my heart
You got it drowning out the radio
I’ve been waitin so long
For you to come along and have some fun
And I gotta let ya know
No you’re never gonna regret it
So open up your eyes I got a big surprise
It’ll feel all right
Well I wanna make your motor run
And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And we’re glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
C’mon! hold on tight!
C’mon! hold on tight!
Though it’s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light
Oh it’s cold and lonely in the deep dark night
Paradise by the dashboard light
You got to do what you can
And let mother nature do the rest
Ain’t no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely --
We’re gonna go all the way tonight
We’re gonna go all the way tonight’s the night
We’re gonna go all the way tonight
We’re gonna go all the way tonight’s the night
We’re gonna go all the way tonight
We’re gonna go all the way tonight’s the night
We’re gonna go all the way tonight
We’re gonna go all the way tonight’s the night
Radio broadcast:
Ok here we go, we got a real pressure cooker going
Here, two down, nobody on, no score, bottom of the ninth, there’s the wind-up,
And there it is, a line shot up the middle, look at him go. this boy can really
Fly! he’s rounding first and really turning it on now, he’s not letting up at
All, he’s gonna try for second; the ball is bobbled out in center, and here
Comes the throw, and what a throw! he’s gonna slide in head first, here he
Comes, he’s out! no, wait, safe - safe at second base, this kid really makes
Things happen out there. batter steps up to the plate here’s the pitch - he’s
Going, and what a jump he’s got, he’s trying for third, here’s the throw, its
In the dirt - safe at third! holy cow, stolen base! he’s taking a pretty big
Lead out there, almost daring him to try and pick him off. the pitcher glances
Over, winds up, and it bunted, bunted down the third base line, the suicide
Squeeze is on! here he comes, squeeze play, it’s gonna be close, here’s the
Throw, here’s th
E play at the plate, holy cow, I think he’s gonna make it!
Ii. let me sleep on it
Girl:
Stop right there!
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further --!
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me !!!?
Will you love me forever !!!?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I’ll give you an answer in the morning
Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I’ll give you an answer in the morning
Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
I’ll give you an answer in the morning
Girl:
I gotta know right now!
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
What’s it gonna be boy?
Come on
I can wait all night
What’s it gonna be boy yes or no?
What’s it gonna be boy yes or no?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
And I’ll give you an answer in the morning
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Girl:
I gotta know right now!!!
Do you love me?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it!!
Girl:
Will you love me forever?
Boy:
Baby baby let me sleep on it
Girl:
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it
Girl:
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it I’ll give you an answer in the morning!! morning!!!!
I’ll tell you in the morning!!!!!
Girl:
Will you take me away, will you make me your wife?
Girl:
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it
Girl:
Will you love me forever?
Boy:
Let me sleep on it
Girl:
Will you love me forever?
Iii. praying for the end of time
Boy:
I couldn’t take it any longer
Lord I was crazed
And when the feeling came upon me
Like a tidal wave
I started swearing to my God and on my mother’s
Grave
That I would love you to the end of time
I swore that I would love you to the end of time!
So now I’m praying for the end of time
To hurry up and arrive
Cause if I gotta spend another minute with you
I don’t think that I can really survive
I’ll never break my promise or forget my vow
But God only knows what I can do right now
I’m praying for the end of time
It’s all that I can do
Praying for the end of time, so I can end my time
With you!!!
Boy:
It was long ago and it was far away
And it was so much better than it is today
Girl:
It never felt so good
It never felt so right
And we were glowing like
A metal on the edge of a knife
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2005 10 April :: 10.40am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: what you waiting for? gwne stefani
a survey...
havent done one of these things in a while :)
| What is your name?: | darien | | How old are you?: | 15 | | When is your Birthday?: | 11/22/89 | | What is your zodiac sign?: | sagittarius/ scorpio depending on the magazine | | Where were you born?: | plymouth | | Where do you live now?: | merrimack nh (sadly) | | What color eyes do you have?: | light brownish | | What color hair do you have?: | blonde | | How tall are you?: | 5' 2" and ahalf...maybe? | | How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): | im excusing myself form that question | | What is your race?: | white | | What is your worst fear?: | being driwned or burned alive or something...? | | Do you smoke?: | nope... | | Do you drink?: | not regularly | | Do you cuss?: | on occasion | | Do you use drugs?: | no | | Have you ever or will you ever steal?: | idk! | | Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: | yes, if i like you | | Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: | ohh no | | Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: | just my ears but i plan on more | | If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: | jack the ripper? idk wtf? | | Do you suffer from depression disorder?: | not lately | | If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: | in my sleep...poisoned...i never really sat down and though about it lol | | Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: | no... | | Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: | i guess so...if i know what u mean? | | What subculture do you belong too?: | what? | | Are you evil?: | whos gunna say yes? | | Do you believe that you can be possesed?: | i hope not! | | Are you a paranoid person?: | all the time | | Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: | everyday | | Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: | no | | Are you a violent person?: | o so violent... | | Do you take your anger out on other people?: | no...i dont get that angry | | Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: | i try | | What is your favorite game?: | scene it is purty fun | | What is your favorite movie?: | the breakfast club | | Who is your favorite band?: | i just dont know | | What is your favorite song?: | colt 45 haha idk? | | What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: | cosmo... | | What is your favorite color?: | red | | What is your favorite food?: | i just cant decide | | What is your favorite drink?: | diet pepsi or coke | | Do you own a pari of converse?: | noo | | Do you own a pair of dickies?: | noo | | Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: | someone else if i had to | | Are you a virgin?: | why yes | | Are you kinky?: | a kinky virgin? of course | | Do you like biting?: | love it | | Do you masturbate?: | as often as i can...wtf? | | Do you watch pornography?: | snowwhite doe sthe seven dwarfs is my favorite | | Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: | never dyed my hair | | Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: | not recently | | Are you hyper active person?: | noo | | Are you religious?: | definitely not | | Do you have any self inflicted scars?: | not that i know of | | Does pain turn you on?: | most definitely | | Do you stand for originality and creativity?: | do i stand for it...what? | | Do you like meeting new people?: | i guess i have to | | What do you like most about life?: | being alive...? | | What do you dislike most about life?: | moving! | | Do you believe in love at first fright?: | ... | | Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: | no | | Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: | oh yes | | Do you own a car?: | not yet | | Have you been to jail, yet?: | no | | Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: | not really | | Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: | not me | | Have you ever vomit while making out?: | whatever ur in to | | Have you held a job for less than a day?: | no | | Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: | haha yes | | Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: | i dont know what u mean | | Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: | no | | Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: | no | | Does the world piss you off?: | im really not that angry |
About Me Personality Quiz brought to you by BZOINK!
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2005 9 April :: 12.54pm
i was paging through someones xanga... to past entries. i read so much. i was sitting here, crying for living the memories of someone else. is it really so wrong to actually care so much to take away the marks that those memories made on this person. i feel so alone in this feeling. and since i got this feeling i have been so sad for i cant make their pain go away. it makes me so sad not to be able to make either one happy. they are the two closest people to me. sometimes i feel as if i care too much about them. i really dont know how to deal with this. since i felt this, i feel the person is only drifting farther away from me. are they? maybe the stress of the paranoia is making me think they are drifting farther away than they actually are... then i talk to them or i see them and life seems happy and we have a good time... then they leave and we may talk on the phone, but it seems they are bored of me and want me to leave and stop talking. ionoionoionoionoiono.
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2005 9 April :: 8.47am
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: colt 45 x afroman
bad night last night
well lets see.. i went to the mall alst night with traci.. it was fun.. so basically my night was good until i got home at fucking 10:30 to find my Drunk ass family all sitting downstairs watching a movie. so i sit down with melissa and watch it too.. but then mellie starts to complain because shes tired, and im the one who gets yelled at for everything seriusly my family has some issues.. then my aunt like nik come here i want to talk to you.. now let me rmind you that shes drunk right.. and so im like no.. just watch the fucking movie.. then shes like are you on drugs.. are you high.. did you somoke pot.. are you on crack.. what the fuck is wrong with you.. so then im just getting pisses so im flip... shes the fucking one who is a CrAcK wHoRe! like no joke.. she has no right to say im on drugs.. wen by the way i was completely straight.. when shes a fucking grrrrrr.. im getting pissed just typing this.. ok so anyways after i flipped out my dad and his friend start yelling at me even more so i just got up and screamed really loud " this family is a fucking wate of my fucking time" .. you all know me.. i need the fucking last word.. like always.. lol.. then i slammed my door and called traci and went to bed.. ya it was a great night..
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2005 8 April :: 2.47pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: holla back girl: gwen stefani
blaaaah
well i havent updated in a while.
i have absolutely nothing to say
that is how completely boring my life is...:(
a comment is always nice :)
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2005 3 April :: 9.52am
:: Mood: Hungover
FuN aSs NiGhT! !
well.. im not gunna lie.. i had an AmAzInG night last night.. it was long needed! ..
well janets mmmy wasnt home so we stayed at her house with Ryand and his girlfriend Gabby.. Then Nikki and steve and some other people were there and they taught us how to play kings! let me tell you.. its a fun fucking drinking game! seriously.. like its crazy! ya.. so anyways ryan got me, traci, janet, and ashley all smirnoff, so we drank.. me asd ashley got drunk.. janets got really drunk.. and traci was like crazy out of this world shit faced.. it was hilarious.. she just kept drinking and drinking.. then nick, tyler, moustafa, and Cj came over, and tyler and moustafa didnt drink.. but nick was fucking trashed to the point he couldnt stand up.. it was fucking hillarious! hahah i was laughing the whole night.. by then it was only like 10:30.. so at 11, traci's mom called and was like im here come outside.. we were all flipping out becasue she was sooooooooo drunk.. but she pulled it together becasue she called us and told us she got away with it.. then after everyone left, me and jan and ash just went into janets room and talked about EVERYTHING, but janet fell aslep and so me and ashley talked for a while
well i have a headache lol
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2005 1 April :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: that song by josh gracin?
woo huuu im back on!
the computer in my room finally works yippieee i got internet bitches im so fucking excited! let me tell you!!!
ok comment please
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2005 31 March :: 2.49pm
:: Music: lil kim: sugar
wellll........
havent had internet connectivity in a while now...so yeah. not much to say...
i might join cross country for next year..even though ill be the worst one there lol.
a comment would be nice :)
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2005 29 March :: 8.57pm
hmm i hate how i have a big mouth. i found out some gossip and i couldnt help but tell a few people when probably someone heard from me telling someone and it went all around and now that person has to denounce what i was telling everyone was true. the thing is... the person who told me would never lie... he has no reason to. so iono. i feel a lil bit bad about saying it cause i know i wouldnt like it... but the other thing is i dont really care what they think or say.
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2005 28 March :: 9.37pm
i dont let him effect me nemore.. im trying to move on from something that was never there in the first place.. im tired of being sad.. and im tired of pretending i ment somethin to him... and its not fair becasue he meant everythign to me... he still does.. but i have to let go of the falseness and move on with my life no matter how hard its going to b....:'(
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2005 26 March :: 10.36pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: vnv nation-carbon
la vedro..
we are home now
out of our heads, out of our minds
out of this world, we're out of this time
are you drowning or waving?
i just want you to save me, should we try to get along?
just try to get along
we change by the speed of the choices that we make
and the barriers are all self-made
are you drowning or waving?
i just need you to save me...
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2005 26 March :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: save a horse ride a cowboy x big and rich
life in general
i am begining to fall into a state of depression again.. usually for people they begin to sink into depression in the winter months.. but not that the spring is coming.. i feel that all the bad can melt away for everyone except myself nothing .. like i go out with my friends and thats all fun and a good time.. but thats not leeding me to love and i think that now more than ever thats what i need right now.. i mean just watching how everyone else can so easily find it.. and me.. the more i tRy.. the more i feel muself getting PuShEd away from it, and i dont know why this is happening.. and i dont want it to happen.. but i just feel like it.. i wish just somebody would LOVE me .. and im rambeling on and on about this but i cant help it.. i dont like what this is doing to me.. i started this entry talking about winter and the forming of spring.. and it somehow turned out like this..
colors swirl in this world of black and white.. vibrant blues and oranges in the world thats all black and white..
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2005 24 March :: 8.15pm
when i woke up, the sun was shining and i was happy. as the sun disappeared and the clouds began to cover... i felt loneliness sink in. i took a shower in the dark. i like taking showers in the dark. maybe its to match the loneliness i feel right now... the sadness. the water was so hott. it felt like it was peircing my skin. it hurt, but i liked the hurt. i miss feeling hurt. pain feels so good. i weighed myself. 121.5 i felt thin today and that was a plus. i was so hungry from track that i ate too much and now i feel so full. so full and fat. work tom. yay.
tonight the moon is full. do you think its telling me something.
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2005 23 March :: 6.30pm
Im getting my liscence in ONE month! april 21st.. knock on wood
amanda's leaving for LAS VEGAS for her singing competition in 2 days!! woot woot
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2005 22 March :: 7.16pm
curves set things off
sooth the soul
i feel dominated by angles, angles, angles.
screaming conformation
what happened to the curves.
curves that flow.
curves that sooth.
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2005 20 March :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: laughing
talking to people
my conversation with Tracii! lol
x 6 TRACii 9 x: o0o idk
xNikkiE 435x: o0o..? couldnt oyu just say ooo or ohh
xNikkiE 435x: lmao
x 6 TRACii 9 x: no becuase im cool
xNikkiE 435x: hehe
xNikkiE 435x: NO
x 6 TRACii 9 x: haha
x 6 TRACii 9 x: SLUT
xNikkiE 435x: hhahaha SKANK ASS BITCHHHHHH
x 6 TRACii 9 x: ok are you talking?
xNikkiE 435x: ok i think i am!
xNikkiE 435x: APARENTLY i am
x 6 TRACii 9 x: who are you?
x 6 TRACii 9 x: do i know you?
x 6 TRACii 9 x: have we met?
x 6 TRACii 9 x: stop talking to me
xNikkiE 435x: my name is Nicole julie Anne Allen Cole Hand willens
xNikkiE 435x: NAACHW for short
x 6 TRACii 9 x: or as i like to call u FAGGOT for short
xNikkiE 435x: CUNT
x 6 TRACii 9 x: bitch
xNikkiE 435x: i love you
x 6 TRACii 9 x: i love you too
xNikkiE 435x: aww thanks skank
and my conversation with Dave!!!
snowboarder08642: :-\
snowboarder08642: i alomsyt got caught today
xNikkiE 435x: doing??
snowboarder08642: my dad dropped me off at his house right
snowboarder08642: and i was gunna smoke
xNikkiE 435x: ahhh.. sooo what happpend
snowboarder08642: so i got my dads smoking thing from like the 70's
xNikkiE 435x: hahhahaha
xNikkiE 435x: andddd...
snowboarder08642: and i got my trees and i was bout to smoke but i dudnt have a lighter
snowboarder08642: then i was like hmm i need to take a shit
xNikkiE 435x: .. soooo..
xNikkiE 435x: hahaha
xNikkiE 435x: thats lovely
snowboarder08642: so i brought the dougout and the baggie and the lighter into the bathroom
snowboarder08642: then my dad walks in the door
xNikkiE 435x: when your taking a shit?
snowboarder08642: yeah but he comes into the house
snowboarder08642: he was suposed to be gone for like 4 hours
xNikkiE 435x: omg!
xNikkiE 435x: so what did you do?
snowboarder08642: so if i hadent been in the bathroom with all the shit he woulda caught me
xNikkiE 435x: hahahaha
snowboarder08642: i through the stuff under thie sink and went back later and got it
xNikkiE 435x: haha thats a GREAT story
snowboarder08642: when i was in thhe bathroom and he wasnt home i was cleaning out the pipe-like thing and there was weed on the floor
snowboarder08642: and i almost lefct without cleaning it up
xNikkiE 435x: jezzzzz.. what were you thinking?
snowboarder08642: i dunnio
snowboarder08642: lol
snowboarder08642: last night
snowboarder08642: i was so high it wasnt even funny
snowboarder08642: i was smoking for like an hour straight
xNikkiE 435x: who were you smoking with?
snowboarder08642: couple of friends and joe alborgini
snowboarder08642: if you know him
xNikkiE 435x: im not sure..
lol
-Nik
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krazykelc1
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2005 19 March :: 9.13am
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Keane-Somewhere Only We Know
goodbye
I was never really able to translate my feelings into words.. All my life I've suppressed my feelings and protected myself from the world full of rejection.. Like my sign-- Cancer the crab.. a person who crawls inside their shell; I never let anyone get too close. My true self rarely ever exposed. Using drugs as a way of putting life on hold.. always caught up in my own twisted thoughts. No one really knows anyone.. you can't trust people, there's so much that every individual doesn't show.. Don't be scared of getting hurt. Don't ever hold back.
I've thought about it.. and I decided you only live once. The past does not predict the future.. Live everyday as if it were your last-- because someday..that will be the case. You need to have fun in your life, make memories you'll want to remember..don't sulk in just one situation. Trust your instincts and follow your heart ..never forget that.
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xonixieox
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2005 19 March :: 8.16pm
:: Mood: blank
with my lover T-Dawgg
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