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:: 2005 27 January :: 11.20 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: The sounds of Final Fantasy 8

Just a quick update.

Glad to see a few of my old commenters returning to me. ^^ -Kissu- Missed you all. -Sneezes- I hate this, I've been sick for like..four weeks. I'm about to head off to bed, but...I wanted to say that my boyfriend for two weeks broke up with me today. x.x My older boyfriend Kris broke up with me three weeks ago after a two year relationship. ._. -Sniff- Oh, my luck with relationships is down right horrible. I'm currently infatuated with someone whose taken, rather sad. ^^ But, it's weird. Everytime he let's me know he's happy, I'm happy. <3 He's sad, I'm sad. I'm very empathetic towards him, which is something new for me. x.x
If he told me that he'd be happy if I jumped over a bridge into a sea of rocks, I'd do it in a heartbeat. It's a bit sad really.

;-; One of my best friends is mad at me for no apparent reason. -Le sigh- I just want her to be happy to. So, I'm clinging desperately to a bottle of tequila and blinking back tears trying to be happy for the sake of the guy I'm infatuated with. He's in a good mood, and the last thing I want is to take that away from him because he hasn't been very happy as of late. I think he knows I like him more than I should. Which is embarassing and reliving all at the same time. o.o

I have this sinking feeling in my stomach that something bad is going to happen tomorrow. -Frightened- Last time I felt this way, a tornado hit my town. x.x It was scareh. >> And they're talking about another ice-storm hitting us, which is very ironic, no? Maybe I'm just paranoid.

-Le sigh- I'm so horribly lonely and confused. I just want to curl up in a ball and ignore the rest of the world sometimes. .-. Oh well...hopefully I'll manage a more happy update sometime soon. ^^

Oyasumi minna-san!

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:: 2005 18 January :: 3.26 pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: The BloodHound Gang- I Wish I was Queer

Molestation on a Tuesday Afternoon
Just popping by for the sake of saying hi. o.o;; So, Hi.

I find it amusing that woohu is like...elite, now. I swell with pride just knowing I'm part of the UBER JOURNAL COMMUNITY! -Snort-

Mm, well. Today was nice, I molested a Asian guy. xD Yummy.


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:: 2005 16 January :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- Bitches

Okay, so I just updated. But, I'm horribly lonely right now. I wanna cuddle, but I have nothing to cuddle with and it's driving me up the wall.

Like I said before, I feel painfully lonely, and I don't do well with that.

-Le sigh- I'm like...coughing up my lungs here. >.<

Wait~ Somebody wonderful is online. I'll go harass him now. -Scurries off with a trail of happiness behind him-


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:: 2005 16 January :: 9.49 pm
:: Mood: Unwanted
:: Music: Mindless Self Indulgence- Faggot

I feel like the potatoe chip that fell on the floor and nobody wants to eat it.

._. Can I really be such a bad roleplayer that /nobody/ wants to roleplay with me anymore? I mean, I tried so hard on a character and an intro that people might like.

My friend says she'll respond.

Awhile later, she comes up with an excuse to try and make someone else respond so she can get out of it.

If they don't want to roleplay with me, why not just fucking say so?

._. Then theres the fact that all of my roleplays on the site are dead/ the other roleplayers 'forgot' about them. I know you probably think it's a petty thing. But, my week has sucked and this is like...pushing me over the edge.


Honestly, I'd appreciate sincereity more than anything else right now.

-Le sigh- I'm lonely and sad, not a good combination since I'm mentally unstable. I'm technically not supposed to ever be left alone to my own thoughts, because they turn me into a "danger to myself and others". Thus the reason I was stuck in a mental instituation for so long.

Oh well.
It's all just a new song to play.


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:: 2005 15 January :: 8.21 pm
:: Music: Glay- Two Bell Silence

I simply felt the need to rave a bit about my beautiful elegant gothic lolita J-Rocking baby, Mana. His clothing is beautiful, so is his make up, and don't even get my started on his guitar abilities. <3 He's like, an awesome manager and owns at the synthesizer. Malice Mizer and Mois Dix Mois, two awesome bands. <3 I swear, he just keeps getting better. Given, Malice Mizer had more personality than Mois Dix Mois, but that doesn't keep me from loving them as well. Someone told me he was ugly, I bit their head off for hours on end. If someone said that in real life I would've tackled them and it would have beena battle royale. xD

I'm an aggressive fan-boy.

Anyway, just thought I'd say that.

I hate sports, gods.
All of them should just...die.
X.X They turn your brain into a mass of quivering, useless flesh that only knows one word "GO!!!!!11oneone".


It completely lacks any sort of elegance as well, which is a warning sign that it must be a complete waste of time.

-Adores Eloquent Mannerisms-

Yeah, so...Today has been My friend is feeling more sick than usual, and I'm worried out of my mind for him. I love him /su/ much, but don't tell him that. >>

-Le blushu-


-Runs out of room wearing a bannana costum-

-Snort- <333 I love that anime /so/ much. ^^ I have no one to talk to right now, so I suppose I'll just keep rambling on.

Oscar Wilde is the hottness, I love his books and plays. I don't know if I ever mentioned that before. -Blink- If you haven't read anything by him, I reccomend 'The Picture of Dorian Grey'. <3 Dorian is t3h sex, and it's funny in that 18th century satirical way. n.n It's like, drama/romance/horror/comedy. O.o My favorite book by him though.

Bleh, bored bored BORED! ._,

I need something to dooo...-Dances-

Well, I should find something productive to do. ^^


All The /LOVE/ in the world for you, doll

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:: 2005 15 January :: 5.29 am
:: Music: Dir en Grey- Filth

Guess whose back~
Quick update before I run off to bed. @_@

Mm, until recently I was in a wonderful relationship, just got dumped two days ago. -__-; Another relationship gone, yay.

I'm currently obsessing over online journals again, so expect more updates. ^_^

I've had a pretty good day, all things considered. xD Spent like, hours outside with my neighbor pointing out constellations. ^^ Then argued for the rest of the time, I love him to pieces. If it wasn't for the age difference I would so molest him.

I'm still a gay as a daisy in May loser, I'm a total nerd...don't let my charm decieve you. -Beams- ^__^ My apartment is covered in anime and J-rock posters, I have a Go Board, fifty billion anime plushies, anime DVDs video games, Every DDR game ever relased with three different pads. Whoot whoot~ <3

Changed up the journal a bit, I thought it was time for a change.


Oh my god, I'm so stupid. -Gigglesnort-

I lalalove you all, comment if you think I'm sexy. <3

Will have a better post tomorrow!

I mean it this time.

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:: 2005 13 January :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Miyavi-Shindemo Boogie Woogie


Don't have much time to talk, just letting everyone know I'm still alive. ^^ Expect an update tomorrow.

Much Love,

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:: 2005 13 January :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Miyavi-Shindemo Boogie Woogie


Don't have much time to talk, just letting everyone know I'm still alive. ^^ Expect an update tomorrow.

Much Love,

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:: 2004 24 June :: 10.21 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Pierrot- NeoGrotesque/ Pierrot- A Pill

La la le le...
'Ello, my dearies~

Your beloved Adrian here, letting you know that nobody has suceeded in killing me yet. ^_^; I'm too fast for that.

I haven't updated for a while, I have not. ._.' I have no excuse either. I haven't even been buseh, I just forgot. -Begs for forgiveness-

So, heres an update on my life~

Recently read book: Interview with The Vampire- again, and The Vampire Armand. ^-^ Both were lovely~

Relationship Status: Depressingly single~ Big surprise ne?

Hair~~: Purple and pink still. ^^

Current Video Game: Beyond Good and Evil, which I just bought today. I lurve it!

Now that you know that, I'm going to prattle on and on...

Oh, you know you love it.



Interesting, no?

You know, I was sick for two bloody weeks. e.e' Blame the children. They carry diseases. v.v They want Adrian-sama dead, they do. With their pet spiders and overly affectionate-ness. Scary, very scary.

In other news, I have bought myself some bright purple six inch platform shoes. Yay me~ -Gigglesnort- Hm...other stuff...let's see. I was cosplaying as Toshiya earlier this week. Not for any reason other than to piss off old people though. -Beams-

Well, your beloved Adrian shall take his leave of you now. So you no longer have to listen to me talk in third person.

Love, Peace, and Platform Shoes,

-Adrian <3

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:: 2004 1 June :: 4.33 am
:: Music: ...

It's here~
Alright peoples, this is me without the Pink streaks in my hair. x3 Thank you Goddess Althena for paying those 2 dollars~ ^-^

-Adrian <3

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