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2007 30 June :: 10.45pm
" Sigh, I'm just kinda like, bloated'
Classes start Monday. BOoo. I like summer. No fucking obligations other than to yourself, your friends and your job. Is that a glimpse of the mature future?
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2007 9 February :: 6.47pm
it sure has been awhile
i was just reading my old entries. i used to be so happy.
he did that. made me happy that is.
i love him for that.
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2007 26 January :: 12.47pm
:: Music: droning computer fans
Hey yall. I'm commin' home to cedar on Saturday. From 3-8Pm i'll be at the round up cheerin' on my man in his crazy hobby: arm wrestling. I may have found someone even weirder than me. Come sniff him out if you dare.
love,
baylee
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2007 17 January :: 3.06pm
:: Music: keys
my life is content. i love pizza hut and my hot delivery boy-friend. The only thing that haunts me is the memory of a friends I once cherished, but now have become distant with. This means you james.
Fuck woohu. This is stoopid.
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2006 12 December :: 6.20pm
porch monkey for life
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2006 11 December :: 7.57pm
:: Music: Computers humming and me longing for a sound card
Wow... it's been a while. I'm going to try hard to make this sincere. That seams to be my problem with posts. I don't want to commit in writing my real feelings. I can converse with a friend, admitting soulful truths, but this is too permanent. And everyone can see. I know, mark it as "password" if I want privacy. But I want to be so honest that my feelings shouldn't exists unless I am proud of them, willing to defend them and share. I guess that means admitting I am fallible.
New note. I think I got raped at a gay club. How is this possible? It was actually more of a sexual assault, because before a rape could occur, "gay luda", (named that because he looks like Ludicrous and is defiantly gay), saved me. Why would a straight guy go to a gay club? I go to men's gay clubs to dance and not to look for sexual partners, just to have fun.
New note.
Interested in stopping AIDs? There is an AIDs benefit this Wed. at Sprial in Lansing, old town (this time we will not be too stoned to find it). It's a drag show with and ensemble cast. It will be comprised of amateurs and pros (and some pro-amatur) from Grand Rapids, Detriot and Lansing. It should be good. And all the profits will go to an AIDs foundation. Give me a jingle for directions. Cover is $8 if you're under 21 and $5 if you're 21 or older.
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2006 2 June :: 4.31pm
i was just reading some of my old entries. i should have seen this coming, and yet how naive i was to still be so happy.
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2006 17 May :: 4.01am
open house
june 10th 2:00-5:00
my house.
be there.
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2006 7 May :: 9.09pm
just got back from the tim and faith concert. it was great.
my ears are ringing...
im nervous about this, but i trust you. know that ok?
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2006 7 May :: 7.52am
this weekend started out rough... real rough. but turned into something wonderful.
i've stayed at keegans all weekend.. its odd being home and him being at work. yesterday we went to holland to support a crew all that (circle junkies) not like anyone knows them.... but it was the tulip festival which was nice, thier performance was really quite pathetic... what can ya do right?
we tried to go to the zoo on our way home, but it was closed, so we went to applebees and ended up running into stacy and ashley and sat with them, that was a nice suprise. then we made one more stop and came home. :)
what a beautiful day.
now TONIGHT brandi and i are going to the tim mcgraw and faith hill concert. i cannot WAIT! ahh. go ahead, be jealous. and if you dont like country music, kindly refrain from leaving a smart ass cocky comment because i dont diss your music, and frankly... it pisses me off when people diss mine. (smiles)
SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL. nooooo. oh well, its almost over.
im beginning to let go of certain things. and i really think this is going to help us ALOT. because a relationship is supposed to be based on trust right? and give and take? thats what we're doing. i cant imagine ever losing my best friend, or that feeling i get in the morning when i wake up and he's snuggled up to me, looking so peaceful before he wakes up. i love that. i love the simple things. those are the things that mean the most.
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2006 4 May :: 9.50pm
people come into our lives for 3 reasons: a reason, a season, or a life time.
which are you?
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2006 29 April :: 2.31pm
tired as hell.
prom was wonderful. still didnt top last years, but we werent really aiming for that. it was wonderful in its own way. me and keegan went with brandi and ryan, im so glad we didnt go in a big group. we got pictures at my house, then at the rockford dam. we had dinner at mangiamo! (the exclamation point is part of the title.. odd as it is) it was absolutely gorgeous. the restaraunt itself is in a huge "old world" mansion. its italian and suprisingly wasnt that expensive. i think it'd be a safe bet to say that we ate at the most beautiful restaraunt. seriously.... lol.
i didnt really care for st. nicks. to me it was set up really awkwardly. the dance floor in its own little room thing... odd. we made it fun though. senior prom.. gotta live it up right? i couldnt have been more happier with the way my hair and dress turned out.. i felt like a princess. and keegan just looked absolutely wonderful. it was nice to see him in black for once. he's gone white, ivory, and FINALLY black. and the black definately looked best. *smiles.... i love us together.
after prom we went to steak n shake and then midnight bowling. we didnt really know what to do. me and keegan wanted to go to oasis, but brandi didnt want to. so we kind of winged it. we didnt want to go anywhere that alcohol might be... which rules out alot of the post prom parties! no worries though. keegan and i went back to his house and stayed there. this morning he even made me breakfast. aww.
all in all i got about 140 pictures. thats gonna be a pain to print!
i cant belive this was my last dance. no more getting dressed up. no more extensive hair, no more beautiful dresses. its about time though. im assuming the next time i get ALL done up like this will be my wedding! bring it on..... all the more reasons to get an expensive dress!
tonights a rampage game. i should probably get ready.
HOLY my goodness did it take forever to wash all the hair spray out of my hair. i havent yet gotten to blow drying it.. but i know thats its mega snarled.
have a good rest of the weekend.
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2006 27 April :: 1.35pm
i just tried on my prom dress and jewlery and all that... OMG.
SMILES SOOOOOOO BIG
im excited now. it still fits. my tan is wonderful. i cant wait to eat at montiago or whatever its called. !!!!!!
see everyone tomorrow!
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2006 25 April :: 1.56pm
*phew... sigh of relief.
in other news.. H's prom promise spiel went good today. I figured that'd be a good message instead of handing out crappy pens. Feedback?
prom.friday.ohgod.
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2006 19 April :: 4.24pm
heres to the worst day ever...
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