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liddlebaby

:: 2004 31 August :: 9.40pm
:: Mood: exhausted

well..
since i didnt do my hw earlier..i gota do it now..im just on my eatin break lol..but thank god 2morro we go in at 10:30..letz see..i just got bak from da gym wid eric..it was fun.got a go0d workout =] o0h mann..lol my dad is so0 funnnny..lol..at da gym he told eric he had an application for him to fill out..n im like huh? a sensormatic one? n hez like yeaa..n were both like..oh..ok? den i got home.n he gav me da application..lol..here..ill type sum of it out

application to date my daughter
what are ur anticipated inheritances? bank balance? name? Phone? address?GPA? SAT score? how fast u run 40 yrds? if u cant run 40 yrds explain why? do u own or have access to ..a van.a truck wid oversize tires.a car stereo.a waterbed? do u wear an earring..a nose ring..a belly button ring..a tatoo...if yes to any of da above yes/no questions.discontinue the application n forget it buddy !!! ( lmao eric has an earring lol ) in 25 words or less what does late mean to u..FILL IN THE BLANK..a womans place is in the______ wen i meet a girl.the first thing i notice about her is her ________ if either of these answers start with a "B" discontinue and leave the premises..den it makes u put ur finger prints..n aat da end it sez after submitting pleez allow 1 to 3 years for processing

lol..imma giv it to eric 2morro..we'll hav a go0d laff lol..wut a funny father i have..x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 31 August :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: mariah carey - thank god i found u

ehh
well i jus got home from skoo feeling majorly ehhh..but im eatin a peanut butter n jelly sandwhich..so0 itz makin me feel better..lol..skoo 2dai was gayy..1st hr took a test..den watch a movie..3rd- notes..5th just randomness stuff..7th..well that was funn.i love it..cuz so0 many koo pplz are in it..but den we had to take a quiz cuz we were talkin to much.gayy lol..but yeahh..umm i shud go n start my hw..but imma rest for a lil..n 2nite prolly guna go to da gym wid eric..but yo no se...err i hope this hurricane doesnt hit us..n o0..herez a lil randomness for u..i think george clooney is so0o0 hottt =] lataaz x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 28 August :: 5.41pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: yellowcard - empty apartment

new layout !!!
you like? lol yeah i was really borrred..so0 i was like hey..why not..i had that other one for a go0d while now..lol..newaysz yeahh..last nite was so0 much funn..eric took me out to fridayz..n im like so0 happy that my parentz are actually like trustin him to take me out in his car..itz awesomee..lol..so0 yeah..oh man..im so0 embaressin..lol..eric ordered a pina coolada..n i had the pinapple that came wid it..n im eatin it..n the pinapple got stuck in my teeth..n was annoyin da hell outta me..n i was tryin to get it out.wid out him knowin..n hez like uhh are u ok..n im like lol uhhh yeahh finee.den i told him.n i was tryin to pick it out of my teeth n it wudnt come out lol ahhh i was like oh god..after a go0d 2 minz i got it out..so0 embaressin.but he just thot it was funny lol...n o0 member that army guy i talked about last entry..the one wid da cutee face..omg he was sittin in da table next to us..i was like whoaaaa lol..n i also saw 2 lil gurlz from camp der..like we were waitin to be seated..n i saw these gurlz starin at me.n im like ok? lol.n den dey waved..n i was like OMG lol..der so0 cutee..n yeahh..after dinner we just chilled in his car..n den he took me home..it was a really great nite =] well now imma go..im so0 borrrrrrred ah ah ahhhh lol..lataaaz x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 27 August :: 3.25pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: shes a tamali

2dai was a go0d dayy
letz see..1st hour - so0 much fun..these army guyz came into our law studies class..n wow da 1st one had such a cute face..n da 2nd one..had a whoaaaa body..i was like..the whole time..switchin his face wid that guyz body..wow it was so0 hott lol..but it was fun.n they brought out da food dey had to eat in da army..which looked like astronaut fo0d..n dey all came up to me n was like..come on try sum.n im like uhh i pass lol..n dey opened up this chicken n rice package that smelt like catfood ( n looked like one too lol ) n dey got out da spoon n was like try it..i was like ahhh get that shit away from me lol..den juan took it n ate da whole damn thing lol haha..so0 funny..den i passed all da fo0d around..den i was like.wait yo pass bak that brownie..lol so they threw it bak at me..n i was like can i hav it..n der like sure.but it tastes gross..n im like.well..oh well..n had it..lol it was funny - - 3rd hour chem..it was alrite..im in a new group.now itz me fonte servia solange n jace..so0 im happy...den 5th..yayayay my retarded eng teacher got firrrred !!!! =D we were so0 happppy..n now we got this gay teacher..like literally gay..lol..wid da hand gestures..earrings..lol..a shiny red blouse shirt..lol but hez koo.. - - 7th umm we played a game..in my group it was timmmy cinthia maxine juan violetttta sylvanna n myself..n we had funn..but effin fonte's group beat us grrrrr lol..n bryan was all madd at me..cuz he sed i cheated on him..multiple times lol.funny stuff...den after skoooo..my babyyyy picked me up..lol..n violetta was like i need to see this kid..n she did..she givz me propz lol..n eric finally met momo =] n ahh his system in his car is so0 hottt i lovee it..n next week hez gettin da speakerz put in..itz gunna b pimmmmp...lol..letz see..2nite my babyz takin me out to dinnnnerr !! =] goin to fridayz..n yeah..that was my dayy..lataaaz x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 23 August :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: eric benet n tamia - spend my life with u

" can you feel how much i love u with one touch of my hand"
wudddup..im over here jammin to this song right now =] so0 umm let me see wutz up..umm skoo was alright..letz see..2dai was a normal day..1st hour..law studies..fricken last nite i helped that boy dustin out so0 effin much..he owez me biggg time.2nd - gay..der was this biggg spider tryin to kill me..but my teacher killed it just in time..wheww lol..3rd- eh we just did a lab..no biggie..4th- art..hehe my project is commin out o0h so0 pretty =] 5th..retarded lol..but we had funn..timmy got sent out haha..lunch - it was funn..um 6th - umm i hav a test 2morro for algebra..hopee i pass..7th - history..the class is so0o0 boring..the ppl in der make it so0 much funn..lol..oh n my hickey went away..lol..itz barely noticeable..yet..3 ppl asked me wut was on my neck 2dai.hahaha..ahhh..n yeahh thatz my day..reallyyyyy excitinnnnn right !!!! lol..n aww 2dai was my babyz first day of college.. =] he liked it..but got alot of work on da first day..n on friday hez puttin in a new cd playa for his car..so0 wen we ride out..it'll b pimmmmp lol..iight..jeez im so0 borrred now..every1 is either not on or away.. =/ well imma go n do nutten sumwhere else byeeeeez x0o

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sameen

:: 2004 21 August :: 11.01am

Everyone had moved on the livejournal. I feel guilty for not using this. But I like woohu. I think everyone has moved onto livejournal besides Kaila and Sam ?

Well after getting sort of a pattern for school, it feels a bit better. But I don't wanna focus on anything negative in this entry. School's great cuz I get to see all the familar faces... that part is awesome. I have friends in ALL my classes. And even if I don't, I have the ability 2 make new friends and not be resistant 2 change. It'll be ok. There r worse things than this. And I really do like some of the subjects. I like learning- just the test/quiz aspect of it. But u know, life is all about becomin a better person and broadening your horizons, and yeah.. we'll never be finished wit that, but why not strive. If no one's with me, then I guess it's me against the world.. and that ok :D

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 21 August :: 12.08am
:: Mood: energetic

my smile is permanent when im with you...
2nite was so0 much funn..i went to da moviez wid mr.eric...but omar travis n tim came along.but we werent with dem..n all my pplz were at da movieez..my cinthia was der..yelitzaaa courtney mervey tubbz justin brenda..i was like ahh lol..but w/e we saw da exorcist.we had no problemoz goin in..but den i had to leave da theater to find cinthia..n den i went bak to da moviez.der like let me see ur id..i was like..ohh damn i left it at home..n der like ok..well..n im like trust me dude..im 17..n dey all laughed..der like ok sure u are..n im like..i am..n der like yeah..wenz ur bday..n im like july 15th..der like wut year.n im like 1987..der like o0..ok..go on in..i was like haha suckaaaaaz lol..exorcist was go0d not to0 scaryy like i thot it was guna b..but it was koo..i jumped at a few times lol..it was go0d..n ah eric..god i love him so so so0o0o much.. =D sighh..ahh lol well imma go..just keep on smiling..n talk to eric..love uu x0ox

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christini

:: 2004 20 August :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: finch- letters to you

woohu is in neglect.
i don't really get it.. we all pay to keep our accounts here.. and then immediately stop using this and move to livejournal.
shows how we love to throw money out the door : )
even though it's only two bucks, but still!
yeah, that's the cheap side of me talking.

so school hasn't been that bad. i mean, yes, it's already considerably harder, and yes i don't get to see the people i used to see a lot that much anymore, but i think the change of that is good, cause you get closer with different people. so yeah.

lots of parties coming up, it seems like there's 38749823 birthdays between now and the end of september, so there should be some fun there.

mm yeah.

i like to be around people that make me smile. i'm starting to realize that when i surround myself with those kinds of people i never seem to think about the bad stuff. so keep the good times rolling!

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sameen

:: 2004 19 August :: 9.18pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Baby ft. P Diddy- Do That

I think all my entries for like.. a year now r gonna be about how much work school is and how badly is sucks- sorry in advance

I seriously start at 4:30/5 and work until about 10/11 at night. [Obviously wit the necessary breaks..] I dunno, I think it's cuz I have my computer on/music playing. Maybe tomorrow I'll try without the music/computer on- wait, scrath that, tomorrow's Friday, I'm NOT workin that hard on a Friday. Some of the classes rn't that bad though. [English, Chem, and surpringly Bio]. History and Spsanish sucks major ass. History, just cuz it's boring. I have no clue what 2 expect 4 the test ?! so I gotta read this weekend and get up 2 date on everything in that class. Spanish- it's just a hard course. And I'm confused in Pre Cal [not sounding conceited, but..], which I rarely ever struggle in MATH. What's up with that? I dunno, it just feels like I'm runnin a race wit the clock whenever I get home. Can u believe these two girls in my Bio class were like.. DISAPPOINTED/WORRIED we didn't get any homework?!

But I'm glad it's Friday tomorrow. Then I get TWO WHOLE DAYS to do homework- just kidding! Rachel's party, and I wanna go 2 the movies.. I WILL go the movies. Good stuff.

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 19 August :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: get lowwww

fjisofjoisfjdoifjois
grr i hav to study n do hw.but im just SO lazyyyy..anywho..skoo was alrite 2dai..long as always...2daii my baby picked me up from skooo =] hehe..ppl were like.i wuna see this kid..but thye all left b4 he came lol..oh well..n wenever i tell ppl hez in college..der like..no fukin way..awesome..lol..but yea i lovee him..he looked so0 hott 2dai..i was like wow lol..den we got home n my mom had to effin embaresss mee..sayin..this is my only daughter..so0 wen ur in da car wid her..u take care of her..i love her so0 muchh..dun speed..i was like mommm..stop bein a loser..but eric was was really understandin..n hez like lol dun worry bout it..i kno how parentz are..i was like go0d..lol..but yeah..enuff i g2g do hw..lataaaaaz x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 17 August :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: que tontos que locos

im so0o0o0 hungrryy
waddddup..nadaz here..just takin a lil hw break..itz nah due till thrusday..but i thot id just do everything now..but w/e umm 2dai was a go0d day i guess..it was our first even day.fun fun..lol..umm i dun hav much to say.umm..i reallyy loveee eric..sigh..hez to0 go0d for me..but im happy..ummm..i reall dun hav nethin to really say..umm this is a very pointless entry..but i was bored..lol.......ok...imma go lol x0ox

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 13 August :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: common - i used to love her

FINALLY !!!!
hehe..he asked me out lol =D ah im so0 happppy lol..so0 2nite we went to da movies me eric n amir..saw alien vs predetor..really go0d movie..iight bak to eric..lol..so0 amir was wid us..n den we got in the theater like 40 minz early.so it was empty..den amir went to da bathroom.n eric was like..hey umm..umm u remember that that question i wanted to ask u..that we were at da gym.n i sed i didnt want to do it den...n im like yeahh... den hez like..n ha member wen we came bak to ur house..n den we were just standin der..but so were ur parentz..n it was veryyy awkard..n im like oh yeahhh lol..n hez like..so0 are u sure i cant take u home..n im like i think my mom wantz too yadda yadda..n hez like..well i was guna ask u right wen i was guna drop u home.n i wanted it to be perfect...but since i cant do that..ill do it here..n im like.okay.. n hez like..will u go out..i mean will u be my girlfrend..i was like..=D YES lolol..so0 yeahh..lol now i hav a boyfrend lol =D sigh iight imma go n talk to mr eric now x0ox

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sameen

:: 2004 13 August :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: salt shaker

just had dinner- i'm stuffed, that's for sure.

well week no. 1 is over. not that it was such an event-making week, but yeah. i'm glad it's the weekend tho. i was excited 2 c everyone, but i didn't even get 2 c that many ppl. this year, ppl who i have classes wit- they're in a lot of my classes, as opposed 2 last year when it was more spread out and i saw more ppl. i guess in a way it's good cuz i'll get close wit those ppl, but i was close wit those ppl neway. the classes all seem like they're gonna be hard. maybe not necessarily HARD, but if u want an a, then u're gonna have 2 work for them. not like alg 2 last year, when u get pay attention 4 the review she did right b4 the test [which, in mind, was exactly LIKE the test] and get by. or morone helpin us out in english. shit, and we'll actually have an accomplished social studies teacher. i always take a long time adjusting. strangely, i always do better second semester. so in a nutshell:

strategies 4 college success:
wudn't know cuz i haven't had the class yet, but shiit, 6 classes r enough- thank u. best part is gettin up late, stretchin my arm, and bein like hahaha i SHUD be in school now.. but i'm NOT!

english:
the lady seems nice, but as everyone has said, boring. but she seems like she knows what she's doing and she'll get us to ap, which is what matters i guess. i dunno, i've always liked english. and sometimes it comes naturally 2 me, but sometimes i get TOO laid back, and that's when i get screwed. but i mean, why is it SO important neway. i don't get it. i mean, i get y math is, but i mean.. unless if u wanna be a journalist or something, i dunno y there's such an obsession wit it. science seems much more imp. sorry goin on a tangent. but i like the class cuz there's liz, rachel, lawrence, sunil, and anand in it. it's one of the classes where it's definitely mixed wit the nerdy ppl and the.. not ? i duno.. i'll let u decide which category i fall under.

us history:
yeah he's already called me the "mistake by the lake" lol and the whole class laughed at me : / it's my parents fault we lived in cleveland.. ok... newayy it's already managed 2 bore me and i alreayd feel overwhelmed. i'll take the blame 4 it, it was probably my fault, cuz i didn't follow through wit the readin assignment, so i was kinda lost in class 1/2 the time, but still- how does he expect us 2 get all that reading done?!?! even peter fell asleep and that says something...

chem:
i'm glad 2 back wit ms swanson [yes i still feel partially guilty 4 giving up ap chem- just 4 that strategies 4 college success class, which bein in ib is practically preparin u 4 college, but still..yeah... but i'm kinda glad i did, cuz i dunno if i wud be able 2 handle it wit ap bio. i duno if i shuda just sticked wit ap chem and social anth. o well, guess we'll never know... but the environment was already laid back and relaxed [besides that test..] and since it's not ap, i can tell we're gonna have time 2 just do nonsense and crap. good times. small class tho. ms swanson is really nice tho...

spanish:
see, i like mrs halcomb herself. she's a very nice, lively lady. u don't ever feel really bored in her class or nething. it's just the gradin itself is hard/strict. but i mean, it's gonna be like the ap. so yeah. i like her tho. and everyone is in that class, so it shudn't be like last year. and it's mostly ppl from our grade, actually, which is also nice.

bio:
well not much 2 say since he's not there. but i really hope he has changed his teaching style. i HATE bein the ones to be experimented on, especially on this class. last year, gov.. whatever, don't care about that class, but i mean, bio actually counts.. we'll see, had fun in there, yeah- not much work accomplished tho. i mean, mr morone, himself, is a great guy, but anyone who had bio wit him freshman year can explain what im tryin 2 say..

pre cal:
i feel dumb already. how is that possibly, i already feel lost in math. and it's not even ap calculus or nething. i just need 2 review and look at the book and not expect everything 2 come 2 me naturally. i mean, i guess that's y we're IN school. but i mean, i think i can get an a in there. mr power is nice. like the bloke [i wish i had a british accent]

so that was this week, in a nutshell. what can i say. not much else i guess. i hope this weekend is accomplished, but fun.

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liddlebaby

:: 2004 12 August :: 7.48pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: aventura - obsession

ughh i hate skoo
well it was da 2nd day of skoo..god i never thot id actually say this..but i miss spanish river..freakin this new skoo is so0 gayyy...u cant wear tanktop shirts like in SR..u HAVE to wear sleeves..wtf is that..none of my shirts hav sleeves on it..ugh..den idk.da schedule for da skoo is gayy too..n den i hadd 1st lunch..wid all my pplz..den dey switched me into 2nd lunch..which i hardly dunno ne1..but w/e..2day was a better day den yesterday..letz see..1st hour - law studies..i sit right next to dustin..assigned seats lol..greaat..he actually lookz so0 good.but w/e lol..but were frendz so0 itz all gravey...den 2nd hour i hav culinary arts..i duno ne1 really in that class..but w/e itz koo..i made a couple of aquaintances (sp?) lol..umm 3rd i hav chemistry..which is go0d..umm fonte..yelitza servia christina nick are all in my class..so0 i hav funn in der..den umm 4th i hav art.which is koo..mattlin is in der..itz koo..den 5th i hav english..alot of loggerz ppl i hadnt seen in awhile are in der.but i dun talk to dem..lol..so itz really only me n yelitza....den 6th..algebra 2..wid yelitza agenn..den to 7th hour..wid yelitza agenn lol i hav so0 many classes wid that gurl..but in 7th hour.wow i love it.so0 many pplz..itz fonte violetta cinthiaaaa..mattlin tubbs.juan sum other koo katz but i dun remember now lol..n lol..itz so0 funny cuz last yr in history i had alex in my class..n he sat right next to me..n this teacher did assigned seatz 2dai..n guess who sitz right next to me agenn ..lol..yeah fonte..i was like ha u cant get rid of me..lol..n umm 2dai i went to guidance wid yelitza to get our schedule changed..so0 letz hope that getz done 2morro..so0 we can hav 1st lunchhh agennnn..lol..but 2dai in 2nd lunch it wasnt all so0 badd..i found jenn..so0 i was wid her in lunch..n jessica is in that lunch..but i was wid jenn..n all her guy frendz..fun..not lol..i was just der like twiddle'in my thumbs..lol..

so0 yeah thatz my update on skoo..lol..umm letz see..i finished all my hw..yay..n eric came over.n let me borrow kill bill vol2...wowowow awesomeeee movie..it fuken kickss assss..n now..im just here chillen but imma go n do stuff lol peace x0o

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sameen

:: 2004 11 August :: 6.43pm

Today was the first day of school [*take not of subject]. I mean, I guess it all right. US History has already managed to bore me, but Mr. Hall seems like a good teacher- at least he knows what he's doing. He said last year he had an 87% passing rate, that's pretty damn good. But there's a lotta people in my class, so that'll make up for it, if it does in actuality turn out to be boring. Then was Spanish. It was fun too, cuz EVERYONE is in our class. Going over the handbook was kinda boring tho. I have second lunch.. both days, I think [500's in second lunch, right?]. Mrs Halcomb is nice, but SUCH a stickler for the rules and her class itself is hard. But, I guess the way she grades is how the AP grades, so it's no good havin another teacher who lets u slide, but then u don't pass the AP. Lunch was all right. Some child thought I was a freshman- I do NOT look like a freshman. What an insult. It's switched now.. freshman year people thought I was a junior and this year people r gonna think I'm a freshman. Anyway, then was Pre Cal- it was all right. I mean, Mr Power seems nice and I don't think I'm gonna have THAT much of a hard time gettin an A, most people I know got A's last year.. It was nice goin to school late tho. I think I made a mistake by dropping AP Chem tho. I feel really.. guilty, I dunno y. I'll talk to Ms. Swanson tomorrow. Tomorrow's English, Chem, and Bio. Great, sciences BACK 2 BACK. I think odd days my worst class will be Spanish and even Biology. Well I'm off to do HOMEWORK [how dumb.. on the first day..should be used to it, after last 2 years tho.. ]

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