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:: 2004 10 May :: 4.05 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: fuel - falls on me

omg. today was craaaaaazy! i get in the car and my mom acts all pissed off and tells me shes angry and that shed show me why when i got home. im freakin out wondering what the hell i did. then i get in the house and theres a fuckin kitten sitting on the table! hes so cute!! and im like, this is what youre angry about?!?! dear god woman i thought i did something. but shes angry because she didnt want another damn cat. but we have one ha ha ha ha. its adorable. we need to name him. she wants to name it stoner or dwayne. i dont really know why. danny says we should name him mr. boots. well, tiger xavior boots. but same thing. and then every suggestion my mom made he put boots on the end so he can still call him mr boots. so maybe it will be dwayne stoner boots. who knows. all i know is hes cute and we need to name him.
any suggestions?

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:: 2004 10 May :: 12.25 am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: black crowes - she talks to angels

im only happy when it rains

According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...

the greatest soco song......hells yea
this weekend was amusing. good times. i got to see my danny. its raining. im happy. thats all i have to say.....
i want to go write. i did earlier sitting outside. i loved it. i felt surrounded by vast open darkness. caught in the middle of a storm. it was...poetic almost...

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:: 2004 6 May :: 6.03 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: alanis - head over feet

no pants day is tomorrow guys! celebrate!

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heh...now that is a fun holiday. make it a good time. dont wear pants. w00t

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:: 2004 4 May :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: matchbox 20 - back to good

we love you!!!!!!!!
ok, heres the deal. me and claire are starting a fund raiser for our band. yea, we need money. so, if youre a nice, kind, WONDERFUL person ::cough:: you ::cough:: you will donate. give us your pop cans. SAVE them! and give them to us. even if its just one, it helps. money always works too. say you spend a dollar, and get like 15 cents back. put it in a jar. and give it to us. or someone who you know will see us, so they can give it to us. ok, we suck. youre awesome. now give us your money and we'll love you forever.

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:: 2004 4 May :: 8.12 pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: mephiskapheles - eskimos

yea, SKA, thats right claire!
w00000000000000000000000000000t. my hair is blue. im better than you. what now. ha ha ha. yay. ok im done with that

someone told me something really weird yesterday. like out of place weird. like not how they normally act/think. at first it didnt bother me, then it did, now i dont really even know what i think about it. it makes for really good song material tho. so this friday with jack and claire we have to make it a song. but yea, its odd. and i dont know what i have to say about it yet. i just need time to think, and try things out. maybe it'll work out for the best. i hope so. yea this is probly all really confusing so... im done.

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:: 2004 2 May :: 2.48 pm
:: Mood: yay
:: Music: some icp shit my sister is listening to

the perfect end to a great weekend
all i have to say is i love my danny <3

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:: 2004 2 May :: 12.21 am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: tatu- all the things she said (russian style. i have no idea what theyre saying)

w00t weekend
so far this weekend has been a blast. i went to claires on friday and we went to the semper-fi concert. we got to hang out with laura, tony, pat, and amy. we saw connie and ryan there too, which was odd. the concert was pretty awesome. pretty boy, i think his name is sam, is awesome at guitar. then we went back to claires and hung out with david till like 2. after we finally fell asleep we were rudely awakened by aaron calling us at 2:30 in the fucking morning stoned off his ass asking to talk to me. ood, but pretty damn funny. today we went to davids and watched anger management. oh and by the way, if claire ever asks you to watch the whole nine yards with her, be prepared for lots of rewinding and her falling off the couch often. good times. later today i hung out with inna and lukacz and natalie. that was a good time. i got to listen to tatu in russian. tatu is hott. i forgot about them completely until this weekend. heh. i also learned how to say really long words in ukranian which i proceeded to forget 5 minutes after they taught me. but i said it, and thats all that counts. w00t. yay me. and now i fear i am done. hopefully tomorrow wont be too akward....meh

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:: 2004 29 April :: 8.39 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: msi - backmaskwarning

como esta el yay
w00t. today was a fun day. i joined the asian club. heh. free food. good times. then i got my hair dyed. its pretty kewl, but the blonde is freaking me out. i dont really like it blonde. i dont do blonde. but everyone at school is making me keep it this way so they can see it. arg. i want it to be blue now. eh, soon enough. BLUE. yay. also, im supposed to say how kewl jeff is. jeff is god

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:: 2004 28 April :: 8.09 pm
:: Mood: quixotic
:: Music: tom petty - last dance with mary jane

this is werid for me. this morning i woke up happy. i had a really good day at school, and im still in a good mood. im afraid to talk to anyone though, afraid i might ruin it. its kinda of creeping me out almost. but in a good way. i feel so much better after yesterday, and i realize that i was just being stupid worrying about everything. everything happens for a reason, and whatever is supposed to happen will. so i have to learn to just let it happen. well, thats my happy revelation of the day. also, i like cactus! what now jeff!?

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:: 2004 26 April :: 2.52 pm
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: yellowcard - only one

mexicans are a good time
this weekend was interesting. sunday was kewl. went to claire's. thats always fun. her friend kevin came over. we all watched gothika. he was pretty kewl, he performed some songs for us about goose poop and the hotness of claire. that was a good time. but saturday was the interesting part....i went to my cottage and guess who shows up out of nowhere? ronnie. i havent talked to him since july and he just shows up and knocks on the door all like "hi!". randomness. but it was pretty fun anyway. he brought dustin and john with him and they hung out with my sister while i, uh...hung out with ronnie. got some fun pictures out of it tho. mexicans are funny. good times.

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:: 2004 24 April :: 8.30 am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: msi - tornado

hobos are my friends
yea....so ya know how caffeine usually makes me tired? well....yesterday i drank six shots of espresso. which is the same amount of caffeine as six cups of coffee. i didnt realize it until i got back to school and i was trying to take a test and my fucking arm wouldnt stop shaking. i felt all wired the rest of the day. all i wanted to do was get up and run. it was crazyness. the rest of the feildtrip was fun tho. i got a balloon from a fake blind lady, saw a hobo with five pairs of pants on and no shirt, and took a picture with a hobo that rapped for us with joe and danielle. ill put the pic up as soon as she sends it to me. its definitely like 8:30 in the morning. i need to go back to sleep. but no. theyre making me go to my cottage. grrrness. hopefully ill get to hang out with clarie and watch gothika on sunday. we were gonna go to the semper-fi concert tonight. that or the foam party at rs. but again. grrr. well im off to stare out the window and write songs for two hours. then do the same after i get there......uh, w00t?

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:: 2004 21 April :: 2.52 pm
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: yeah yeah yeah's - maps

i ate cactus tooday....sounds strange i know, but it was suprisingly not bad. it kinda tasted like jalepenos and pickles. heh. today was funny. sexy pants. he he he. and gotta love my teaches. for some reason there were sewing needles on the floor in geometry and we asked sanderson if he was a cutter. he held the scissors to his "wrist and said it takes the pain away" and pretended to cry. then we gave him the needles and he pretended to shoot up. good times. yay for weird teachers. i also had to do a lab with live fish in bio. ewwness. yea...thats about it. and just to keep tradition going... also, i like coconuts

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:: 2004 19 April :: 6.47 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: taking back sunday - your own disaster

everything is blue
yayness. im excited. wednesday i get my hair done. w00t. you know what that means. BLUE baby. hells yea. i miss my green hair. its been gone for so long. and brown is just getting too boring. ive wanted to dye it blue for the longest time, but never got around to making the appointment. but it is made, thus the excitement. now i am done. also, i like coconuts.

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:: 2004 19 April :: 6.14 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: jason mraz - you and i both

just some tidbits from the trip...
me: oooh! this one is relaxing. smell it! do you feel relaxed?
claire: no, i feel like ive smelled too many fucking candles

claire: only preppy slutty girls would say that
me: yea but im not....preppy

me: hed be like a deer caught in headlights
claire: or a mexican caught at the border

claire: but why am i invited?
me: because youre hot, and they only invite hot girls where there will be drinking

were gonna have to put him down...

hehe. good times

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:: 2004 17 April :: 9.41 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: hot hot heat - oh goddamnit

fizzy pop incense
so yea... frankenmuth was pretty kewl. cody was hott. but he cant change pucker powder for shit. :O) i got to go to birch run and spend a shitload of money. and some creepy guy/girl that was wearing a trench and combat boots went into Guess. that was the strangest thing ive ever seen, so i took a picture. some guy i was in a store with asked me for my number, but he lived in tennesee so ya know... but overall it was a good time. when we came home scott and john came over for a while. we got our asses kicked in foos ball. heh. rob said he bought a guitar...which is strange, because he doesnt play guitar. so he better bring that shit on over here so i can teach him. eric came over on tuesday. good times. today me and claire were gonna go see the punisher with aaron and chuckie but that didnt work out and it pissed me off cuz that movie looked good. grrrrrrr. and me and claire discovered something this weekend. we found that though we ARE emo, we are not emo enough for the games they have in coffee shops. we are emo enough to sit in the coffee shops all day. but not to figure out the confusing games. and we are thankful for that...heh.
cds i need to buy:
jet, every bright eyes, i just got hot hot heat-make up the break down but i need scenes one through thirteen.
so yea, i need money. damn.
im done

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