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imugly

:: 2006 17 January :: 11.38am
:: Music: fuck the knk security(vincent valentine)

gutting my room like a pig
hey does anyone know if Memoirs of a Geisha is out yet? i dunno I ALREADY OWN IT ON DVD!!! i also own The Ringer, Shopgirl, Corpse Bride, Wedding Crashers, Lost Season Two, The Weatherman, Lords of Dogtown, and a whole bunch more. I was gonna buy King Kong, but i forgot, there were too many DVDs i had to get. hot damn the philly philly pines is great! Sooo if anyone wants to come over and watch movies, then do so. And yes, i was definitely bragging back there.

hahaha if anyone wants to know the ending of lost....

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 14 December :: 6.28pm

today is my birthday. as a happy birthday present, i got a nice trip to the hospital.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 19 November :: 8.29pm
:: Music: nike-a-go-go(misfits), the chase(vincent valentine)

its a missile girl
hey so tonight i went to a show in g-ville. well part of one i guess. ashley invited me cuz vincent valentine is playing/has played/is going to play. they might be playing right this minute but i guess i wouldnt know, would i, since im not there anymore. :/ i got there at 445 and it started like 5 or 10 minutes to 6 and i had to leave at 615 since my mom was my only ride and she has to be in tampa at 930. only got to see one band play they were good. fading sound or something. the monistats, bth,the ups, and the whiskey dicks were supposed to play. when i was there they were saying whiskey dicks werent gonna show. um...took a few pics. now i just need to take 23 more to finish the film and get it developed heh. they were like "tonight's show is in 3-d" so i wore 3-d glasses the entire time and im still wearing them like the loser i am but i guess thats me, eh. oh also, a guy in a fedora complimented my trilby lol. probably the first person who didnt make fun of me by singing/dancing michael jackson haha.

i guess ill go to the flea market tomorrow. maybe drop by sally's. if anyone reads this, gimme a call im lonely. 352.854.8633. kbye.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 18 November :: 10.33pm
:: Music: used to love her(voodoo glow skulls)

but i had to kill her
brett and mi padre are in vancouver now. they left yesterday afternoon. after they left, my mom took us to get our hair cut. im growing my hair out, so i just got it trimmed and that is why it doesnt look any different than before. my mom was still getting her hair cut, so laurie and i ran over to books a million to visit ashley. so we went in there and just kept lookin around, and i was like "maybe he gets off at 7" it was maybe 710 by then and we had seen him through the window 20 minutes earlier. i dunno what the point of that part of the story was because we found him anyways, so forget the stuff i just said. we hung around and ended up talking for like a half hour. that was really fun cuz i dont get to see my friends very often. well im going to gainesville now. laurie has to take the violas back to jan's and i gotta get some cds at the record store so adios muchachos.

ps. our living room is now being painted green! i must say i like it.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.04am

byebye!
im going away again. leaving here at 4. be back next monday. im going to michigan. you can call me between 9 at night and 7 in the morning(but i prefer sometime between 9 and 11) and anytime during the weekend because its free. the number is (352) 216-9544 by the way. maybe you will consider leaving a nice little comment? that might be asking too much k bye

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 4 November :: 4.47pm
:: Music: should i stay or should i go now(the clash)

the tired oi
when i chose 7seconds as my topic, i wasnt expecting to write a whole damn thesis on punk culture and history. oh well....

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 3 November :: 8.15pm
:: Music: ball & chain(social distortion)

take this ball and chain
"There was no difference between a saint and a sinner in the skin, in the flesh. It all came from the sweet blood inside. It all came from the tender truth hidden deep inside. The difference between the two was a thin, wavering gentle line. It might change in the heart with each lulling beat. It might change the soft time it takes to breathe... Maybe it's not a thing that is easy to see or feel. Maybe it isn't exactly clean how your heart beats, good or evil, dishonest or sweet, until it's your time all alone in the dark, listening to the quiet whisper of your own lonely heart, the empty thump of your own fears shivering like an ol' kettle drum, bent and rusted and warped all wrong, or the distant murmur of all your hope, the lonely lullaby of a hula girl's song."

That's the ending of a book I just finished. I liked it a lot. I read that part maybe six times then decided to post it here. I hope you like it too.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 31 October :: 9.49am
:: Music: drain the blood(the distillers)

jdsk;f
hey im back from camping. i got back yesterday afternoon. i went w/the pathfinders. its almost but not completely unlike boyscouts but co-ed. it was crasee. nights went down to the 20s. heres something nice imagine trying to sleep in 20 degree weather in an almost nonthermal sleeping bag that if you move from your warm spot for 2 seconds and go back, its already frozen. yes well we were there for 4 days. the last night we got smart. we all put our bags in the one tent and made it the dressing room. then we opened all our sleeping bags in the other tent and everyone slept together. i actually slept that night heh.
on friday we had to wake up at 530, on saturday we had inspection and had to wake up at 6, and on sunday we slept in until 730 which was nice. i didnt even sleep on thursday.
inspection was....i dunno. we did bad. we had to do formations and whatnot. that part was pretty good. site inspection was alright. personal inspection...omg haha. youre supposed to wear black boots and black socks, right, well i was wearing leopard converse and pink socks w/hearts lmao.
i think we made a few honors. i didnt make archery. um omg this one company, NWC, they were show-offs and took everything way too seriously. they were doing drills and stuff like constantly or they never stopped i dont know which one. the drumline was pretty good. that never stopped either lol.

hey listen to this. this lady hung herself in her yard and no one reported it because they thought it was a halloween decoration.
The apparent suicide of a woman found hanging from a tree went unreported for hours because passers-by thought the body was a Halloween decoration, authorities said.
The 42-year-old woman used rope to hang herself across the street from some homes on a moderately busy road late Tuesday or early Wednesday, state police said.
The body, suspended about 15 feet above the ground, could be easily seen from passing vehicles.
State police spokesman Cpl. Jeff Oldham and neighbors said people noticed the body at breakfast time Wednesday but dismissed it as a holiday prank. Authorities were called to the scene more than three hours later.
"They thought it was a Halloween decoration," Fay Glanden, wife of Mayor William Glanden, told The (Wilmington) News Journal.
"It looked like something somebody would have rigged up," she said.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 27 October :: 9.24am
:: Music: texas chainsaw massacre(the ramones)

whoawhoa
I'm back! Toronto was rad. I went to the Toronto Zoo. I'd never been to a zoo before, so that was cool. That place was really big and it got annoying after a while lol. There's something you should know about Niagra Falls. It's way better in person. I heard we were going to see it, and I wasn't very excited. I was like "Eh, seen it a million times on TV and postcards." We got there and I was like "Holy Poop." Rode the Maid of the Mist. haha. Oh! It was really cool our hotel was connected to the mall. Their mall is huge, man. Like, I dunno, SIX floors!
Hahaha we were at the Toronto airport, and there was this yuppie getting his shoes shined! Oh, about that. The Tornonto airport's shoe shining stand actually has people working there. And holy shyt dude I swear to god these are the exact words that came out of his fucking mouth while he was talking on the phone: "....Yes, did you tell Consuelo to clean the pool and have the wine cabinet refilled? We're having guests over..." lmaolmao!
The only worst part about the trip is that I left my dad's fucking BRAND NEW RAZOR phone in the bathroom and he never got it back. There. I'm done talking about it.

I'm supposed to be packing. I'm going camping from today(Thursday) until Sunday. I still have no idea who I'm getting a ride with.
Byebye.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 26 October :: 7.56pm
:: Music: braineaters(the misfits)

Wanna know how to make a peach crumble?

Kick it in the groins!!!!

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 17 October :: 4.13pm
:: Music: this flesh a tomb(atreyu)

UGH
OH POOP. vincent valentine and the know how are playing at the KnK on the 28th and i wont be able to go because im going camping. and even if i wasnt going camping i wouldnt be able to go because of gay friday nights. ugh.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 15 October :: 11.53pm
:: Music: dmv(primus)

damned is how i spell it
Hello. I saw GE at les mall yesterday. Or it could've been the day before. Who knows. I never can tell what day it is. He waved at me and sayed Hullo and it was quite special. He is still teh zecks.

-l==> death to me


imugly

:: 2005 3 October :: 7.09pm

SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE THE SHACK!!!

1 stab | -l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 27 September :: 2.11pm
:: Music: moon river

youre afraid to stick out your head and say "ok, life's a fact"
I heard somewhere that sometimes life is perfect. It has to be, to make up for all the bad times. Well I think with me, that concept has been reversed. Up until this summer, my life was perfect. Then, everything that could possibly go wrong, did. I don't think misfortune missed a single opportunity. Yesterday, I was just thinking Maybe this is it, maybe nothing bad will ever happen again. This could be the one to end all trouble. Then it happened. I found a tumor on Lars. Lars is my baby. He just turned 9 months old a couple days ago. I'm taking him to the doctor today I think. My dad said he would as soon as possible, but he has to work. And I don't know what to do. It wasn't there on Sunday. What if it keeps getting bigger? I talked to this guy one time. He had a rat that grew a tumor, and it kept growing until it was the size of a baseball. Then it fell off and he died. If the doctor says there's nothing they can do, I'm not bringing him home, because I don't want to watch him die. I never want to see anything or anyone die ever again. I've seen it too many times.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 26 September :: 4.53pm

mellon collie and the infinite sadness
Oh God. I'm feeling mentally and physically ill right now. Physically I'm just burning up. But my mental state feels terminal. I just found out Emjay is very very sick and has to have surgery. I don't know what's wrong with him yet. The thing that gets me is that he probably never would've told me. I found out for myself through his blog. And that is upsetting. I just hope he's going to be okay.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 26 September :: 3.36pm
:: Music: tequila sunrise(cypress hill)

just smile and take the picture
i'm supposed to be doing my school work, but i havent written in here in a while, so i decided ill do that instead. ill write anything that comes to mind, because there's nothing to tell about what ive been up to lately. so...my mom is on her way to the airport to pick up the president of mountain view college because hes here to visit. i think she's known him since they were kids or something like that. its amazing how my mom still keeps in touch with like everyone she knew. im not like that. if i havent talked to someone in a few months, i just say "k, thats it" and never bother with it again. i had to clean the house yesterday. i had a bird cage and two rat cages to clean. that took about 3 hours in the hot sun and now i have a tan line. the guy is staying in my room for the next couple of days, and ill be in laurie's room. i did a really good job of moving my stuff into her room, but now her room is a huge mess. i guess ill have to work on that next. i traded brett my black box shelves for two 50-inch posters. pretty good deal. just that i dont have enough wall for them. lol. my room was originally an office. all i have space for is my queensize bed, my armaur, and my desk. the places on the walls are covered by: my dads diploma, a bulletin board, an extra large hed(pe) shirt, some band stickers, and a WWII cloth poster. after cleaning, i went to the flea market to get my bird's wings and nails clipped. i think ill move her out of the garage into my room on thursday. teach her a few new words. i really need to do my work now.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 11 September :: 1.34pm
:: Music: we are the few(streetlight manifesto)

say youve got the cure
i saw the exorcism of emily rose last night. it was pretty good. there wasnt alot of the exorcism, but it had a better point than the exorcist(the original one from the 70s).
so last night i had to go to some party in g-ville. my dinner consisted of banana lumpia, ice cream, baclava, and cake. healthy, eh? after that we went to the cinny. perfect timing because the movie started at 950. we got out at 1215 then drove home. we stopped at waffle house at like 1. i love my saturday nights(wee sunday morn hours) at waffle houses. we got home at 208 and i was in bed by 215 becuase i wanted to fall asleep before 3 tehe.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 9 September :: 5.36pm
:: Music: do you realize(the flaming lips)

i miss everyone
all my friends are busy and no one has time for me anymore. even alex. right now im talking to him online, and i can still tell hes not paying attention to me because he's thinking about Gina. and hes the one whos never left me. ugh i feel so lonely and unloved.

-l==> death to me


imugly

:: 2005 7 September :: 5.48pm
:: Music: streetlight manifesto, thursday, rise against

nothing inside
i had 3 wierd dreams w/GE in them. the first was about 2 weeks ago. we were at an orchestra practice. it was outside, like on the old fhs baseball field, and he was playin his bass. he wouldnt stop staring at me. then after practice, i dont know where everyone went, or where my violin went, but my sister and i were sitting on this mat or like picnic blanket. charlotte and virgil were there too. walking behind GE, and he came up to me and said hi and that he had to bring them. virgil was wearing one of those little child leashes and charlotte was holding it. then our picnic blanket was right next to this chain-link fence and behind the fence was warped tour and charlotte and virgil entered and sat down to watch thrice. the thing about the 'bands' that were performing was that they werent the bands at all. someone announced that they were, but they were like choirs or something. so me, laurie, and GE walked away. it looked like we were walking on the back road by 85th where theyre building retirement homes. so we kept walking in the neighborhood and we got to a cul de sac. there was this little spanish-looking house with a fountain in front of it. somehow we ended up jumping in it. it got really cold out and we started walking back to warped tour. aaron doperalski showed up out of nowhere and him and laurie started going somewhere else. GE and i kept walking. we finally got to warped tour and from first to last was next on the lineup. we sat in the back. there was a wall and we sat against it. i was shivering and he gave me his jacket and held me.

the next dream was on sunday night. Em-Jay and i were at the gainesville mall. i was holding his arm. we went into radio shack. it was across from the pretzel place(which it isnt in real life). no one was working there. so we waited at the counter. this uptight businness man was standing behind us. after a while he said "why the hell isnt anyone working in this dump?" and my brother ryan walked in from the pretzel place. he was wearing a red shirt and had thick-rimmed glasses. that part of the dream ended right there. all of a sudden i was at a public school. it was supposed to be west port i think. most of this part of the dream was waiting in lines. bus lines, before- and after-class lines, lunch lines... different times i saw GE it was supposed to be different days waiting before and after school. we had this game, whoever could find the other person first won. so then, i dunno what happen, but him and i and my whole family ended up on a cruise. we were older. i was 24 and he was 27. i was wearing my favorite fancy white strapless dress. and my black reefs i think. lol. he was wearing a tux(he looks sexy in tuxes btw lol). we started dancing to some classical music on the deck of the cruise. it was night time, lots of stars, and ambient lighting.it was really romantic. pretty soon it was 7 in the morning. we had danced all night. i remember falling asleep on his shoulder. my dad came out and told us to come inside because my mom was getting mad or something. he went to his room, i went to mine with my parents. my mom was dressing in the bathroom. she came out. she was beautiful. wearing an expensive dress and a pearl necklace. she looked similar to audrey hepburn(an asian version of course). i went to sleep in my dream. when i woke up, i had to get ready for my wedding. i was marrying GE. we got to shore and we were on a field i think. i remember flowers. then my mom woke me up in real life. that always happens at the best part.

the most recent dream was last night. its pretty short since i dont remember very many details. i was on the computer. i IMed GE, and he asked if i could send him a pic since he hasnt seen me in over a year. i sent him the pic of me and mary playing foozball. i guess he liked it because he asked me on a 'date'. there was a movie playing at the library and he invited me to it. then my mom told me we had to go somewhere. i didnt tell her about my date with GE. it turned out we were going to the library anyways. i called him in the car and told him id be there. he wasnt there when i got there, and then i had to leave. me, my mom, and my sister ended up driving to this castle-type place. there were alot of tourists there. there was a marble slab creamery. my mom told us she was gonna get us some ice cream. when she got back, she gave me mine, and it wasnt the kind i like. it was like blueberry with nuts or something. there was one scoop in a cup. it melted even before i got to eat it and i hated it. next in the dream, i was in the castle. all the other people(tourists) were eating their ice cream outside. i was in the tower lookin down at them, thinkin how i let GE down. all of a sudden batman was there. but it was GE haha. then he asked me to live in the castle with him, and be his bride lol. i think that was the end of the dream.

if dreams have significance, please explain it to me

-l==> death to me


imugly

:: 2005 30 August :: 1.55pm
:: Music: short skirt long jacket(cake)

mind like a diamond
computer applications has got to be the worse class ever. its not even an elective. i didnt choose it. im here working on code, right, and i get there and theyre like "ok, now click on the button the says 'start'." and they go through 'general' and crap to get to microsoft word when its already pinned to start. they must think im a retard or sumthing. theyre like "to get to a web site, type in the URL. a URL is the blah blah blah..." and then theyre like "and to print a page, take ur mouse and click and drag so its highlighted....."
im not in 1st grade....

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 28 August :: 1.14pm
:: Music: dmv(primus)

enjoy your dots!
i went to bed at 530 this morning. well actually i went to bed at 1030 then i had to wake up at like 115. i called Emjay to see if he wanted to come to the moon and he was like 'sure' you shouldve heard the confusion in his voice when i told him he had to be at my house by midnite. we left the house at 130 and went to bellview. me, laurie, brett, mario. it took us like 20 minutes to get there. the mars was stupid. just so you know. and their hamburgers tasted like beans. they had good popcorn though. we went to waffle house at 330 and mario picked a fight with this old guy who started chasing him with a crowbar hahaha. so we got home at 4...45 i think. maybe later than that. walked around the house for a bit then turned on best of the doors at 515. i just woke up. got my school stuff on friday so i gotta get some giant binders.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 27 August :: 7.21pm
:: Music: johnny cash, nine inch nails

Hurt.
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. What have I become? My sweetest friend, everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all: my empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair. Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself. I would find a way.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 19 August :: 7.18pm
:: Music: konstantine(something corporate)

Can't find the answers, been crawling on my knees
Not all things are worth the consiquenses. But this is. Don't worry. It's not drugs or alcohol this time. It has to do with feelings. And I'm scared to death about it. Because I know I'll somehow screw it up like I always manage to. I've also managed to push so many people out of my life. Because I'd rather be the one to disappear. And I never want to suffer like that again.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 12 August :: 1.47pm
:: Music: one(apocalyptica)

duh-nuh-nuh!!!
OH. MY. GOD. you MUST download this song. its probably one of the hardest pieces ive ever heard. apocalyptica-one. you have to listen to the whole thing. its really amazing. its starts off like classical maybe, then gets darker, and harder. by 3 minutes and 15 seconds, it has pretty much converted, and at 3:30 it is now heavy metal. oh, and you have to listen to the solo at around 4:20. im most definitely going to try to play this song.

i got antiqued last night. ugh..laurie comes in at like 1245 "hey, are you asleep?"..."uh. no."..."ok!" *POP* there was at least 3 cups of flour involved. all over my face, my hair, my pillows, clothes, floor, and basically everything. i had my eyes open too, so i get up, and my eyes are like shut so hard, all filled up with flour, and i open them and dough rolls down my face. i get up and start yelling at her, shes laughing soo hard, and i open my door. brett walks by "what happened to you?"..."ive been turned into a living piece of bread." 5 other people in my house, and no one had any sympathy for me. wankers. they all laughed at me. brett was so proud of laurie too. dude..i woke up this morning with dried muffins around my eyes from the stuff i was too tired to wash off...

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 11 August :: 4.55pm
:: Music: space dye vest(dream theater)

Love is an act of blood and I’m bleeding a pool in the shape of a heart
I can't believe how many things I can say wrong when something happens. omg It's like any possible bad thing to say at a time, I say. The past 3 days...ugh I don't think I'm going to open my mouth or talk to anyone ever again.

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 10 August :: 11.31am
:: Music: counting off the crows(and you will know us by the trail of dead)

super-happy fun times
I'm going to complain, then brag about my weekend. First off, I was THIS close to going to Warped Tour. The only reason I didn't is cuz the rents didn't like my ride. My mom didn't like that I was gonna go with a bunch of boys, and my dad didn't like that the guy driving is only 17(and supposedly not an expirienced enough driver). So then I ended up going to Tally and spending the entire weekend with Mary. that was fun. On saturday night we went to see The Dukes of hazzard. Gooood movie(because imma marry Johnny Knoxville someday). Anyways, it started at 10, and we got there at like 940, so we all chilled, the 3 of us. Then these 3 really hott guys came and sat down, one of em was in front of me. They werent abercrombie hot they suck I hate those dudes. They were like...punk-rock hott. I'd make a guess of 17 or 18. Mmmmm. Whoa, so..then I couldnt put my feet up. Mary started talking to one of them. When they stopped talking, I was like complaining about not being able to put my feet up, so she tapped the guy in front of me's hat, and he didnt turn around, and she kept doing it, then the guy she was talking to like hit him in the face and was like 'they want you' and i was like 'ooh yess we want you'. then the 2 guys and mary kinda started an argument about who's going to move, while i made goo-goo eyes w/the 3rd guy(hahaha). They fininally decided on 'paper scissors rock: if we win we dont move, if you win you dont put your feet up' is what he said. Mary pulled scissors too early and he said they won. but hey, at least we got to play 'paper scissors rock' with 3 hott guys. thats my really long story.
On Sunday we went to see Batman Begins at the IMAX. It was incredible. It was even better than it was at the theatre with reclining chairs, and that place was incredible. lol. After that we went to both Ryan's houses. Broke into the first one and played cards, then legally entered the other one and played foozball(or however you spell it) for a while. The first time playing it. And I lost. Then we made fancy coke mixed drinks/martinis w/lemon, heavy on the salt. It was gross.
oh, also, I stole a street sign. perfect for my collection of stolen property. this post is getting long. bye.

-l==> death to me


imugly

:: 2005 1 August :: 10.15am
:: Music: more life in a tramp's vest(stereophonics)

all apologies
i apologize for not updating in such a while. ok...its only been like...a week. anyways, ive had to deal with rejection. yeah, that crap again. holy shyt...no, twice last week. whoa... im better though. alex and someone else are my damn angels.

I LOVE YOU!

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 26 July :: 6.34pm
:: Music: jumper(3eb)

wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend
im getting i bone transplant next week. or w/e it is. i dont even know. its for growth i think. they have to do some marrow tests on my wrists and knee. i wonder if its gonna hurt....

-l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 25 July :: 12.22pm
:: Music: shut the fuck up(cake)

learn to buck up
guess what. i went to sea world on friday. i had never been there before. pops had a meeting in orlando, so he dropped me, laurie, and brett off there. it was like 100 degrees out. we watched like 10 minutes of a really gay show. then we went on a ride. they only had 2 rides. then they shut down the rides for a while cuz there was a 'storm' coming. so i was like 'hey! wanna eat?' so we got 2 slices of pizza for 17 bucs. wth?! i was like 'bro...we got 2 large pizzas at gumbys for like 9 bucs'. it was so expensive and it wasnt even good. then we walked around some more. i have huge blisters on my feet now. oh! oh! i saw a penguin poop underwater! it was like a jet, man. sorry, but it was swimming at the same time haha. it was probably the 2nd funniest/most disgusting thing i saw that day. 1st was a walrus's weenis(hahaha i laughed soooo hard at that), and 3rd was this manatee. it was like floating, then it kinda went under like it was doing a handstand, and its hole was right there and it farted like 4 times lmao lmao.
ok, then on saturday night i went to a party. it was pretty rad. got back at like 12 sumthin. right on.
i just woke up and im hungry, so imma go eat.

1 stab | -l==> death to me


ImUgly

:: 2005 15 July :: 12.24am
:: Music: a boy brushed red...living in black and white(underoath)

its all in your goodbyes
current clothing:khaki shorts, moosehead lager shirt
current mood:hate
current taste:hungry
current hair:messy
current annoyance:alex and max
current smell:my self
current thing you ought to be doing:sleeping or watching a movie. i think im gonna watch something.
current jewelry:none right now
current book:hitchhiker's guide: life, the universe, and everything
current refreshment:none
current worry:everything. school mostly.
current crush:no one
current favorite celebrity:no one
current longing:to hang out with someone
current music:a boy brushed red...living in black and white(underoath)
current wish:to have my friends back
current lyric in your head:'tonight's your last chance to do exactly what you wanted to'
current makeup (if you're a girl!):black and blue eye liner and mascara
current undergarments:american eagle undies, joe boxer bra
current regret:that i said some of the things i did(and its been my regret the past month or two)
current desktop picture:ocean's eleven
current plans for tonight/weekend:nothing. hoping to go to mary's though.
current cuss word du jour:of the day? havent said any yet. its only midnite
current disappointment:alot.
current amusement:none.
current IM/person you're talking to:no one
current love:no.
current obsession:no.
current avoidance:austin
current thing or things on your wall:geez. alot. hed pe shirt, lars frederickson, es, map, flag, john lennon...
current favorite book:hitchhiker's guide
current favorite movie:fight club, ocean's eleven, how to deal, stealing harvard

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