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I lOove mUh BAbEe'z!! I LOVE NICK'S MY LIL SISTER KAYLA BOYD SO F'N MUCH!!! <3333 I LUHV SARAH ELIZABETH ANGELL !! Sarah, Jill, Court, Marissa, Steve, JAY, Steph, Jamie, Tyler, Carissa, Daniela, Shannon, Matt, Kevin, Daniel, Kimmy, Daniela, Lindsy, Kaela, Evan, Adam, Alex, Amanda, Markus, Mark, Brock, Ryan, TJ, Ashley, Cassanda, Chelsea, Danielle, Chris, Geoff, James, Jeremy, Justin, Roo, Michelle, Leighanne, Kayla n sOo many more.. i luhv yOu guys sOo much !! I LOVE NICK!!!! if my ship should sail from your sight It does not mean our journey ends, It only means the river bends. I think about your face And how I fall into your eyes The outline that I trace Around the one that I call mine So I close my eyes Let the whole thing pass me by I'll run away with you, by my side Love at this age is nothing but sex, sweet talk, and compulsive obsession your the reason i breath i lOove yOou sOo much jillane elizabeth dahms I LOVE MY LIL SISSY CHELSEA!! pick me up now, i need you so bad.. Dance as if no one were watching, Sing as if no one were listening, And live life eachday as if it were your last. break the ones y0u thought y0u loved..when i went d0wn .. all i th0ught to say is hello i will see y0u in hell t0nyte -->im all yourz babii t0nyte --> iLl be y0ur *naughty gurl* i l0ove t0 l0ove y0u babii *

I l0ve
y0u nich0las

i lOve y0u!



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:: 2005 23 February :: 7.37 am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: my chemical romance . && mr . sadds country music playing lol

wow its been fooorever !!

wow i havnt updated since OCTOBER! no one reads woohu anymore but oh well im bored in computer class . well alot has happened since my last update, far far too much to explain . this journal brings back so many memories of last year . i have grown up so much since then .. =\

49 hours and 46 minutes ago
but whose counting
i just thought, I'd let you know
I filled my head with your voice.
And now I'm drowning

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:: 2004 21 October :: 8.14 am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: me & em singing tbs . .

Hey guys .. been SOO long since ive updated.. well not much news .. i go to mariner high now =] and im still with nick <33 7 months & still counting .. today is field day ! and hawaiin day ! =] cuz its homecoming week hehe . . im not sure if im goin to homecoming or not . . n e ways . . thats about it ..

Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
remember more than you'de like to forget

6 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 14 October :: 8.47 am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Nufin`- - Juhst Typin`

Hey its Ema` im on Brittanys WOohu ! <3333. We`re in 2nd. Period.. Puter Class =) Mr. Saad Moved me right by her =) And, im a happy muther effer` =) Brittanys bein` a sneeky sneeky wiff her "SNICKER CRUNCH" Lol. Its Crazin` Crazin`s Raisins ! <3 Hmm.. Well.. i`ll update Toniight if im at Britts house.. Which i prolly will be =) ilu* Brittany Marie Gamester ! <333

<3. Ema`

I love Brittany Marie

cant handle this

:: 2004 13 July :: 9.53 pm

this one if for my lover.
i <3 bailey.
i hope everything works out 4 you babe.
were hanging out soon.

x0x <3 x0x

4 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 10 July :: 1.46 pm

i g0t a lj n im probly gonna write in that m0re then this one but ill still write in this 0ne .. lj is s0o0o hard i hate it but n0 1 has w0ohu anym0re ...
kaayla ill help u with urz cuz i kinda know how to now =]
<33x0x Britt`* <33x0x

5 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 9 July :: 11.34 am
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: fall

thanks for watching as i fall
yesterday was pretty g0od =)
i g0t int0 mariner =D
NiCk .. HiS m0m .. & Ema were the 0nly ppl wh0 actully cared =(..
x OBaBiBriTt xO6 guess wut pretty babii
Brem47 :what what?
x OBaBiBriTt xO6 : imm g0in 2 mariner
Brem47: YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!
x OBaBiBriTt xO6 : yes ma'am
Brem47 : YAY!!!!! OMFG!!!!
x OBaBiBriTt xO6 : i kn0w <3
Brem47 : YAY!!!!
x OBaBiBriTt xO6: ur the only person who cared <333333333333333333333333333
Brem47 :Praise the schOoL BoarD
hehe =) love ya em =/and then i went to nicks.. me nick n kayla watched the texas chain saw mass..n ate =) i love kayla shes 2 cute.. n then i helped kay pack .. *all set* lol.. n we ate dinner n nickz dad made fun of his cl0thz *IWBB* lmfa0 - s0 he changed cl0thz..n w0w i cant even xplain h0w d0rky he l0oked.. he put beige pantz on n pulled em way way up n then ha d lyk a pld shirt n tucked it in n then kayla parted his hair in the middle n 0mfg i have never laughed s0 hard..n then j0sh came 0ver n did the same thing - n then me n kayla went 0n the c0mputer n screwed with pe0ple.. brittany jiZz lma0 .. u smell lyk a chicken..i love kayla sosososososososososos much <3333 i love their wh0le family .. there m0mmie is s0 sweet & their dad is hillari0us <3 ...
anyway.. then my rentz picked me up and we rented butterfly effect =)
the rest of the night kinda sucked =/ i hate liars
=( n0 one gives a fuck about me anymore =/

im pretty sure jay gets home tomarrow..
i dont know if i can make it that long..
i cant think of anything i need more then to fall asleep on the phone with him <3.

and i give you my everything
and you still want more

11 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 7 July :: 10.08 pm

close your eyes
Read more..

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:: 2004 6 July :: 10.19 pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: b0uncin 0ff the wallz !

hey kidzz! its kaela ... heheh i updated ur jernal fer ya britt cuz im s0o f'in bored man. 0kie s0 t0day me, britt, n nick went to Fort myerz beach n ` n0t 0urselfves a nice burn argh it hertz` we went swimin n f0und sum underwater creaturez n attacked each 0ther with them i think i made nick piss his pantz.. den went n g0t ice cream,mickey d'z , n fudge!!! n then we went sh0ppin fer t0yz =p i g0t me 2 n0ise makerz n britt g0t nick stickerz n n0ize makerz as well ..... n then we b0ught friendship bracletz !!!!! markus is at his dads right n0w s0 im meeting him at the mall t0mm0r0w! =] yay so0 there ... i did the fillin` in fer ya babe! mad <3 t0 BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER N' MARKUS MIcHEAL GREEN.... 0UR B0IIT0YZ mwahhh <3 x`kaela`o

britt luvz her chiken finger nick n i luv muh metal head markus

8 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 4 July :: 6.08 pm

happy 4th 0f July !!

0ff t0 red white n BOOM!!
w/ nick and kaela and maybe markus?

5 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 3 July :: 11.12 am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: all the small things - blink 182

lullaby's fill your room, and i will be singing, singing only to you
wow.. i dont even know where to begin.
I <3 nick =D
and kaela!
and sarah and jamie and markus and kayla and felicia and jeremy.

monday..movies..daniel. kaela. notebook. again. loved it. again.
tuesday..tanned.watched a movie with my mommy. i love her. my hair done. went shopping. went to the movies. nick. mark. daniela. spider man 2. harry potter 3.
thursday..nicks. <3.
friday..kaelas house.sarah and jamie. kayla and mia came over for 2 minutes. nick's mom'z birthday =D.. movies without him ='[. spider man 2. again. fell asleep on kaelas lap. fit 9 people into kaelas lil car. me, kaela, chris angell, chris agnello , markus , sarah, jamie, darren and kaelas mom. came home and talked to nick <3
today i was soposed to go to kaelas grandparents who live by miami with her but her dad sed n0 =[
so maybe ill see nick =D
I MISS JAY!!!!!!!!!

24 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 27 June :: 1.32 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: 99x

i c0uldnt love y0u m0re *
i miss jay..
went 2 nicks house =] we watched rest of our m0vie n then markus picked us up & we went 2 the m0viez.. havnt been t0 the m0vies in f0rever saw s0 many pe0ple .. watched the terminal <-- reallllly long movie.. th0ught it was never g0nna freakin end .. when it finally did we went 0utside & then kaelas m0m picked kaela,me,sarah, n chris up.. n she asked if we wanted t0 stay 4 an0ther h0ur n i really did cuz i wanted 2 stay w/ nick s0 i convinsed every1 else t0 stay .. n nick g0t really sick =[ but then he drank s0me water n felt a lil bit better n me & nick walked 2 the gas stati0n cuz every1 was thirsty as hell ..`lets buy bagged ice! what can u d0 with bagged ice? what cant y0u d0 with bagged ice?? lol
<3* n then we finally went h0me - g0t h0me r0und 1`am .. kaela spent the night..

Me & kaela woke up n went 2 nicks r0und 2.. hung 0ut with my babi sister kayla .. watched h0me m0vies 0f muh babii when he was a babii =] he was s0o0o0o0o0o0o cute nd he never w0re cl0thz.. lol.. he haznt really changed lol .. nd then me nd kayla n kaela ate p0psiclez.. played the drumz.. & tryed 2 skateb0ard .. n then we went t0 the m0vies .. saw the n0teb0ok <-- really sad but happy at the same time .. then saw d0dgeball again <-- it was better the second time .. lol .. markus n nick were g0ing krazii laughin.. n me n kae were jus lyk mmhmm... n then kaelas m0m picked us up n we all relised we hadnt ate anything all day.. s0 s he dr0pped them 0ff n we came h0me n ate pizza ice cream & pb&j .. lol .. nd we watched p0rn lyk always .. =D and went 2 sleep...

I <33 nick 2 much *

9 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 24 June :: 7.05 pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: `* shweetest thang *

The funny thing is, you think your the lucky one
`Hey beautifulz =]
im sittin here watchin the shweetest thing with K*a*E*l*A & S-A-R-A-H <-- l0ve y0uz.. hMmMmz..
i went to nicks at lyk 5:30 .. n we watched this really cute movie.. TOP SECRET CLEARENCE BADGE!! l .. nd we just hung out at his house till like 10:30 n then they drove me home.. =] i love him lotz...

wednesday -me n jillys 2 years !
i went to james's house n we went to the movies n saw dodgeball n thats b0ut it.. came h0me n kaela n sarah came 0ver & spent the night...

sarah n kaela were g0nna g0 t0 sunsplash n i was g0nna g0 t0 nicks but sunsplash was full and nicks m0m sed n0 s0 we jus stayed here n did NOTHING !! aggain


4 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 22 June :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: b0uncin 0ff the walls again


---> leave a comment kill me with a sledge hammer and like it !!

9 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 21 June :: 10.11 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: worst december

`Im sick today =[ .. Kae markus nick n i were soposed to go to ft myers beach . . . but kaela didnt wake up till 4 s0o then i was g0nna g0 t0 green wellz with nick mark n daniela but i didnt feel g0od i have a fever n a head ace =/ but h0pefully ill be better s0on =D..

im gonna hang out with steph s0on..
shes one of my best friends but we have only reason hung out just me-and-her twice ..
the 1st time i met jeremy really liked him but that turned out horrible one of the worst things thats ever happened.. like 2 weeks later i almost got raped, killed because of him .. the second time i met nick .. one the best things thats ever happened.. =]...

mm s0o i wonder wut will happen this time =]

My heart is b a r e l y beating
All I want to do is lie in bed with you
All I really ever n-e-e-d is you
All I got to do is g~i~v~e up all I have to be with you
All I want to do is to be close to *you*
All I want to do is to be [ n e x t 2 y 0 u
All I want is you to g-i-v-e u-p all we had to be
I canít remember why Iím here
all i really ever needed is y0u

3 alone | cant handle this

:: 2004 20 June :: 7.13 pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: `* Sum weird s0ng

I could die from the words that you say..
Im HOME !! =]
I g0t h0me .. friiidayy and kaela came over and we watched some weird ass m0vies l0l - passi0n netw0rk , sex monster, l0rd of the g- strings lma0 * we went to bed round 7 am nick n markus w0ke us up at lyk 2 and told us to come over .. we were way 2 tired s0 we didnt c0me 0ver till 6iish .. saw nick for the first time in s0o long =D i missed him s0o0o much ! ..we hung out at marks for a while and watched m0vies ..markus n me were lyk kiddingly hittin each other n he acted lyk i gave him a bl0ody n0se n everyone was yellin at me n i felt so0o0 bad n then he said he was kidding and he was fine =P then went to nicks n g0t thr0wn in the p0ol .. saw my lil sister kayla tattor tot !! but she left today for ky so im not gonna see her for a while =[... we went h0me r0und 11 and went t0 sleep @ lyk 4 n today we jus sat around and went int0 gay n lesbian chatr0omz .. l0l ..

i love kaela kayla n nich0las

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