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:: 2005 22 April :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: [Queen ... Bohemian Rhapsody]

It's Friday.....woooohuu!!!
So everyone...how's it going. This week kinda went by fast, but just cause we didn't do much in class. Today was awful...it was all rainy and stormy and I didn't have an umbrella. My sandals, jeans and shirt was soaked just from going building to building, which took me like 30 seconds. It sucked. I found out some intresting stuff today...I can't stand people. Just so you know, Tabi...I luff you!<3 Yeah, also i'm a little mad at Cody. Nothing big but it aggravates me. Oh well...when I got home I went to the tanning bed and layed 25 minutes. It got so hot in there today. Yea....Dad just left to take my car to get it checked out. That's great! Hopefully it'll be driveable soon! We're all gonna go eat at Applebee's when he gets back. I don't think I really wanna go but they want me to, so i'm gonna. Yea. Tommorow is the Student Tour thingy and music workshop. It starts at freakin 8:15! That means I gotta get up at 7 like a normal school day! TEARS! I'm not sure how Me, Jenn and Tabi are getting there yet. May be riding with Ben in his little pimpin car =] haha. Tabi or Jenn, if you read this call my cell phone cause I gotta talk to you - urgently - bout tommorow!
Onto other matters...I have reports due and I really need to work on them. I always forget my 'materials' at school. Blah. My Freddie Mercury report is really sad. It depresses me, like when I read about his funeral and all that. I just wonder why he had to get aids. I wish he was still alive. I keep thinking about it. Ughh...it's really really pitiful. I wanna post my report on here when I get it done. I hope I can make it really good!
Well i'm gonna get offa here and get ready to leave! Have a jolly evening =]

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:: 2005 21 April :: 3.46pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none

Boring Day!

*EDIT* I added a new music list for your enjoyment...although I haven't mastered it yet so most of the songs are messed up. Under Pressure, Only God, and the last four are the ones. Until then, there's a couple you can listen to if ya wanna =] I will try and fix it this evening! <3

Today was that! I can't even explain. I complained all day long...lol. I'm sure Sarah was sicka hearin it. Oh well!
In 1st we took a LoAd of notes, in 2nd we worked on our research papers which i'm now doing on Farookh Bulsara (AKA - Freddie Mercury) lol. I found out a lot of inteesting stuff...yeah. It's good. In third we did 1 stupid worksheet on Hamlet and that was all. Then in 4th Mrs.Shaw went over vocbulary the WHOLE class and I already had it done so I slept a little. The play people were late gettin back, I was a lil worried until we got the down low from the walkie talkie at about 3. I've nothin to do all evening. I thought about goin to the Buddy League games cause it's the last ones but I guess I decided against that. Oh yea...my arm has a huge black and purple bruise on it...just thought i'd let you know. lol. I can't even count all the people who walked by me and was like HEY! and hit it (not purposely) they either didn't know, or forgot about it. It's sore from my elbow up to my shoulder. Puttin on deodorant hurts and I had to have my mom dry my hair after I got outta the shower cause I couldn't lift the arm =[ tears!
Anyway, i'm watchin Dr.Phil...there's this lil boy on there that has lukemia. Last time he was on the show he was bald then it showed a tape from now and he was like tellin his story then he's like guess what? And he pulled off his hat and he had a buncha hair. That is sooo happy! Yea, it jus really makes me wanna cry. I know, i'm sucha softie...lol. Ohhh yeah speakin of TV, Anwar left Idol last night. I felt bad for him. I don't care much for him but he is soo much better than Scott! O well, I think he will make it =]
I need to get outta here. I think i'll take a nap!
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 20 April :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: [Howie Day ... Collide]

Fever Pitch....lol
Oh my gosh...where in the world should I start?
Ofcourse, today we went to see the West Virginia Power baseball team play at the new ball park. It was alright for the most part. I was excited to get out of school....duh. Well we got there and thought we were gettin good seats, I mean they were a pretty good view. We were in the 2nd row by 3rd base (I believe) Well...there is NO net in front of the seats so guess what? Out of all the people there, I get hit with a ball going 93mph. (What did I do to deserve that?!) It hurt SOOO bad! I was crying...I really didn't mean to but it stung like H3LL! Also, I think I cried cause I was embarrassed. Ben and Alan were laughing, and that really hurt my feelings...and prom crossed my mind...I don't wanna go to prom with a bruise the size of Texas on my arm! Right now...the bruise is the size of a quarter, but i'm sure by morning, it'll be the size of the baseball (duh) It hit Jenn's breast too, cause she was sittin beside me and, after it bounced off my arm it hit Matt in the eye. That had to hurt! And to top it off I didn't even get the darn ball. Some kid who was behind us did =[ That happened within the first 30 minutes of the game and we stayed for 4 or 5 hours so I pretty much had to walk around the rest of the time with a rubber glove (that's all they had) full of ice. Which later busted all over Jenn...haha sorry Jenn! Anyway, all I know is they need to put some nets up cause yeah...someones gonna end up gettin hurt bad, and they're gonna get themselves sued. Also, might add how weird this was when I just saw Fever Pitch and she gets hit in the eye and Ben was commenting on that maybe happening to someone there a bit earlier. FrEaKy! On the brighter side I DiD get to see Mark Rogers (which I didn't let it go to my head too much) and I got some GoOd pics! They're awesome =] I wish he woulda played in the game today!
Hmmm...also while I was there I saw Josh Lions. Kinda awkward, but he waved the first time he saw me from then on out, he freakin stared. Why didn't he just come talk to me? The staring was gettin old. For real. Well, I guess I will give him some props...not really but, he walked by me and snapped his fingers in front of my face. He's a brave one...haha. Ehhh that brings back memories. I don't know what to think bout that, there.
Once we got back to the school there was a volleyball meeting...I probably won't play but I went anyway, then we went back to fourth period for like 15 minutes. Mrs.Shaw was outside talkin on her cell phone the whole time so we didn't do anything. She prolly wouldn't have made us even if she was in there anyway. Mom came and picked me and dad up (cause the truck is broke down) and then I came home and then went to the tanning bed, now i'm here....bored. I am gonna go try and find something to do until 7ish =] Oh yeah...American Idol's on at 9 =] yayayayay!
Talk to y'all later! <3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 19 April :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: [Drake Bell ... I Found A Way]

So...how's it going?
Today was a pretty good day. Didn't do much in any class. Fourth period we got out for a HATS meeting which was awesome...we were gone the whole time. Angie informed us that we get to go on the trip to Nashville...that rocks! I can't wait. I think it's gonna be fun. =] Uhuhuh! I can't dwell on this too much but, 2 players from the West Virginia Power baseball team came to talk to us today at school about college and whatnot...we're going on a field trip to one of their games tommorow. Let's just say Mark Rogers is gorgeous. Ahhh. Pretty much one of the best lookin guys i've ever sat eyes on. The other guy wasn't bad but he reminded me of my brother so...haha. Mark is only 19. I can't wait to see him tommorow, AHHH!! I'm gonna get a picture, hopefully an autograph! =] Yeah...anyway, i'm gonna shut my mouth...lol. In other matters, things haven't been the best lately due to some things but it hasn't been too shabby either. Some things make my life much more enjoyable though so, I can't complain much...i'll make it through. Well i'm gettin outta here, not much else to say!
<3~Shamarie

:: 2005 17 April :: 10.52pm

ok heres alot of stuff to read haha sorry i forgot to put them on here on the day i actually wrote it love you guys

Sunday, April 17, 2005
welps this weekend has been REALLYfun lol to start with i thought it was gonna be soo boring and i would be alone all weekend but no mel saved me from the boredum haha Yay for mel but yeah i was cleaning my room cause i got told i was being grouchy so if i was in my room i wasnt bothering anyone lol so thats what i did and i thought i would clean out my closet cause i wasnt gonna be doing anything all day so what the heck why not lol... then at like 4 something Mel called to see if i wanted to go to the rodeo and of course i did cause i wanted to see what kris looked like haha....... hes a cutie ...... but yeah she came over and got me and we went to the rodeo and was acting dumb it was great... with Shannan yelling at me calling me Red cause he forgot my name..... lol i thought it was cute of him seeing since hes family and all...... welps i also liked how SOMEONE kept on staring but i mean Hey he didnt know it was me lol....... me and Mel kept on walkin past and was like i like starin problems cept she said it in like this BIG hick voice it was great...... welps it was over at like ehh 9:30 or so and like we was talkin to Shannan and didnt know it was over and like everyone started leaving and he was walkin back on the bleachers... he was the only one on them it was funny. so we ended up leaving and going to Ashton cause thats the new hang out spot if you didnt know haha... not really but we went cause someone was there so Mel had to talk......... and Jamie Kept on making Dairy Queen jokes and he didnt even know what was going on haha it was great........ then we went to the fire dept. it was funny... cause Shannan got there and like chased down Jamie..... then mel acted like she was gonna leave and like i went after her and she was just moving her car and jamie thought mel had left me and was like well i can bring you home but then mel walked back over there... and we stood outside for a long time cause Jamie thought we was leaving and locked the door..... welps then we finally decided to go home@ 11 and mom was waiting for us like we had did something wrong.... welps then we dont on the net for a while and i talked to Kris on Msn and was fussin at him for not talking to me at the rodeo and mel kept on laughing at me cause i was dancing and such...i had fun tho lol it seemed like everyone wanted to fight with me last night i dont know why either but by god i was fighting back lol then at like one something Kris was getin off line so i called him and i didnt have his # so he was like well look it up and i refused so Melody being the nice friend she is looked it up and i called him and talked for about 30 mins or so.. then me and mel got back online and such. and finally went to my room at like 3 something to go to bed but didnt end up going to sleep till like 4:30.... Did you guys know that mason 80 is in a different time zone haha Got to love that Justin casto haha welps then today we got up at like ehh 10 something and we layed around for a while then we started watching ladder 49 and we had to stop it a few times cause once we had to go look at the little ducks and once we had to move peaches then at like ehh 2 mels mom called and told her to come home so mel left and i finished the movie and cryed for the last 20 mins if not longer of the movie.... that movie is one of the best i have seen in a LONG time everyone leave your computers right now and go get it good job have a nice day lol.... welps after i got done watching the movie i went outside to my piggies and played with them some cause they are getin fat cause they are to lazy lol then i went to find my 4 baby ducks... aww they are sooooo CUUUUTE i love 'em even tho the mommy will not let me close to them or she will attack.... almost happend 2 times today lol........ welps i went down to the river with mom and she almost flipped the 4-wheeler cause she isGAY and dont know how to ride one lol...... then i came back and moved peaches to a pen down by the dogs i mean the dogs can't see her tho so thats a REALLY good thing cause it is too hot to keep her on the porch and she was acting funny all day like something is wrong with her welps then we put up the pigs and me and mom watched Ladder 49 cause mom wanted to see it..... i have decided she has No Heart! she didnt cry at all.. didnt even have tears in her eyes...... i can listen ot the song at the end and start crying.. soo sad....... then i got on here and talked to Kris some and i think he blocked me cause he was being a big Jerk and i told him about it and he told me he had to go but he would talk to me later...... and got off line.... so im guessing i was blocked... dont really hurt my feelings tho i mean people block me all the time lol oh well no going to Dairy Queen for him hahahaha welps then i showed and now here i am being bored but now im gonna get a going so i can talk to melody and Micheal Much love and God bless Kimberly Dawn

Friday, April 15, 2005
Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: "sweet stuff?" Emmett calls pot "sweet stuff"
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? a Chair
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Passions
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:5:15
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? 5:26
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the water running in the bathroom
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? at about 2 i went down to my piggies
8. Before you [started this survey], what did you look at? icons
9. What are you wearing? shirt and shorts
10. Did you dream last night? yes i did... to long to write tho
11. When did you last laugh? yesterday sometime
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? pictures of my friends
13. Seen anything weird lately? not really.......
14. What do you think of this quiz? its gay
15. What is the last film you saw?hum...... dont know havent seen one for a few weeks lol
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a sporty car a pretty yellow one
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: welps cant say lol cause everyone knows everything about me but this one thing
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? so there wasnt anymore wars. cause i get tired of always hearing about them
19. Do you like to dance? LOVE it
20. George Bush: ehhh... no comment
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Alexandra Nichole
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?Bradin micheal or xavier (dont have a middle name yet) lol
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? sure. dont know what it means but sure lol
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? not sure hope its something good tho

nothing really happend yesterday it was a pretty boring day... i came home and went to sleep at like ehh 4:30 or so then got up and got on here and talked and ate some $5 pizza yummy that is like the best pizza in the WORLD then i went back to bed.. and this moring when i got up i couldnt bring myself to get out of bed IM SORRY SHAINA!!!! ill be there all next week and if not you can get really mad at me......... my back hurt so bad today i didnt do anything or go outside like i usually do or anything welps thats about the mist of my 2 days.... nothing all to exciting..... welps ill update later if anything happens..... Leave me some comments Shaina and keshia..... Much love and God Bless

Kimdawn

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
welps nothing really happened today besides we got yelled at in 2nd.. cause our group was talking outside of the class talk... it was gay but hey we always get yelled at in 2nd...... oh yeah i got in trouble in 3rd too cause Mr Grady is a jerk he was like Kim do you plan on passing this classand i told him i was passing and he was like well fine...Gosh i cant stand him... 4th was gay like always besides the fact Wesley head butted me it hurt REALLY bad mean mean Wesley......i have a bruise (spelled wrong) on my hip from where he head butted me i dont know if i have a stop on my head on not cant really see my head cause of my hair and such... welps then there was band.. gosh i love it lol.... me and Jason had one of our walk and talks i Love talking to him it makes me happy 90% of the time haha.... then i rode the activity butt home cause he had to ride it and he wanted me to so he could have someone to talks to... and like i figured he was gonna sit like in the seat beside me or in front of me or something but no he sat with me lol...... and we talked about alot of stuff then too...he's gonna start talking to me more or so he says but im not gonna get my hopes up.... I just want to be good friends like we used to be. cause i mean we used to talk ALL the time. and now we dont talk at all hardly ....... welps then i came home and ate and such then got ready for Church....... i was gonna call Jason and have him go with me but Alison goes to my church and like yeah i didnt know how that would go lol..... so i didnt call him........ but i drove by myself to church YAY i was happy...... cause mom is gay and will not let me drive much by myself. could be cause all i have is my learners.. not real sure tho lol......... welps me and the tater tot talked about Jason coming to church with me and such and she said she didnt care.....which even if she did .... i dont cause hes still gonna start coming with me on Wednesday nights lol he dont know this plan yet but its gonna happen .. welps then at 9 i watched the first show of that Revolations.... that show is really good.. cant wait till next wednesday at 9 ... then i went to shower.... came in here and read some of my bible..... cause i have decided i need to start being a good girl again..... i mean I'm not that bad the way it is but i have caught myself cussing alot and such. and i dont like it... so from now on gonna try not to cuss... cause i mean i just started cussing again reasonly ....... hopefully i will be able to read my bible very night im gonna try just like a chapter a night or something like that....... hopefully i dont get to lazy............welps that was all of my day...... Leave me some Comments Keshia... cause shaina dont leave them anymore Much Love and God Bless Kim

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
yeps not aloud to have the phone with me anymore after mom goes to sleep... im no longer trusted.... stupid late night talks..... now like ehh last year she never knew bout them like when i would talk to Eric or anyone...... yeah never found out but this year shes like super mean mom at action lol... Oh well...... just means i have to talk on here more and people will not get the full effect of the oh mighty Kim welps this is gonna be a very short entry cause i have to go be a clean kid and shower splish splash i was takin a bath.... ok enough song and little dance...... Leave me some comments.... i love to read them i really do even tho i reckon the Grand Shaina dont love me no more cause she will no longer comment i guess she is boycoting it..... welps ok Shower now Bye!!!!

Kimby

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
welps just got home from school not to long ago... thank gosh i dont have to ride that buss any longer then i do afrter the little ones get on there...... it smelled like WET DOG! made me sick.... welps anyways on to what happend today... welps i didnt want to get up cause i was on the phone till like 3:15 this moring then i was talking to mom cause she has got up and was laying on the couch and i had went to the bathroom and she stoped me on the way and asked who i was talking to and all that jazz.... so i talked to her for a little while then told her i needed a little bit of sleep b4 school lool so i went to bed and then this morning i thought i was gonna die cause the bitch that thinks shes my mom but is the farest thing from it (Grace) decided she was gonna yell at me 1000 times to get out of bed like 45 mins b4 i even had to get out of bed.. so i yelled back and told her to shut the fuck up cause i was sleeping for 45 more mins... well i guess she didnt like that cause she left lol.. welps then i got outside and it started raining some... but like not alot so i didnt go get a umbrella... i should have cause it was raining harder after school lol... welps in 1st i actually worked the WHOLE time lol.. i was proud lol i dont think i have did that much work on there in FOREVER lol...... welps then in 2nd it was gay me Keshia and Shaina got yelled at.. wel not actually but we got told that if "the little group having their own convostation" couldnt jion the group talk then we shouldnt talk at all... and everyone knew she was talking about us cause shes gay like that....... but welps then there was lunch and Velva actually talked to me for more then a second i was amazed cause i mean usually she dont want people to know she knows me lol so what you dont like family that does that......then in 3rd Kesha wasnt there for our group so me and Shaina didnt know what the crap we was doing lol so mostly we just sat there lol.. and i talked to Mrs Kay and Jenn and Bobbi and Mrs Buchannan lol it was FUNNY stuff..... oh yeah and i left for a while to talk to Mrs duke to tell her i couldnt be in the play cause i have alot of stuff going on..... i feel really really bad about not being able to do it but she said she understood she told me not to feel bad about it that she understood but that they was gonna miss me... but like i havent been to practice for a while and i felt like i was leting everyone down cause i wasnt there and i said i could be but it seems like everything is happening and i dont know i just couldnt do it........... I'm Really Sorry!!.... im gonna help like pass out programs and stuff tho i think or at least she said i could help do stuff like that........... welps then on to 4th. i walked with John over to 4th and talked to him till the tardy bell rang...... then read and almost feel asleep but Keshia was sitting behind me and i was scared to sleep haha.... cause i mean she was hitting me or trying to write on me... that mean mean person haha... welps then after that it was time for HOME lol YAY..... the buss was fine up intill we got to ashton. i wanted to tell sharon to let me off there cause the little ones smelled SOOOO bad...... i swear it seemed like 100 nasty wet dogs got on the buss . it was Gross...... thank God i got off the buss when i did...... welps then i got home and started listening to rolling stones and ate some pizza.. and now here i am.. getin ready to go down to the pig pin to let them out in the big lot to play in the mudd lol.... i might update later if something happens that is worth knowing about lol.... Much love

Shaina rememeber Rodeo Saturday i dont want to go by myself cause i mean there is the Rodeo rapist there haha.. love ya!
~�Kimberly Dawn�~

welps im gonna put a song on here for your entertainment lol.... blast from the past with the Rolling stones

THE ROLLING STONES LYRICS

"Paint It Black"

(M. Jagger/K. Richards)

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm,...
I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah!

haha some songs had dumb words.... oh you should actuallty hear it tho it makes me laugh..... oh and one more..........another Rolling stone

Get Off Of My Cloud :: Rolling Stones

(M. Jagger/K. Richards)

I live in an apartment on the 99th floor of my block
And I sit at home lookin out the window imagining the world has stopped
The in flies a guy who's dressed up just like Union Jack
And says, I've won five pounds if I have his kind of detergent pack

Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Hey, you, get offa my cloud
Don't hang around 'cause two's a crowd on my cloud, baby

The telephone is ringing I say,"Hi, it's me. Who is it there on the line?"
A voice says, "Hi, hello, how are you? Well, I guess I'm doin' fine"
He says, "It's 3 AM, there's too much noise, don't you people ever wanna go to
bed?
Just 'cause you feel so good, do you have to drive me out of my head?"

Chorus

I was sick and tired,fed up with this and decided to take a drive downtown
It was so very quiet and peaceful, there was nobody, not a soul around
I laid myself out, I was so tired, and I started to dream
In the mornin the parkin tickets were just like rags stuck on my windscreen.

Chorus
Repeat
welps i hope you guys had as much fun as me .... Keshia... Shaina.... you guys know you love it lol..... Much Love and God Bless

Kim

Monday, April 11, 2005
yeps wel 4-h was gay like always... welps im gonna go work on my xanga now and make it all pretty once more lol...... wish me luck lol im not the best at making things pretty yet lol.... Much love and God Bless

Kimdawn! haha

yeps well today i havent did anything..... well i took care of my piggies and such and washed clothes but thats it lol cause i was being a slacker and skipped school lol.. opps......... welps i went and got my dress fixed its soooooo PRETTY! i love it .. then i got a Gino's pizza... yummy and wellps thats it lol...... now im getin ready to go to 4-H to see the Grand Keshia.......and all the little ones lol..... and turn in a poster that took me 5 mins to make lol.. its crappy and looks gay but OH well.... ill update later and put a song or quotes or something interesting on here later...... Much Love
Kimdawn!

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:: 2005 17 April :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: [Queen ... Bohemian Rhapsody]

Soooo not much has been goin on! Friday me and Cody went to get his shirt for prom and I got a few things. We ate at The Outback...it was good, duh. lol. Then yesterday me and Mom went to the mall...it seemed like we were there forever and then Sarah, Ben, Alan and TJ finally got there and we looked at tuxes, and Alan got one. Then we went and saw Fever Pitch...it was better than I thought it would be. Jimmy Fallon is so flippin hot! uhuhuhuh! Yeah. The ride home wasn't very pretty cause Alan was mad and Ben was bein grouchy. I mean me and Sarah was tryin to have some fun makin fun of the music...LORDY I had a freakin seat belt hook up my behind. I gotta do something to try and forget about that...lol. Jenn's on her way over here I think, we'z gonna chill for awhile. lol. <3 Well i'm gonna get off here cuz I think she's here and she's makin me go get her cuz her dad has to drop her off at the bottom of the hill cause he has a cow trailer. LoL! Bye Bye! <3~Shamarie

:: 2005 14 April :: 5.56pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [Vonzell Solomon ... The Best Of My Love]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....
Hey everyone...ahh! Where to start? Things have changed since the last time I actually updated and rambled on, and on and onnnn! Yeah....sorry about that. Hmm I don't really remember much other than Sarah's birthday party was last Saturday. Bad day other than the fact that I got to hang out with a group of my friends, which was wayyy over due. I love you all!!! Sunday morning I went to Church then later that day Cody and I went to town cause I had to take some pants back. We were only gone like 2 hours...pretty boring.
School has went by extremely slow this week. I can't stand it. There's like 35 days of school left...well 25 for me, which is the bestest =] Only that many cause I have a few appts. and there's some field trips sooo.
Yea, this weekend gotta take care of some prom stuff and Jenn might come over and hang out if she wants to. It's gonna be pretty boring. Mom n dad are like leavin me basically all weekend. Blah...I hate when they do that, cause i'm a wuss and I hate bein here alone at night. I'll probably go somewhere though. There's a field trip Monday but I don't get to go....long story! Grr I hate her! BLAH! Anyway...we're going to a ball game at the new field Wednesday then the next Wednesday, I believe it is...we're gonna go check out Marshall University. Sooo that's good, since i'll prolly end up goin there.
Yeah things are definetly different, for now anyway....that makes me happy. Ahh some things are still driving me a lil crazy cause I got a bunch on my mind but yeah...I really love my friends...ahh! Oh yeah...Nadia left last night on American Idol. I didn't like her, but I still woulda liked to have Scott go before her. And, Bo was in the bottom three....WTF. Uggggh! The show is startin to really tick me off, but I can't help but watch it. I got something to post later, that I got from someone elses journal. I thought it was kinda neat...but it's gonna take me a lil while. I'll edit later if I finish it. If not you'll get it over the weekend. =]
Well i'm outta here! Talk to y'all later! <3~Shamarie

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:: 2005 11 April :: 2.08am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: wallfowers- Closer to you

wow
welps hum. lets see... saturday was Great besides the fact i got up at freakin 6:30 so we could go to the aquarium with APO... almost the whole time i didnt really talk to Grace much cause i didnt want to get ate lol.... but it was fun.... there was this one guy named Greg and like there was a leak in one on the tanks and he was poking it saying theres a hole here theres a hole here and people was passing and probably laughing at him.. cause i know i was lol.. we ate at this place called Donny's pizza...it is GREAT... everyone needs to go to The Newport Aquarium and go to the little shopping place beside it and go to donny's pizza... and get a pizza with the white sause.. yummy..... welps on the way home we had to find our own why back cause Davie stayed with his Gf up there and he was the one we followed there lol... so basically we was LOST.. thanks Davie........ welps then when we got to Ashland we stoped at the town center.. and was there for like 30 mins maybe and when we left we got stoped at a red light... and this guy beside us was staring at me and shiz... and when we was driving away he did the head wave and like winked at me so i waved back and was joking with Grace and told her we should go follow him... and like she went off on me and was yelling at me wanting to go follow when i was just joking.... and she was like Kim you know if someone didnt know you they would think you was a whore by how you act about and around guys........ she said i always want to go find some hot guy to talk to.... well i mean what teenage girl dont want to........ so basically i stoped talking to her. then when we was almost home she asked me if i liked the Aquarium and i told her i did besides the fact that there was alot of people ( i dont like crouds they make me sick. like i get really dizzy and get a bad head ache.... its not like i can help it) and she was all yelling at me and was like Kim you need to get over that the world is full of people and you cant get thru life with out being around people... oh gosh she pissed me off soo bad.. im still not talking to her.....we ended up getin home at like 9 something and mom ask me how i liked it and i told her i had a blast till we got to ashland... and then i wanted to jump out of the car lol..... and i told her and hershal about how Grace called me a whore..... and i was like you know what i mean if i was out sleeping around then sure i would be a whore. i would call myself a whore.. but im not i havent even did anything besides kiss a guy so i dont know how i could even be close to being a whore.. and hershal had the deer in the headlight look and then was like you have a good point there lol hes so dumb you gonna love him..... welps then i didnt talk to Grace for the rest of the night of today for that matter.... but like today mom came in my room at like 15 after 9 and asked if i was going to church and i said no cause i forgot about tabi coming over to go.. so mom layed down and talked to me for a while. then at like 9:30 tabi came over and i had to hurry and get ready for Church haha oh well at least we made it there. only a few mins late lol welps i didnt stay for actual church i didnt feel good.. well it wanst i didnt feel good its just i didnt feel normal lol if you guys know what im talking about..... welps then i came home and went to moms room and was watching tv all day... it was fun lol i was either sleeping or watching tv.. it was my lazy day. i watched that movie Odd Girl Out... it was REALLY good......... welps now im talking to Fen, Junior, and the great Eric haha welps im gonna go.. Leave me some comments Much love and like Always God Bless!

Kimberly Dawn Saunders

:: 2005 8 April :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Jo Dee Messina - My give a damn's busted

my day

welps once again it is time to update this... i dont know why i update everyday nothing ever happens lol... first was gay like it always is... it didnt start getin fun till like the end when Keshia T and Tabby was drawing lol then in 2nd it was soo funny i loved it! i have a new name... i am now from China my name is KIMDAWN! haha Great stuff..... then there was lunch and it was boring like always... we ate then sat in the gym.. pure gayness i tell you what lol.... then in 3rd i saved Shaina's life cause she was soo hungery she about died... i gave her crackers.... Mr. Grady acts like hes about 12 or so lol he was trying to take my silly putty lol.. Not cool Mr. Grady!...... then in 4th there was a test and Keshia T left early but hey she always does on test day lol..... welps then when i got home i got on here and talked to Shaina and then went running... yes once again Kim Saunders was running lol.. its gonna be a EVERY day thing now.. cause i stil beleive im fat and need to shed a few pounds lol...... welps then i came in and ate and fought with Grace and then got a shower.... and got really bored so went running again.... 2 times in one day.... dang haha...... but this time when i got to the rail road bridge i tripped when walking out to the little thing you can stand on and almost fell in the nasty creek then there would no longer be a Kimdawn i would be fish food ..... but that didnt happen thank goodness.. then i came in here and talked to shaina for a long time.... then My good ol Adam got on and we had a nice convo till Grace got in here and he had said something i really didnt want grace to read so i told him BRB and he ok and i guess Grace was in here to dang on long cause he left me he never answered me question and i really wanted to know the answer.... stupid Grace........ Much Love and leave me some comments KIMDAWN!!!

Jennay i hope you had fun at your concert

kimmay2007

:: 2005 8 April :: 4.05pm

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What Rejected Crayon Are You?

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:: 2005 8 April :: 3.57pm
:: Music: Sir mix alot- jump on it

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You Are 60% Normal

(Really Normal)

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal

You're like most people most of the time

But you've got those quirks that make you endearing

You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

and you guys say im not normal lol

In 1989 (the year you were born)

George H.W. Bush becomes president of the US

The largest oil spill in US history occurs after the Exxon Valdez strikes Blight Reef in Alaska's Prince William sound

In Liverpool, England a soccer stadium barrier collapses killing 94 people

Hurricane Hugo causes 71 deaths and $4.2 billion in damage

A massive earthquake hits the San Francisco Bay area minutes before the World Series between the Giants and A's

The Berlin Wall comes down, symbolically ending the Cold War

Serial killer Ted Bundy is executed in Florida's electric chair

Ayatollah Khomeini places a three-million-US dollar bounty for the death of author Salman Rushdie

Actress Zsa Zsa Gabor is arrested in Beverly Hills, California after slapping a motorcycle police officer

Nintendo released its popular handheld video game player, Game Boy

Oakland Athletics win the World Series

San Francisco 49ers win Superbowl XXIII

Calgary Flames win the Stanley Cup

Batman is the top grossing film

"Look Away" by Chicago spends the most time at the top of the US charts

Talk show host, Geraldo Rivera's nose is broken during a taping of his show, when a fight erupts on the set between guests

The Arsenio Hall Show and The Simpsons premiere

Dragonball Z premieres on Japanese television

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

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You Belong in 1965

1965

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

:: 2005 8 April :: 12.58am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: [Nikko Smith ... Can We Talk?]

Come Back Kid!
Nikko was on Jay Leno tonight...He basically complimented Nikko the whole time and agreed with the fact that he got screwed. I say this because as Nikko was leaving, Jay said 'Ladies and gentlemen, Nikko Smith...screwed over, once again!' Then they hugged and he left. Jay ROCKS! He gave him a free dinner at 'Acapulco' and it showed him eating there, during the show...but theres a little skit behind that. Everyone is so ticked about this. It's annoying. Some girl found a tally of tuesday nights votes and Scott Savol was actually the one dead last. I dunno if that's real but if I find out it is...I really won't wanna watch American Idol ever again! Err...I'm listenin to Nikko and it makes me happy and sad at the same time. It's weird and confusing I luff him! Since him and Bo were really close throughout his time there, I think Bo's gonna get my votes now. =]
Well I went shopping tonight and got a bunch of stuff. I'm happy! Tommorow I guess we're goin to the Youth Expo again. Fun Fun! haha. Yeah...Bobbi and Jenn are so lucky. They're going to a Taking Back Sunday concert tommorow night...well I guess you'd say it's tonight now. Wowzers. I'm gettin outta here!

One last comment to Nikko (well, for the day...at least! haha) Huni, you do whatever your sweet lil heart tells ya to do, so that you can make it to the top, where you belong! <3

Next time you come my way
I know just what to say
Can we talk, for a minute?
Girl I want to know your name
One more chance with you again
I will not let it go
Oh babe, give me just one more chance
At love, love, love, love

sweetiepie2006

:: 2005 7 April :: 9.24pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday CD :)

**concert time**
Hi! Ok...last Saturday was my party at BillyBobs...haha... I am like so mature. The time went by really fast tho. My carebear cake was just so sexy =] Sunday was my party for my family...gosh I love presents...they're so great. Well Monday was my real birthday and I did not wanna go to school at all so Mommy let me stay home...I love her!! haha...She actually let me drive to the mall and back...it was so great and yeah I'm an awesome driver. The day went by so fast...I love how I look forward to my next birthday the day after my birthday. There's like 362 days til Im 18!!! Isnt that great?! OMG..thats so scary to think about though...I'm sad my 17th birthday is over...and another sad thing was American Idol last night...Well I voted for that show...for the first time Tuesday night...and I voted 243 times for Nikko...and of course Wednesday he would be the one that got kicked off...gosh I hate Scott...He can not sing at all...I love how he won over Nikko...makes me wanna puke!!...I did my first job application on my birthday...I did it online at JCPenneys...It's not like I'm gonna get it but it was cool filling it out...I felt old...haha Ok well 2morrow night is the freakin Taking Back Sunday concert...I am so flippin' excited!!! It's gonna be so perfect...cuz the lead singer is so hot...lol...so 2morrow at lunch JR is taking Me, Bobbi and Sarah to Bobbi's Dads house and then we are off to Cincinatti!! Gosh I can not wait!! Theres like 22 hours til the concert! haha!! Well...I'ma go...Bye Bye!!

~*-Jenn-*~

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:: 2005 7 April :: 9.09pm

You Know You're From a Small Town When...

The "road hog" in front of you on Main Street is a farmer's combine.

The local phone book has only one yellow page.

Third Street is on the edge of town.

You leave your jacket on the back of the chair in the cafe, and when you go back the next day, it's still there, on the same chair.

You don't signal turns because everyone knows where you're going, anyway.

No social events can be scheduled when the school gym floor is being varnished.

You call a wrong number and they supply you with the correct one.

Everyone knows all the news before it's published; they just read the hometown paper to see whether the publisher got it right.

The city limits signs are both on the same post!

The City jail is called amoeba, because it only has one cell.

The McDonalds only has one Golden Arch.

The one-block-long Main Street dead ends in both directions.

Second Street is in the next town over.

There's no place to go that you shouldn't.

A "Night on the Town" takes only 11 minutes.

The mayor had to annex property to eat a foot-long hot dog.

The New Year's baby was born in October.

Running from the cops consists of hiding in the cornfield.

You have to name six surrounding towns to explain to people where you're from.

You have to drive five miles out in the country to smoke a cigarette.

Headline news is who grew the biggest vegetable this year.

There is no point in high-school reunions because everyone knows what everyone else is doing anyway.

Driving cars up and down the main drag is a universal high school experience.

You can name everyone you graduated with.

You know what 4-H is.

You ever went to parties at a pasture, barn, or in the middle of a dirt road.

You said the 'f' word and your parents knew within the hour.

You schedule parties around the schedule of different police officers, since you know which ones would bust you and which ones wouldn't - same goes with the game warden.

You ever went cow-tipping or snipe hunting.

School gets canceled for state sporting events.

You could never buy cigarettes because all the store clerks knew how old you were and if you were old enough, they would still tell your folks.

When you did find someone old enough and brave enough to buy cigarettes, you still had to go out to the country and drive back roads to smoke them.

You were ever in the Homecoming parade.

You have ever gone home for Homecoming.

It was cool to date someone from the neighboring town.

You had senior skip day.

The whole school went to the same party after graduation.

You don't give directions by street names or references (turn by Nelson's house, go two blocks to the Anderson's turn left and it's four houses left of the football field).

The golf course had only 9 holes

You can't help but date a friend's ex-girlfriend.

Your car stays filthy because of the dirt roads, and you will never own a dark vehicle for this reason.

You think kids that ride skateboards are weird.

The town next to you is considered "trashy" or "snooty" but is actually just like your town.

Getting paid minimum wage is considered a great job.

You refer to anyone with a house newer than 1980 as "rich" people.

The people in the city dress funny, then you pick up on the trend a few years later.

You bragged to your friends because you got pipes on your truck for your birthday.

Anyone you want can be found at either the Dairy Queen or the feed store.

You see at least one friend a week driving a tractor through town.

Football coaches suggest that you haul hay for the summer to get stronger.

Directions are given using "the" stop light as a reference

The city council meets at the coffee shop.

Your letter jacket was worn after your 19th birthday.

You have ever taken a trailer or dog to school on a daily basis.

Weekend excitement involves a trip to the grocery store.

Even the ugly people enter beauty contests.

You decide to walk somewhere for exercise and 5 people pull over and ask if you need a ride.

Your teachers call you by your older siblings names.

Your teachers remember when they taught your parents.

You can charge at all the local stores.

The closest McDonald's is 45 miles away.

So is the closest mall.

It is normal to see an old man riding through town on a riding lawn mower.

Everyone who played sports had to play on every type of team, or there wouldn't be enough people to have a team.

Being able to hit a road sign with a beer bottle while driving down the highway is considered a necessary skill.

A cool vehicle had big tires or a bad-ass stereo.

You can remember when your town finally got cable.

Driving to the party on a four wheeler is quite normal.

You thought the 30-year-old guy that still was at all the parties was cool.

The town population increases by one-third when the universities go on break.

The best burgers in town are at the rink.

You know exactly where to go when the party is at "the lake".

You lost your virginity at a bush party.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from a small town.

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You Are 18 Years Old

18

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

kimmay2007

:: 2005 7 April :: 4.50pm
:: Music: jimmy Fallon -idiot boyfriend

Sorry i keep on forgetin to update on here... so if i havent updated for like a week then go to my xanga... cause its there i just havent put it on here yet lol... you might have to remind me sometimes too lol

Thursday, April 07, 2005
welps pretty much today was Rating...... GRR i was soo ticked on the way up there cause some people would not shut up and was acting like they was 3 and oh bud that didnt fly well with me cause i was trying to sleep cause i was on a buss for almost 2 horus going to Parkersburg.......... it wouldnt have taken as long if they buss driver would have been smart and got on the interstate.. but no he was gay and was taking us out roades that was very bumpy and i couldnt sleep and spilt tea on my shirt.. so what white shirt and a nice little tea spot right on the boob... you dont like that? lol...... welps finally we got there..... no thanks to the gay buss driver........well when we got there we seen riply but i didnt see tom or dave but they said it was the high school.... which was a lie cause on the paper it said Middle...... so what......... but then we went to practice and i thought it sounded good.. Jason got the high note and everything.... while practicing that is......... after we got out on stage that was a different story...... first problem was that Cristy sat down when we got out there.... big no.. we was suppost to wait for Mrs schoon.... the first song. we did ok i guess. i could hear people messing up tho....... we have played it alot better b4 but no when it actually matters we mess up ....... then the 2nd song.. i liked i thought it was good we just should have played louder....... and at the end Jason missed the high note he has ...... after we got done playing we got up and left and went back in the set up room to get our cases and i seen my point folks i seen Kevin and he has dyed his hair blonde.. it looks good tho and i seen all my dance weekend buddys.... i missed going soo bad this year i didnt really get to talk to Anna or Tabi much tho.. i talked to well i cant remember her name but i always talk to her haha... opps....... i remember while im talking to her tho lol......... then i had to get my band together and we left....... Mrs Schoon got out to the buss and i could tell we didnt do good... i mean i knew we wasnt gonna get ones or nothing but i thought at least a 3... i would have been happy with a 2 or a 3....... but no...... we have to get a 4 i was really upset cause i thought we did better then a freakin 4!!!! i mean the worst you can get is a 5 and we was much better then we was last year and we got a 4 last year too.... so what if the judges didnt know what they was talking about or doing!!!!.....then on the way home i talked to Tater tot the whole time and was acting dumb just like we used to all the time..... and we stoped at Wendys which wasnt the best but hey at least it was food haha..... and then back to the buss and the gayness we got back to the school at like umm....... 2:15 probably and like most of the band went back to class not me haha i stayed in Mrs Schoons room cause i didnt want Mama Pyles to eat me cause basically i didnt want to do my study guide so i didnt lol...... then we got report cards and im not happy with mine at all.... i got all C's i mean if it was last year i would be fine with it but i guess i expect more out of myself now cause it made me sick to see those C's............. welps then i forgot about paly practice and came home... i dont know how i forgot tho cause i was studying lines on the way home from Ratings to start with....... Oh well..... i hope Mrs Duke dont hate me........... welps then i got online and seen Chris was online and got sad cause of course i cant talk to him ... and like i looked at his profile.... and the song that i inspired is in there.... so i dont know if hes still thinking about me and thats a hint for me to try and talk to him or what... im soo confused the sad thing is i still care about him even tho i dont want to cause he has a girlfriend and everything..... i really wanted to call him while i was in parkersburg and make him come over to that middle school and talk to me but i didnt have the balls to call him i get mad at other people for not having the balls to go do something or to tell someone something but then im just as scared to do something ....... anyways on with the day here i am... looking for a new layout cause Shaina dont like the one i have ...... who in their right mind dont like Metallica? lol Shaina thats who lol..... i have to have a girly layout cause im a girl..... bull shit haha but im gonna find one just to make her happy .... she better start commenting more tho haha welps Keshia. shaina.... leave me some comments lol Much Love and like always God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

Eight years old and they made a vow to be friends forever.
"Friends forever," she said.
"Friends forever," he said.
Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space.
"I need some room," she said.
"I'll back away," he said.
Twelve years old and he made a vow to find out if Tom liked her.
"Does Tom like me?" she asked.
"I'll find out," he said.
Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"He doesn't love me anymore," she said.
"He doesn't deserve you," he said.
Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"Nobody loves me," she said.
"I know someone who does," he said.
Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.
"I'm getting married," she said.
"I'll be there," he said.
Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.
"I got divorced yesterday," she said.
"I'm here for you," he said.
Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her
"Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked.
"I have always loved you," he said.
Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again.
"I could never love you," she said.
"I could never stop," he said.
Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again.
"I can never see you again," she said.
"I can never live again," he said.
Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket.
"I'm sorry," she said.

welps i decided i would get online at a normal time so i could update this beast for the day its suppost to be lol well i didnt go to bed till like 5 cause i wasnt tired.. then i got up at 6:30 and was actually ready b4 i was suppost to leave... i was proud of myself lol.. then i got to school and didnt want to be there cause i didnt want to go on that trip even tho i told Kesha girl i would be there lol.... Shaina didnt go to school welps after we got to Point for our trip me and Mel was seeing all kinds of people we know.... cause of course its not that far away lol but we couldnt remember peoples names.... oppz welps 3rd we had a test and it was somewhat easy but i guessed alot lol cause i wanted to sleep.... then we went to clubs woohu lol loads of fun lol.. not really but thats ok..... then 4th was gay like always and then i had Grand band..... during the break Jason said he needed to talk to me and so we talked alot and like he said that him and Allison wasnt working out cause they was to different people and yeah wel pretty much hes gonna break up with her i think........ he saids the reason he didnt tell me they was dating is cause she didnt want him to.. and like he called my house after he found out i knew and was gonna talk to me and stuff but i was at Keshia's and he was gonna go down to Keshia's to see me cause he didnt know Keshia's #.......... he kept on telling me he was sorry he didnt tell me and i was like well Jason maybe if you would just grow some balls things would be alot better and he laughted at me but was telling him the truth.. he needs to start saying what he means instead of like saying i dont know or just not talking about it at all..... oh well...... welps that was about the mist of my day..... i might update later again.... much love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

i need to start updating before midnight lol cause you guys always think its the next day when its not lol..... Oh well.. this is for tuesday welps it was gay just like every other day.... 1st period nothing... 2nd nothing but Justin got yelled at lol it was funny but then again it wasnt cause it start with i didnt know what was going on.. Carl wasnt suppost to talk the whole class period and at the start of it everyone was trying to get him to talk....... he ened up talking at like 10:30 he went a long time with not talking for Carl lol.... Carl if it means anything i like it better when you talk cause its not a quiet in there lol.......... then there was lunch and my Kesha girl was back so she could eat with me llol cause yesterday i was all by myself till Keshia and Mel got in there and i didnt even know they was gonna eat so i was gonna be siting by myself the whole time Oh well..........welps then in 3rd i almost got in trouble cause i was working on Mama pyles homework that i had forgot about oppz haha.... oh you guys be proud i didnt copy Keshia or shaina's Health i actualy did it today YAY i was proud of myself .. welps then in 4th i swear it took all i had to stay awake.... i didnt feel good at all.... so i came straight home after school and went ot bed and got up at like 11:30 or 12 and got on here to see if anyone was here but at the time no one would talk to me it was very sad.. i tryed to talk to Shaina but i gues she hates me cause she wouldnt talk back plus she lied about Commenting today she said she would leave a BIG comment but i didnt get one...... that meanie..... welps im gonna get a going back to bed..... Bye Much Love and God Bless

Kimberly Dawn

:: 2005 7 April :: 12.38am
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: [Switchfoot ... We Were Meant To Live]

Ughh...today has been sooo sucky!
Well...to start out we went to the college fair thingy at the vocational school. Saw a few people I know...bizatch from the fair, Lions sister...ugh, and other people from Wahama. Pretty interesting. There wasn't much to look at this year so, it was boring!
When we came back to school...we basically did nothing. Lunch was great because the simple fact that it was 80 degrees out and...ahh I dunno it just feels really awesome =] Hahaha Jenn...'Springs almost over and the summers comin, the days are gettin long!' haha. Don't forget our little dance! It's awesome!
Someone who's supposta be one of my 'good friends' has been making me majorly angry lately. It was a decision I had to make...Lord, you don't have to treat me like crap and humiliate me in front of everyone. I wish everyone could be forgiving, well in the right cases. It makes me sad when they act this way to me when I haven't even done anything. At the time, I thought I was being forgiven because...well just because, but I guess I thought wrong. Oh well, i'll just let things play out...we'll see.
This evening I went to the tanning bed again. Shannon gave me new lotion to try out, and I like it a lot. It smells like tropical, mixed with a warm kind of scent. It smells awesome...I have another appointment Friday evening.
AHHH. Tonight....American Idol. I don't even feel like talking about it but yea, that's what my life has revolved around since 9:30. Nikko got kicked off tonight =[ I truly don't see how...if you knew the whole story you'd understand what i'm saying! Scott is such a fat, faggit! I can't stand him...he's probably gone next week though so, oh well. The idol message board is terrible...everyone is MAD I mean I have never seen it like this. The word 'rigged' was banned on there tonight. Craziness. Aww, Nikko was so humble when they told him he had the lowest number of votes...he smiled and took it like a man. Bobbi called me as it was happening, when they were playing the video and I was like bawling. It was hard to talk! Ehhh. He said some good stuff and one thing that really stuck was 'This won't be the last y'all see of me' or something to that effect. That made me smile a little. I think he will get a record deal and i'll be one of the first in line to get his CD! =] As for now, I dunno who i'm gonna vote for. I guess I will decide next Tuesday. Good Luck Nikko! I love you to deffers and I miss you already...=] Wouldn't that be awesome if he played Mr.Come Back Kid, again? Uhuhuhuh! haha.
Tommorow is the MCYouth Expo. I don't really wanna go, but it gets me out of school. We have to wear stupid official dress...ahhh it's gonna be rainin and stuff. That's gonna bl0w! OH WELL. Mommy decided we're gonna go shopping tommorow evening. YAY! Shopping is AwEsOmE! Hopefully that'll cheer me up. Welp! see ya later! lmao.
<3~Shamarie

Scott Savol="ebonic" speakin, wife beatin, no-eyed, Fat Joe wanna-be, sweating, moaning, overweight, nasty, PIG!

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