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pinkicing11

:: 2005 25 July :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Listening To Zoey 101

Season Two Premiere of Laguna Beach on tonight at 10 =] YAY!
I haven't done anything but sleep today. Nap after nap...lol. It's so boring here. Especially today since it was stormy. I called in this morning and I gots ta work tomorrow. YAY! not...lol. I'm going shopping before I go in though because I haven't spent any of my money from my check yet. I'm gonna try to keep $50 of it home to do me til the next one. Well, nothing to update on so i'm outta here! Enjoy the pics.

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♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 25 July :: 12.52am
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: [Taking Back Sunday ... You're So Last Summer]

How it be...?

Work today sucked. I seriously think I might have sun poisoning. I was sick all day, dizzy like. Awww, when I was workin, Corey brought me some Willy Wonka taffy cause he knows how much I loved the movie. LoL. Little things like that just make me melt. He and I talked about a lot of stuff tonight...he really opened up to me, and that's the first time he's done that. Ofcourse, I do know that someone can tell you, you can trust them, and as much as you want to do that, it's really hard. Before, i've trusted people too easily...I think this time i'm gonna try and do things differently. The only problem I really have with him is he doesn't inform me of things. Like i'll call him when he tells me to, he doesn't answer and I have no idea where he is, then like two hours later he shows up or calls and is like 'Oh, we went to Huntington to skate' or whatever...lol. I'm like gee thanks for letting me know. I guess I just worry too much though, i've always been that way. I'm working on correcting that (although I doubt it'll ever change...lol) Don't you all love how i'm so confident? Heh...anyway. I wanna go see Bad News Bears. I have no idea what it's about but people keep talkin bout how good it looks, so.
Yeah...I gotta call DQ in the morning and find out if I have to work tomorrow or not. I hope not, but...oh well if I do. At least i'd see Cor. Well I think i'm gonna go. I'm gonna try and post some pictures later. We'll see.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 23 July :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: good

Hey Everyone!

How's it goin? Vacation was pretty fun. The first day, Bobbi and I were wusses. We only rode The Beastie, lmao...Italian Job, Tomb Raider, White water canyon & The Racer like 5 times. The next day we got up and went to the waterpark where I got burnt bad. It's like DANG. The lines from my bikini are WHITE and everything else is like bright pink. It's kinda painful...my face is pinkish too. It hurts!! I did put sunblock stuff on it though. On my back, shoulders n stuff I just put tanning lotion. We didn't really do much at the waterpark. We stayed at the wave pool for a little bit then Bobbi and I rode the Snowy River Rampage, which was really fun, then went on the lazy river. After that, we went back over to the amusement park where we got brave and rode Vortex twice. Six inversions...MAN it was awesome! We rode The Beast twice and Top Gun was the last thing we rode. It was pretty cool too, it was dark outside when we rode and it goes thru the trees and stuff, so you couldn't see what was coming next. It was dark when we rode Vortex the second time, too. Ummm, we left this morning around 11:30 and got back at about 3. Last night Corey asked me if I wanted to go see Charlie & the Chocolate Factory when I got back today...so around 5 we went to the mall, I picked up my check $194.02, WOOOOH! lol...then I went down to the golf place and worked out movie business with Corey then mom calls and is like, come down to Cingular so I went down there and they let me pick out a new phone =] It is flippin awesome. It's a camera flip phone. Rocks...we were down there for almost an hour and a half, lol. The movie started at 7...it was really good. Johnny Depp is great. I don't really think he's hot, I just loved him in that movie. Corey made fun of him like, the whole time...cause basically, he looks like a transvestite (sp?) in it, lol. Oh well. Everyone should go see it, it's amusing. It was well worth Corey's money...HAHA. Oh I saw the preview for this new movie with Reese Witherspoon (I love her, she's my favorite actress) and it's called 'Just Like Heaven' the guy who plays Napoleon Dynamite is in it and he SO doesn't look the same, he has brown long-ish hair...he's kinda cute...yeah I know, haha. Let's see, I have to work tomorrow 12-6, and then I have no clue what's going on the resta the week until I get the schedule tomorrow or the next day. But anyway...i'm gonna get outta here! I will add some pics for y'all when I get around to it.

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 21 July :: 1.44am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: [The Killers ... All These Things That I've Done]

Well Hello My Friends! LOL.

What's going on??? I jus got off the phone. Something really good just happened, if you want details...ask! But yeah, um. Me and Sarah went to the mall yesterday at like 3...uh, pretty much just shopped around til Joe got there then he took us to Pizza Hut. After we ate we came back to the mall and waited for Cor to get off work and we were gonna go to Banana Joe's but things didn't work out as planned so we went to Pullman Square and watched Dark Water. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't good. LoL...if that tells ya anything at all. Corey drove and I was a little scared at first cause he's a new driver and all but he is very good, and he listens to my rules ((even though it's his car)) haha. He respects me...which rocks my socks. LmBo, i'm such a nerd. Something also happened last night that I was a little worried about but now, since the good thing happened I don't really give a damn. Again, if you wanna know what the deal is there, ASK! LoL. But anyway, after all that business...we came back to the mall to get the vehicles cause Corey had to be home cause it was like 1...lol and me, Sarah & Joe went to Taco Bell to eat, then Wendy's. Some dude in Wendy's like hates Joe...and well, this will LATER explain a story...so. Hang in there. Yeah, I know I am extremely confusing, but oh well. That's me. I spent the night with Sarah last night. We were up til like 4am being retards, like usual. HA. Then, we got up at 12 today and got ready and went down to the mall at about 3. We ate, met Joe & then Sarah had to get a few things. She had to go into work at 4, so I hung out with John for about a half-hour then Corey came down and we talked for a few then I had to go to work. Pretty boring, and I was mildly upset and just felt like crying. Benji visited me, made the day a bit brighter. Then I got off at 9:15 which is extremely early for DQ...but we were on the ball! So I went down to the golf place to wait for Sarah...and Corey, Cory & Napier were there too...they talked to me while I was waiting on Sarah. Then we decided to go to Wendy's well, here goes my 'Joe beef' story. Well, this dude has beef with Joe for God only knows why, and he works there. Well, he knows who me and Sarah are because Joe was with us last night in her car. So, tonight he recognized me and Sarah and was saying to his co-workers 'Should I spit in this?!' and crap. Well...us two, and Corey went down to Arby's after that to talk to Joe...we were there for awhile cause he was cleaning, well why we're waiting, this man drives by, and there's a little girl hangin out the windown flipping us off and the man sticks his head out the window and says 'Tell Joe to leave my f*cking son alone!' lmao...well, Corey called Joe and told him about it and he came out SWINGIN. Then he went up to Wendy's and had a few choice words. It was pretty funny....added some excitment to the night. Muahahaha. I loved it. Then I came home...haha. Mom and Dad were on the net forever, looking for directions and all that crap so, I didn't get to talk to Corey til about 12:30...I tell you what i'm falling for that boy, bad he is so awesome. He's crazy, sweet...ahhh. I dunno. Yeah, some stuff has bothered me but i'm gonna get over it. After the conversation we had tonite, i'm thinking positive is gonna come...at least I HOPE so. I like him an awful lot. I need this.
You know what's freaky? I was just sittin here thinking to myself, I wanna see something about Green Day and I turned to VH1 and 'Driven' was on. I press info and it said Green Day. That is so weird. I ♥ Bille Joe so much. Yeah...um. I heard You & Me 4 times today. That song is following me...I swear. HaHa.
I'm leaving for Kings Island at 8am in the morning. I'm kinda excited...but i'm gonna miss Corey a lot more than what I thought. He hugged me like a million times tonight and was like 'I'm gonna miss you, and call you lots' I felt all sadly and fuzzy at the same time. LoL. I'm glad to be spending time with Bobbi Jane though. Cause I miss her (not the person she is around others) so much. We will see =]
If I can i'm gonna go to the mall when I get back Saturday and pick up my check so I can get it cashed, and go shopping maybe Sunday before I go into work. I guess we will just see. LoL. Well I think i'm gonna go, I have typed WAY more than I had planned! I'll update when I get back from 'vacation' lol.

♥Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 19 July :: 1.24am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: [Fall Out Boy ... Sugar, We're Going Down]

Is this more than you bargained for yet?

So everyone...how's it been going? Pretty boring here, lately that is.
I went to the mall a lil early to hang out with Corey & Sarah was there too, well...they were together and I met up with em. We saw John, Ben & Alan while we were there...talked to them for a few. Harry Potter. I am so glad no one else I talk to is obsessed with that, I don't think I could take it....ha. Yeah, anyway, I told Corey I was coming early and that he'd better play for me, so he did....it was greatness he played 'Holiday', 'Rape Me', 'When September Ends' and 'You and Me' I was like UHUHUHUH the whole time. =] That's so hotttttt. Yea well, once that ended I had to go to work. Really boring because we had about ehhh...maybe 30 customers all evening. But I like it that way. Free time = awesomeness! Oh...Sarah and I reported this old guy who always comes by and trys to get in the gate, and like begs people for money. The security guard told us that he as alztheimers (sp?) and they're gonna try to do something about him. Corey came down at about 9:30 and walked me out to the car n stuff. He makes me feel safe =] ...then I came home. Talked on the phone some, then mom and dad got online and booked a hotel for KI and stuff. I am looking forward to it in a way but then i'm not. I dunno....glad to be off work for 3 days though. Tomorrow night I think we're going to Banana Joe's. My moms being weird about it though. She won't tell me if i'm allowed to go for sure. I dunno why she's being that way about it...we're not gonna get into trouble, well at least i'm not, i'm a good kid. I just want to listen to music, possibly dance and hang out with friends. But yeah, Sarah wants me to spend the night with her afterwards. So I guess if i'm allowed to go, ima stay with her.
I'm watching a show on MTV now called T-Minus rock...and Fall Out Boy is #1. How great is that...? WOW. Yeah, i'm proud. This video is hilarious. Kinda weird but...you know. They are sooo flippin hot. Oh yeah, speaking of hot I had Holiday and Scars in my head alllllll day today. I was like SHUT UP! haha...but the vision of those guys in my head, man. I was like UHUHUHUHUH! LoL.
Well I think i'm gonna get outta here and maybe go to sleep or watch TV. Talk to y'all later!

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 17 July :: 4.33pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: [Papa Roach ... Scars]

The Perfect Man

Hey everyone...what's goin on? I haven't done much of anything today. I woke up at like 10 something, for like 10 minutes...went back to sleep & woke up again at 1:15 when Corey called. I talked to him for like 30 minutes and then I went back to sleep and woke up again at 3...watched a little bit of Road Trip and now i'm watching Austin Powers. Heh, I love these movies. Goldmember is my favorite though. Hmmm...AnYwAy!
Last night was fun. WORK was terrible but, yeah. Before I had to go in, I got to talk to an old friend...Emily Ranson. I love her, and miss her dearly. I wish she would come back to Hannan! Anyway. When I got off work, Corey drove over to CiCi's and we ate then we came back to the mall and got Joe's car and went to Pullman Square and saw 'The Perfect Man' it was pretty good, but not as good as I had imagined. Oh well. Something funny happened during the movie, lmao. Well, it's funny and sad at the same time because who knows what was goin on...there were only 8 people in the theatre, including us. Well, there was this guy (well, if ya ask me he looked like a dike) and his little girl in front of us, she looked like she was maybe 3. I want to know why the hell a guy is taking his little girl to see that movie. It seems weird for some reason. Well...you hear her gagging, and she's like 'Daddy, I don't want no more popcorn!' and he was like 'Shut up!' and then a few minutes later he's like 'Do you want to go to the bathroom?' And she's like 'Yea, I was choking daddy, and I thought you would help me!' and he goes 'You need to be quiet' so they went to the bathroom and about 5 minutes later they came back. Well a little bit later we were all laughing about something, we weren't even being loud, seriously. I think it was the Sarah is love thing, haha...well, he turned around to Corey and was like 'I don't mean to be rude but can you all shut up we're trying to enjoy the movie' and Corey's like okay...well yeah I was really ticked. Joe had his 'knuckles' out. LmBo. I thought we were gonna have to whoop some arse! But yeah, we all flipped him off as we were leaving. Prolly didn't see us but who cares...he didn't deserve our attention. Flippin jerk. After we left the movie we went back to the mall parking lot to drop Corey off to get his car...and then Joe took me and Sarah home. The ride wasn't too lovely because he had only been out this road like once before so there was a lot of 'breaks' getting hit. LoL...we did 45 all the way from Milton - odd for Joe cause he's useta normally going 80. We got here at about 10:45. It was okay though...at least we made it safe. They came inside with me cause mom and dad weren't home, and Joe got to meet Jazzie...she went postal on him, she didn't like him at all. He even tried to give her a doggy treat but she didn't take it til they were leaving, lol. She's crazy. Yea I talked to Corey for a lil bit when I got in, then I went to sleep at like 1...and woke up at 1:45ish when mom and dad got home. Ate a taco from taco bell...haha and then went back to sleep.
We will just say last night was awesome, besides a few things. That's all. No details, unless your special...hahahahaha. What am I gonna do without Tabi all week? LoL...well I won't really be home all day Wednesday, Thursday & Friday...oh, and some of Saturday, for Kings Island. Well i'm gonna get outta here!

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♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 16 July :: 1.22am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: [Montgomery Gentry ... Something To Be Proud Of]

Another one of those pointless entrys...

LALA! Today has been exceptionally boring. I actually like going to work now because those are the days I get to see Corey & sumtimes Sarah. Hmm...I slept late today then got up and talked on the phone then went to Chili's with mom and dad and then went to Value City & Wal-Mart. Ehh, we got home around 11, dad stayed on here forever then I finally got to get on here. Well, Corey didn't call me like he said he was gonna and I was all depressed then I got on the net and he was on...he said he'd tried to call a few times but couldn't get thru (cause dad was on) and he appologized like a million times for not calling sooner but he worked all day...so. It was okay. haha. He's going to 'make it up to me' or so he says. LoL....he said he would play for me tomorrow. YAY! I can't wait.
I gots to work 12-6 but i'm gonna try to get down there sooner. Afterwards, I think we're all gonna go see a movie. I'm 'cited. YAYZ! Well i'm gonna go now, that's all I really had to say. Pointlessness!

Because i'm bored...
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♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 15 July :: 1.18am
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: [Hawthorne Heights ... The Transition]

Don't read this unless you're extremely bored...

Wow...you know? Today was interesting. LOL. Not really. I got up at like 11 and got ready to go to the FFA meeting....it was over by 1 so I came back home went to sleep and got up at 2-3? and took a shower and got ready for work. Me and Sarah got to the mall at like 4 (she had to take some stuff back) and ended up runnin into Joe and Corey because they had to work too and were down there. So we walked around for a bit and they had guitars sitting out in Sam Goody and Corey went in there and played some of you and me =] he was playin that thing with his bare fingers, he said he don't even have feeling in those fingers anymore that he uses to play with but anyway, he was really good. I was proud...people were around n I was like 'I KNOW HIM!' haha. Well Joe left and it was like ten til so, we walked with Sarah to pee and when we were outside Corey was fiddlin around with his lil leather ae bracelet and i'm like that's awesome n pretty, I like it! and he took it off and put it on me...haha. So now I have his bracelet. It's really cool looking...plain but good. Then I went to work. HA. Yeah, umm. While I was working he brought me his Hawthorne Heights CD to borrow which I totally love! I have been listening to it since I got home. Great...you should go out and buy it, right now. hahaha. I'm suprised I like it as well as I do. After we got off work, me and Sarah went to Bob Evans to see Ben but it sucked cause we only got to talk to him for like 2 minutes. SO...worthless, really. My soup didn't taste right and Sarah's grilled cheese had too much cheese. It's cool though. We went and talked to Joe at Arby's for a few then came home. Yeah...and here I am, sittin here bored, not able to sleep - nothin new. Don't gotta work tomorrow, gots to work 12-6 Saturday tho. I think I may go see a movie sometime over the weekend. Ahh, who knows what i'll get into. We're going to Kings Island next week but amazingly, i'm not looking forward to it one bit. I dunno who's even going.
Some things are still on my mind. Well, things that have taken place in the previous year or two. But, I DO think it's going away for the simple fact that my parents have been very unsupportive of my feelings on it lately, i'm so mad at the situation, so i'm trying to avoid it. I've thought of checking up, but...i'm learning to let go. Something I gotta do, I think it's working so far. I've had some help. Go me...*dances*
Well i'm outta here, gonna go watch some TV or something. I don't know! NIGHT!

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 14 July :: 1.34am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: [Fall Out Boy ... Sugar, We're Going Down]

UHUHUHUHUH!

SO! Work today was so boring! Me and Rae had the worst luck, lol. It was sad. I dropped a box on her head, it was quite funny but I felt bad cause I laughed so hard. LOL. The pop machine was acting up, and making loud noises so we had to have someone fix that then the ice cream decides it's not gonna freeze, and comes out all runny...haha. Corey came down to talk to me like 3 different times, cause he was there helping his dad move stuff from the old golf place to the new. He is so nice to me, it just makes my day!! LoL. I also ♥ his new background on his phone. Few of you know what I mean. Yea, I know....I suck me and my no-detailed journal entrys. Oh well. If you ever wanna know anything that i'm beating around the bush about, just ask and i'll tell you unless I hate you. J/K! haha. Yea....um. Anyway. I talked on the phone for a lil while after I got home then I got on the net and I have been since. Yeehaw. Mom has been a lil angry with me lately cause I don't eat like, anything. I can't help it. I duno what's wrong with me i'm just never hungry. All I had all day today was a blizzard and 6 chicken nuggets. Maybe it's the heat or the sickness I feel after I leave work every night. I swear, that popcorn makes me want to puke.
Speaking of mom, I think she might let me go to Banana Joe's Tuesday night, if Sarah, the gang...Darrell and all them go. I hope so!! I am so excited about this! I asked dad about it and he didn't seem to care. I was like 'You need to tell mom YES!' and he's like 'Ok? Do I?' I'm like UMMM YEAH! haha. I just wanna go out and have fun. I wanna dance! I got my fingers crossed. This journal is lame anyway, I need a LIFE all I ever talk about anymore is work & Corey, well Sarah too. LoL. But yeah, I gots an FFA meeting tomorrow at noon & I'm riding with Sarah to work and then I think we're goin to eat at Bob Evans afterwards...to see little Bendy. Aw. haha.
Well I think i'm outta here...! Later y'all!

♥-Shamarie

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pinkicing11

:: 2005 13 July :: 2.10am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: [Lifehouse ... You And Me]

WOWOWOW!

So, tonight was rather interesting. Me and mom got ina fight, Sarah came and rescued me...we went to the mall and shopped then ate, then I worked 5-9 which was really sucky. I hate the mall, when I gots to work. I got text messages upon text messages before I went in finding out Corey (that a-hole...j.k!) got his liscense and that his mom was taking him right then to buy a 2005 Honda Civic. Yeah. He came to DQ at 9 and was like OMG come outside and look at my car. It is so nice...i'm so jealous, and he's so proud....it's funny. He's like you won't hate me so bad when you sit in it or drive it will you?! LOL. Anyway, later - Joe, Sarah & Nicole came down and we all went out. Not going into details. We ended up having to drive Corey home and mom gave me this shitty curfew of 11:30...which I don't understand, when before it was like whenever. I think she's just mad because i'm not with Cody and she's taking it out on me. I can't flippin help it...gawd. Well, I didn't get home til 12, and she got all ticked. I had called her 2 times, since 11 though so, I don't see what the big deal was. I woulda been home sooner but Corey and Sarah were thirsty so we had to go thru McDonald's and we were there for almost 15 minutes. YA. For a sprite and a powerade, lol. Then they ended up not having to pay for it because the guy in the drive thru window was like punchin a buncha crap in the register and was like "It f*cked up, just don't worry about it" lol...so they got em for free. Pretty Niiiiice! LOL. I have so much fun with them...even though I was all jittery cause of mom. They were all extremely understanding though....more than I had expected. Fun-ness to hang out with. I just wish I wasn't such a party pooper! Ben, Alan & Darrell, maybe others may go out with us one night here in the next few weeks. I can't wait...hopefully mom don't go all psycho on me then, too. Ugh...Oh yeah, my brothers fiance asked me tonight if I would be a bridesmaid in their wedding. I was like OMG, ofcourse! haha. I wish they'd hurry up and get married...this engagement has been going on for 2 years now!
I have to work tomorrow 5-9 once again. That is terrible! GAGS! But i'm supposta get visits that will make my day like 10 times better. Things would be SO awesome right now if mom would stop being so uptight. I just don't get it. Hmm...I can't wait for Charlie & The Chocolate Factory to come out, I want to see it so bad. I dunno why. I'm a geek! HAHA.
Oh yeah, the song I am listenin to was dedicated to me, last night. YAY! haha. I'm special!!!!! ha. I'm out y'all.

♥-Shamarie

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