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:: 2005 11 May :: 12.29 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: phantom of tha opera


awww ..
woohu ... =\
ii miss iit .
ii look back on my journal ,
and ii have changed so much ..
the friends i've had ,
the ppl ii chiill wiith ...
wow .
juSt had to update =]

comment , brit . lol

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:: 2005 4 January :: 11.41 am
:: Mood: w0o0o0ot w0ot
:: Music: slow motion -->

havnt updated in forever
kinda miss woohu.
it was good to me
new years is here..
i l o v e y o u

tha technique'll make y0oh sweat , but dont sweat the technique

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:: 2004 18 October :: 7.21 pm

hey, nice journal.
nice writing.
i wanted to know how you got the 93 days, 14 hours thing? just post me a comment back if you have the time.


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:: 2004 16 September :: 1.41 pm

hey got an lj now.. britt h0oked me up..

gonna be updating on it noww.

lj's add me..

the 0's a zero. lol


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:: 2004 12 September :: 4.03 pm
:: Music: taking back sunday

"what if what you think is great really IS great but not AS great as something greater

this weekend has been.. 0ok i guess.

rach's party long talks with goldman, nd hangin out wif everyone.

simon ...

i luVv you. i luVv you. i luVv you!

i love ya!! screw A M A N D A!! haha.

we're gonna hang out next weekend.

hey britt.. can you make meh a lj?! please?

justin's spanish!!

im done


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:: 2004 31 August :: 8.38 pm
:: Music: taking back sunday.


lying on the table with everything you said.

not gonna write my day because..
1)no one cares.
2)no one reads my journal.
3) my days are SO boring!

i miss britt nd kaela and all the other 9th graders.

let this be my lasttear.

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:: 2004 27 August :: 5.13 pm
:: Music: hope doesnt dangle on a fuckin string.. nothings there.

truth or dare

"life has its ^ups^ nd downs
.. we all get bumps in the road..
but why are my bumps so
godamm big..

dont have a cell phone for awhile.
daddy's gotta use it.. so dont call.

A big *plus* about being single
is that ur not supossed to have to deal with the typical shyt that goes along with a relshionship.
And im `so` over caring wat every1 belives and whatnot.
truth be told
i could care less anymore.
think w.e the hell u want and keep the drama going ---)
cuz as of now it doesnt phase me in the least.

Im beyond done with it.

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:: 2004 23 August :: 9.21 pm

i want someone where i wouldnt mind spending everyday out on their corner in the pouring rain
i want someone who doesnt care what other peole think of him
i want someone who will dance the electric slide with me and have no shame in it
i want someone who is so laid back that they wear flip flips
i want someone who will make me happy
"i cant get n0 satisfaction" lmao. --andi

went t0 nd laughed in class f0r a freakin h0ur ab0ut japan and a potato fammily...?

p0or lil lacey has t0 be all bah herself in p.e... 0n the 0ther side 0f t0wn ::snifF..

nd since miZ jiZz never freakin ims me 0r c0mments.. =(

ima g0.. i <3 b0o!



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:: 2004 20 August :: 1.45 am

theres . . millions
of guys out `v` there but in
the end it all comes down to
only o.n.e--when you find
the right person..all of a
sudden anything is
p o s s i b l e
* xoxo *

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:: 2004 18 August :: 11.45 pm
:: Music: ashlee simps0n cd*

y0ur my 0ptimism.
im g0nna have a kick ass birthday party.
b0o... i luVv y0u like a fat kidd luVvs cake . y0u kn0w mah style i say ne ting t0 make y0u .::smile =P

i went skatin wif ryan, brandon, scott, simon ((i luVv that lil mexican)) devin nd chris nd coby nd chree (...?) well i didnt skate but yeah, they did. it was funN.

nd i went bowling tonight wif rach nd kris nd david nd bailey nd his lil br0s. im g0nns miss br0oklyn.. she was like mah older sister



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:: 2004 12 August :: 6.11 pm

sch0ols c0ol cept the drama a c0urse. get t0 sit wif mah bo0 b0th lunches. all mah classes are c0ol. cept reading. uhm.. IM A GR0UPIE!! haha. i havnt updated in awhile. i miss britt!! nd kaela nd daniela nd every0ne. nd mark ndj0sh.. therr n0rmally here every mornin. nd 0n the bus.

hurricane time!! lol. me nd mah br0 were thr0wing all the 0utside furniture int0 the p0ol.. i guess y0ur supp0sed t0 d0 that..? lol. kinda scared. but g0nna be wif mark nd mia. i guess it w0nt be s0 bad. n0 cheerleadin til m0nday. :-D.. g0nna g0. c0mmmmment if ya wanna.


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:: 2004 7 August :: 3.34 am
:: Mood: _hmmm_

x] The Basics [x]
Name ::: kayla
Middle name :::j***
Last name ::: b0yd
Age ::: 13
Birthday::: feb 24
Location ::: cape coral....for now
Height ::: 5'3" if i stand up straight
Eye color ::: right now
Hair color ::: auburnish
Siblings? ::: br0, 15
[x] Favorites [x]
food ::: eh...spagett0
movie ::: the nightmare bef0re christmas
group/ band ::: awr..BLINK 182!!!, nd dashboard confessional, or smile empty soul
Tv show ::: mad tv
animal ::: pupPy d0gzz
color ::: red
place to be ::: LA
store ::: h0llister
shoe brand :) :::adi0s
word ::: h0wdy!
phrase ::: h0wdy!!
Famous guy ::: johnny depp
Famous girl ::: ah..idk.. britney spears ?
boy name ::: ryan
girl name ::: kalia
pet name ::: BOOMER!
car/ truck ::: eclipse
music ::: rocK
candy ::: dammit..chocolate? idk.i love candy
gum ::: orbit cinnamint or w/e
number::: 11 er 2
lyric ::: vindicated dc
website ::: blah...woohu
drink ::: sprite
alcoholic drink ::: uhm. baileys
scent ::: my conditioner...
season ::: fall
[x] Music [x] Pick a song title for the artist
Something Corporate ::: umm..idk any something corporate songs
Yellowcard ::: way away
Green Day ::: minority..or warning
J-lo ::: uhm.. l0ve d0nt c0st a thing,,?
Bowling for Soup ::: is it girl all the bad guys want?
Missy Elliott ::: dont listen to missy elliott
Chingy ::: meh nd mias-- one call away
Outkast ::: roses?
John Mayer ::: my body is a
Britney Spears ::: everytime
Christina A. ::: genie in a bottle
Thursday ::: dunno
Aerosmith ::: dont wanna miss a thing
Bob Marley ::: dunno
Taking Back Sunday ::: uhm.. idk
Sean Paul ::: ewwwwwwwww
Ludacris ::: bl0w it 0ut ya ass
The Beach Boys ::: surfin usa
Led Zepplin ::: stairway to heavan
Santana ::: that santana song w/ michelle branch
Kelly Osbourne ::: eck. dont like her
Ozzy ::: ::sceams::
[x] Have your ever [x]
Met anyone famous ::: kevin richards0n fr0m bsb
If so who? ::: uhh...i just sed.
Kissed someone of the same sex? ::: uh..0m the cheek.
hated someone of the same sex? :::yeh
Sang in the shower ::: hell yeah
Talked to a complete stranger ::: yeah
Prank called someone ::: yep
Snuck out ::: yeah
Lied to your Parents ::: yes
Done drugs [ if so what one(s)] ::: no
Drank Alcohol ::: not really
Snuck into the movies ::: yeh
Gotten kicked out of the movies ::: almost
Stole something *tisk*tisk* ::: just something from a friend
Beat someone up ::: mia
Watched Porn ::: uhm.. suntimes meh nd mia turn 0n the tv.. nd BAM!
Ran Away ::: yeah
Gotten Arrested ::: no
Been on TV ::: n0o..?
Been in the Newspaper ::: yeh
Shot a gun ::: no
Graffiti'd something ::: not w/ spray paint, but i've written w/ pen on stuff
Made out in the rain ::: eh..sadly no
Had sex or done sexual things in a public place ::: sexual things.....?
Snuck people over your house :::mia
Stage dived ::: nope .. devin was tryin t0 get meh t0 cr0ud surf th0
Been in a mosh pit ::: heh...n0t IN one but right next t0 0ne.. like 5 times
Eaten something non edible ::: yeah
Been in the hospital ::: yeh
Been in the mental hospital ::: no...need to go to one though
Hit your parents ::: probably.. just playing tho
Written a song ::: yeah
Stalked someone ::: :-D
Gone cow tipping ::: wtf?
Made your own porno ( you freak ) ::: hmm...good idea
Skinny Dipped ::: yeh. when i was like 5
[x] Random [x]
Do you have any fetishes ::: eyes
Fears ::: spiders
Who rocks your socks? ::: BLINK!! L0OK AT THE CURS0R!
What makes your all warm and fuzzy inside ::: love?
What turns you on ::: hehe....
What are you (bi, straight, lesbian, gay ..etc..) ::: str8
Craziest thing you've done sober ::: i have to say?
Craziest thing you've done drunk ::: kayla g0ldman.. can y0u answer that f0r me? l0l ;)
Craziest thing you've done high ::: never goten high..
Do you sniff your fingers after you wipe your ass? ::: no ewww
[x] The alphabet [x] Put the first word that comes to mind for each letter: okay
A::: apple
B::: b0oty
C::: cant
D::: dashboard confessional
E::: ever
F::: fun
G::: gone
H::: high
I::: igl0o
J::: jarjar binks..?
K::: kayla
L::: lacey
M::: marsha marsha marsha!
N::: no
O::: octopus
P::: people (suck)
Q::: queer
R::: rainb0wz! ;)
S::: scream
T::: talk
U::: understand
V::: vagisil.. lma0
W::: whatever
X::: XxX
Y::: yellowcard
Z::: zebra

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:: 2004 4 August :: 2.19 pm
:: Music: dashb0ard c0nfessi0nal--handsd0wn

Blink 182
Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but
you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk
doesn't really like you but you couldn't care
less...besides it's all about having fun isn't

What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

**haha first time i t0ok the quiz i g0t blink 182.. what a ci0ncidence.**

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:: 2004 4 August :: 2.01 pm
:: Music: andis superillegal mixX

kayla is _____.
if i were alone in a room with kayla, i would _______.
i think kayla should _____.
kayla needs ______.
i want to ____________ kayla.
someday kayla will ________.
kayla reminds me of _______.
without kayla, _______.
kayla can be __________.
__________ is what i thought when i met kayla.
the worst thing about kayla is _________.
the best thing about kayla is _________.
i am ________ with kayla.
i am kayla's ______.

c0py n* paste n* make it a c0mment!!

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:: 2004 3 August :: 10.44 pm
:: Music: let it burnn -- usher.. n0w j0j0..

IM tWistEd CUz ONe SIde Of mE Is tELlIN Me tHAt I NeeED tO MOVe On, ON tHE oTHer SidE I wAnNa bReAk dOwN nD Cry...

uhm.. went to practice t0day. OUR 30 MINUTE PRACTICE.

meh nd bailey nd tw0 0ther girls are switchin t0 the dazzlers.

we kn0w christina, ((roberts sister)) nd cora nd stevi nd the c0ach ((roberts m0m))

5 dayz til sch0ol starts.. havnt d0ne ne thing.

g0t adi0s nd dickies bag. h0llister pants ((very sexyyyy--lacey)) nd a hollister shirt.

calli.. glad we're better.. b/c ya know, we did promise wif 0ur *pr0mise* lma0.. chris is still **** riiight?

ima turn in f0r the night.. leave summmmm


*((havnt used that one in awhile!!))*

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:: 2004 26 July :: 11.15 am
:: Music: new found glory babii!!

1)Using your Current Initials, choose a different name for yourself.
kenzi jamie bacardi

2)If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
Human body parts haha ((kayla velente))

3)What part in a movie would you love to play?
the girl who comes out of the screen, the one standing in the middle of the pouring rain, cut up and crying.

4)In your opinion, why do people suck?
they kill animals for f0od!

5)If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
a huge picture of me

6)Whats the oldest article of clothing you own?
uhhh.. my underwear from third grade. haha. just kiddin i dont know

7) What piece of furniture have you replaced the most?
my sheets. is that furniture?

8)What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?
guitar.. i can play dammit tho! devins gonna teach me adams song

9) Record, Tape or Cd?
cds. i luvV the 21st century

10) What do you think would be the best concert ever? (max: 4 bands)
1.) blink 182
2.) portland veiw. haha.
3.) finger 11
4.) uhh.. g0od charlotte

11) What's the best part of your favorite movie? there some kind of barbacue later?.

12) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
umm.. goin wif kayla.. warheads

13) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
i'd fed ex themn to heaven

14) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
I can't answer that. I live for debating anything and everything. ((kayla))

15)Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?

16) Most jealous of....intellectually?
Um. iunno

17) What do you collect?
uh.. human hair

18) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed?
My cell phone and my cd player. .

19)What do you do when you're home sick?
Cry. talk on the phone to ppl that i think care but they really dont. ::cough cough::.

20) Why does this survey rock?
it doesnt...?
21) Story behind your username?
Its my nickname.....?

22)Current Favorite Article of Clothing?
Hm. i guess my sexxyy pac sun pants and my hurley shirt. verrry hott.

23)Line from the last thing you wrote to someone?
ih, to ian.

24) A famous person you have met?
Um. i met lacey

25)Favorite way to waste time?
Stare at the ceiling. or listen to music

26)Last thing you bought yourself?
a bag for scho0l and a blink 182 patch.

heyy thanks kayla for the survey!! muahz! :-* i miss y0u and we're hanging out over spring break! say hi to b o b b y for me!!

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:: 2004 26 July :: 10.58 am
:: Music: leave (get out)-- jojo ((meh nd mias song))

i luVv mia and kayla s0o freakin much!! :-*

shitt happens. then uhh,

it fixes.....? lol.

kayla and mia are there for me!!! and they are the best friends in the whole world! haha. i wuVv them!

and bailey, everythings better, so you dont have to apologize.

lifes g0od.
for now.

til there's another ::bump:: in the road. lol.

momma pitied me again, said i could get the ashlee simpson cd. ::smiless::

i wanna go on the real world, have my perfect, beautiful roomates, house, job, hometown. and have fun

im goin on fri t0 the yacht club wif ian and kevin n justin. YAY!! pv's playing. i get a cd! lol

i wuVv mah cupcake!!

and i wuVv mah wifey britt jizz.. who is also always there for me, we have lots in common. lol. ((im still wearin our ring.. i wear it in the shower!! thats how much i luVv you!!!lol. muahz :-*

**im breaking the habit tonight**

yeh right, no your not.

gonna go listen to fuse or sunthin.


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:: 2004 17 July :: 5.19 pm
:: Music: emp blink 182

One more time you will laugh about it
And he'll never try to give you more
And I don't care, he is such a dick
Treats you like you are a stupid whore

And it seems like things will never change
You go on, every cloud is in your way
And I know you feel empty all the time
You'll never listen to anything that I say

She's better off sleeping on the floor
'Cause she fell right off when all
Is said, you know
It's okay to just want more

Why leave when you claim it is love?
But why stay when you're not the only one?
She's proved she's strong
Be brave, be strong

She's better off sleeping on the floor
'Cause she fell right off when all
Is said, you know
It's okay to just want more

She's better off sleeping on the floor
She's better off sleeping on the floor (Because she fell right off her bed)
She's better off sleeping on the floor
She's better off sleeping on the floor (Because she fell right off her bed)
She's better off sleeping on the floor
She's better off sleeping on the floor (Because she fell right off her bed)
She's better off sleeping on the floor
She's better off sleeping on the floor (Because she fell right off her bed

((for y0u my l0ve!))

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:: 2004 17 July :: 12.31 am
:: Music: peices of you-- ashlee simpson

monday i am waiting
and on tuesday i am f a d i n g
and on wednesday, i cant sleep


i had s0 much fun at the m0vies!! me n birtt jizz are married!! YAY! finally!

if something bugs someone on this journal, and they always get madd bout what it says, then dont read it!! ((yeh i know, im smart!)) yall dont gotta know bout mah life ne ways.

just had t0 say that..


kayla and brittany jizz!! ((newlyweds))!

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:: 2004 16 July :: 2.30 am

chris wants t0 hear fr0m yall!! answer the f0ll0wing!! ::
do you have a pee-pee?

is it a big pee-pee?

are y0u f0nd 0f y0ur pee-pee?

are y0ur girlfriends 0ok that their gilfriend has a pee-pee?

d0 they sometimes "grab" y0ur pee-pee?

when they frist f0und 0ut y0u had a pee-pee did they "ax" t0 see it?

did y0u let them see it?

new subject::

chris::what d0 girls like t0 hear fr0m guys?

kayla:: uh, they like it when therr man buy them an ugly d0g

chris:: then w0nt they wanna kill the d0g?"

kayla:: no, b/c celebrities have little ugly d0gs.

"im d0ne... i guess..."


if y0u can fill these 0ut and c0mment, then ill read them t0o him!!
l0ve ya all!!

kris & chayla! -- h0pe every0nes happy!

((chris sed mah pee-pees name is princess feonna)) l0l.

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